hey i'm back again got some more time.

last night was what also built up today, jeremy told me that he wouldn't go to any dances with me including prom, i was upset as any girl would be

let me just explain what happened today in 1st block

jasmine was bad mouthing shawn behind his back and i went off on her so when i heard amanda talking about candice all i said was "like i told jasmine, you don't have the right to talk about people behind their backs" i said it calmly and she took it wrong and we started yelling at each other, i walked away and she cont. so i walked back and told her to grow some b*lls and say it to my face, and we yelled some more and i walked away i get not even 2 mins into 2nd block and i get called up to ms hegge's room (the counsler) and amanda had went up there and cried to her about our "fight" and i had to listen to 45 mins of "i just wanna know why you do the things you do when we 'fight', and i just want to resolve it" well if you wanna put this behind us then why for gods sakes did you sit there for 45 mins and ask again and again and keep bringing it up if you wanted to forget that the entire thing happened? some people just don't make sense sometimes, they say that they let something go and then sit there for 45 mins and bring it up over and over. eventually i got pissed enough and just tired of it and walked out of her office, ms hegge asked me what i wanted and i said to leave and not do this b.s. and amanda said if you wanna leave then go, so i did, i just got up and walked out. she has tried to talk to me a couple of times but i have ignored her or told her to f. off. ms hegge wanted us to repair the frienship but i've had it with amanda's crap and i don't need the stress of putting up with her crap. i feel so much better now that i don't have to deal with her anymore. she was upset because we have art, the play, and chours together but i can ignore and avoid her for 4 more months, so i don't care and want nothing else to do with her for the rest of my life, i'll dance on her grave when she dies. if she ever comes to me and need my help to survive, to bad so sad. that was the last straw, i wash my hands of her.

bye

Alinca