i've hit my depression day where i feel that i have lost all control and can't get a grip.  i have one of these days every other month or so. but yesterday i just lost it.  college is a nusense.  Jordan told me that they might have to do open heart surgery on his dad and i wanted to cry because it brought up the feelings about my dad that i haven't dealt with yet and don't want to.

g2g

bye

Alinca