3/10/2005 - What's Wrong With Me?
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I decided that I have an inability to speak my mind. I never used to be this way until I had a certain bad relationship with a guy who treated me like shit when he didn't like the things I said. If I told him to stop doing something that was bothering me, he would 'punish' me by not calling for a week or by refusing to bring me home until he was done being pissed off. It's been about a year since I broke up with him, but I still find myself aiming to please as opposed to saying what I feel. If someone I know is doing something that bothers me, I feel like I need to consider their feelings before my own. I don't say something that needs to be said if I think it is going to make that person feel bad or make them mad at me-even if the thing they are doing is causing problems. I don't know how to change it now that I'm so used to being this way. !ugh!
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Most of this was written while I was in highschool. Most of it is sarcastic ranting, but some of it is pretty funny. I would go through and edit some of it, but that could take forever so...
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