3/14/2005 - Poem by Me: I Hate You
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You said that it wasn't me, it was you.
You told me that I shouldn't blame myself,
But how could I not, after what happened?
It all went from heaven to the worst kind of hell.
Rejection wasn't quite what I expected
When I picked up the phone.
You keep saying you want us to stay friends
But in that, you are alone.
You're only making yourself feel better.
I don't want to hear what you have to say.
No, I don't want to still go to prom,
And no I'm not going to be okay.
Don't tell me that you understand
Because we both know that you don't.
I don't want to hear you say
We'll bet back together, because we won't.
I don't want us to stay close.
I want you to go away.
Don't tell me that you know,
Why I'm acting this way.
If you care about what I have to say
And you really want to know the truth,
The reason I'm acting this way
Is because I hate you.
I hate you for making me cry,
I hate you for telling these lies.
I hate you for the way you hurt me,
I hate you for being able to just leave.
I hate you for trying to be kind,
I hate you for wasting my time.
I hate you for everything that you do.
I hate you for not giving me a reason to hate you.
Aunaleis Beshara (c) 2005
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