5/3/2006 - living in reality

things passed by very robotic today...im like in auto mode after yesterday's shock...went to SAJC in the morning for the band audition...it was great...but they can only take 4 students!! so...i rather not talk about it now..let what is going to be be...then i was dropped aimlessly by nicholas JW in Katong shopping centre..and then i took a long bus ride(probably the final few times for a long time=(...)to Tampines...ah good old Tampines...the memories,the events,the activities,the associations,the friends,the experience...thanks to all in TPJC!! especially in OG19 and 06S06!! yes,everybody as in everybody...i come to realize ive been making mistake after mistake..should have put TPJC first choice la...now kena SRJC la lol..see how it goes..but i hope to move on from there all truth be told..yeah will miss TPJC...so i went to Tampines,memories swept back....i didnt come on friday nor really thursday lol..kinda sad really....went to Tampines Mall to meet Ben Yee...he wanted to eat the aijsen ramen so well we did lol..after that i dragged myself to pool at Eastpoint,Simei...i was already feeling it on the bus 10 to Tampines but i confirmed it on the way to pool..i was getting sick...yes,was feeling very lethargic and was like coughing like crazy today la...was feeling so uncomfortable...lost badly in pool...was it 3-10 or something? hahaz...then went and took a 12 on the way home..then joined Kenneth,Sprypt and Joshua at the KSC lan shop lol...played with them a while and then well..i realized what a waste of time after i left the shop about 8.45 pm...after all im already like so back..i cant afford this no longer..anyways i kinda like went home,and it hit me la..the cough was really bad la...started lying down just to soothe it..then watched Chelsea v W.Brom....Chelsea as usual,their antics..their funny business...the halftime fiasco la..drogba had like 17 min break and gallas like came in 3 min late..and let the W.brom players shiver in the cold..it worked..they scored not long into the match..0-1...and then u have the robben red card,morinho sarcastic clapping,drogba diving,the w.brom guy also dive once...yup..becoming used to that in EPL...haha...well..i shouldnt be talking about soccer should I? ok lets move on..then had dinner around 12pm..and watched Flight Plan with my family...interesting show la..cant think of anything at the moment..and yeah been lolling around until this time...saying my final goodbyes to my TPJC mates and its 3.42 am...should i go Alumni Band? im like feeling sick la...should i rest? se how tmr la..after all u all know where im going on monday...i just hope it will be for like one week..like broadrick or mountbatten la..sorry SRJC but all due respect i just prefer the other three...ok thats all..my feelings cannot be expressed in words at the moment..see ya all later on..till we meet again...