19/3/2006 - ebbed flow of enthusiasm

yeah..respite hit again..no matter in a small way today...realized i had some problems to solve,some unwanted responsibilty to carry out...it started off in the late afternoon to now,the wee hours of sunday night...heres how the story goes...

ok so i dragged on till 1200 due to the late sleeping time...haha...and then i found out the og outing ppl were really not keen at all la...in the end i cancelled it..and i decided to go with the batch...not so fun also la...just meeting at justin house after planning to go KSC and then diverting to twins before going Band at 1800 to find out that band starts at 2000!! i realized i havent got a really got enough friends yet...got to find more!! haha...so went to where else the famous parkway and ate at burger king and went back to school at 2030...haha and yeah only 3 percussionists...left me out of place,glosz was at his ''this is the last practice before the concert mood'' so u can tell he had no patience...and we had no time admittedly...didnt enjoy it at all...realized the responsibility of getting through esplande...too slack la...why never go yesterday..why yesterday pracice only 2100-2130?? weird...yeah so then went to play pool with don,official score 2-1 to don....unofficial 4-1...fill in the gaps of controversy haha..then came home to watch soccer,and then eah now im here lol..

things to do in the next few days are really important..on monday i need to get used to my uniform and my options,and then the esplanade,and then get to know my class better,and fulfill my promise to joy and khairiyah...yeah...and nake new friends and get to know my class...its time to hit gear 1...its time...no time to waste now...will miss the golden past....sobsob...there is nothing i can do about that...bygones are bygones...which is sad really..im too immature at every point,only to regret at a later stage...who asked me to be a year end boy lol...people are already 17 and im not even 16 1/2 lol...yeah and i have to shape up la...in every aspect,academically,socially,mentally and physically...especially the last one....no elaboration needed..

yeah...and i dont think i need to drag furthur though i have more to say...i got one question to ask though...what to do if your music stored in the com cant transfer to the mp3 and the problem is no directory or file created? its a problem long time now,and im getting frustrated lol...any suggestions?