21/3/2006 - saints prove close but elusive

oh..now i got to rewrite again...stupid computer...shit la...now i have to remember what i write again...lol here goes...

got a shock at around 1315 this afternoon while at CJC..SAJC called and said i had a place..a little too late..Moe ruling states only one school can accept appeal...and CJC has done that...ah well there goes my SAJC dream since the beginning of the year...yeah i wanted to continue the legacy my dad set...ah well...yeah well made the wrong choices and paid for it...CJC is a great school too la...i mean the students are good and the atmosphere is good too...just got to do something i havent done in a long time,break the national exam jinx..yeah...and well the day started wth the giving of the flame badge,classes,and then i had to leave prematurely at 1400...missing the 2 hour chinese lesson haha..and yeah i went home and then i was off for the esplanade Patricians Go Pop concert...reached city hall by 1620 to meet some of our batch members and then went for the whole concert procedure..i played poorly la..not prepared too slack...ah well....and the concert was too expensive..not full house...SPS band lost some lustre,i went macs after that with luqman,andrew,dinie and mervin at 1130..and im home..pondering on especially the saint chance...i rather they not call lol,it would feel easier..ah well...i did make a mistake,give someone who didnt a chance...life goes on...