2/6/2006 - gloom in rain

heys marian =)

thanks for your concern yea. it really helps me that there is someone that cares. its a pleasant surprise i must say. yeah things have turned pretty sour recently, and i got alot of things to contemplate about.have lost almost all the bliss i had. ive been waiting for the nadal match despite the fact it would affect my day tommorow, and i hope i can get up for the chemistry lesson at 0800. sigh, the match should have been done by 0100, but the stupid rain delayed the previous slated match between monfils and the belgian guy 1.5 hours!! and now the monfils match is on 1-1 in sets. sianz.should i give up the 2nd round  r.nadal v k.kim match. people think im mad to stay up till so late, but what to do im obsessed with sports, or anything i do. sigh im so stubborn haha. yeah and full day fencing i think socializing tommorow. and amanda cant study on saturday, so i going tampines to meet nicholas GN, and going to give yuling the guitar i think. got to make things work now, work, fencing, friends, soccer, tennis, F1, music, chopsticks-- man i suck at it!! shit man...nadal faster come out, once again thanks marian. still reeling though, rafa come out or i have to leave to bed!! =(