haix. now i got to rewrite everything again. stupid thing. ok back to what i have been typing for so long. I didnt realize 29th of July has a lot of significance for me. in fact it was rather a unusual day. well it would be if your parents told you all of a sudden the night before that you were going to Choa Chu Kang cemetry on a saturday morning. I came to realize what this day was meant to be. my mum's brother, Departed 29-07-76, my mum's father, Departed 29-07-82, and i heard several other relatives died on the 29th day of other months. uncanny. and guess when my dad's sister got married? 29-07-95. lol. its just unusual to have so much significance tied on a unusual day. it could be said as common, but its not everyday your dad will travel to Jalan Tuakong and wait 45 minutes for mee pok. but it was good man haha. and its not everyday you wait at home before donning your uniform to go to school at 2+ for a parents teacher meeting. haha, i got to thank miss tan, she could have said worse but she held back. still, the inevitable few had to be said, and i was left there smack in the middle of a discussion on how noisy i talk in class and what rubbish i sometimes spew. lol, and yeah i hand up assignments late, something my dad cant stand and i heard enough of it on the car back to last my lifetime. at least she said late for 7 days when it was actually 17!! lol...and thanks for keeping the part of skipping class. haha saved my skin. not that it spared me from a curfew and a ban though. well it will do good anyway, i guess i really need to have some kind of studying structure and format now. scanned through my empty chem parctical worksheets 7,8,9. realized what a mistake i have made, and how stupid i have been. i actually felt a suuden chill up my spine. what jeophardy have i gotten into, 6 weeks absconding from chem prac? not that my chem SPA was good, in fact it was downright terrible and depressing. felt a tinge of regret and then it was gone. no point lamenting, i just got to get on now yea, i got to get the engine going man. i really feel im not doing enough in school at the moment,and its not just studies, and its not just fencing, where i got alot of catching up to do, i just got to get everything right, and i know i can, just got to do it man.

met the TPJC people in CJC the other day. was fun reminicing the good old times, me, chris and komar. yeah went gyming that day where everything felt so empty, and it was, i had really nothing to do. miss the band in that retrospect. its really fuuny how you only see the value of something when u pass it. ah well.

My dad's dad's brother is coming back from hainan island tommorow with his son for 2 weeks. im going to be bent on entertaining them, hopefully i can pick up a few hainanese words as well. haha, havent seen him for 10 years. ah well, trying to remember what i said just now lol. oh yeah, goodbye to Ruud Van Nistelrooy for the service to Manchester United for 5 years, and being a awesome scorer and role model, and is really written in United folklore. and hello Michael Carrick, although the 15 million price tag is a tad pricy, sigh if man u dont buy more its going to be a tough season, ah well im no glory hunter if you know what i mean. Good luck to Michael Shumacher and Felipe Massa at Hockenheim this week, hopefully they can upstage and upply more pressure on Fernando Alonso to make it more interesting haha..

haha EPL starting soon. im trying to make sure i abstain mstly from it, exceot for man united matches. sigh, september is the promos, 7 weeks to go, got to cheong, and man united v arsenal is in mid september. ah well, it always happens that in the big games i have to miss it. haix..

Things to do this weekend: econs project, econs essay, econs test, chem practical,chem tutorial, chem test, physics test, EOM, written report. so much to do, and for once im so occupied tommorow instead of having too much time to waste. haix..time management is always the downfal lately isnt it. never mind, we move on, and we improve. i got to, potest qui vult, where there is a will there is a way.

had a discussion about love and came up with this: Love is simple yet complicated, spontaneous yet difficult, enriching yet depressing. depends on how you look at it.

the day passes like a sodden mist. yet another day goes under wraps. its time to escalate into the unknown yet again. another chapter to write for another day. for now, time freezes the chronices of life.