5/8/2006 - the dust settles but thy shape unformed
right. today was that kind of day. the kind of day i was on one side silently hoping for, and on the other hoping i could make better precedented improvements. it was those kind of days where you couldnt laugh or cry, no bliss nor sorrow, no estasy nor depression. ive finally calmed down from extreme insanity, in between the depths of abnormality. yes, its time. the dust has finally settled. you couldnt stifle an emotion on this day, but it was neither senile nor putrid, just a normal day with aplenty consequences. with aplomb, i realized that my attempt to study for once failed yet again yesterday. too many sentiments riding high? too many overidding emotions? too soft a moral value or character? or just plain laziness. i think it must be distractions of all kinds. things are just too good nowdays, must try and live that frugal livestyle that served my precendents so well. and now normality sings and sanity flows, its time to write another chapter as life unfolds. yes, its D time. to a small extend, yes a small extend, PROMOS. approach with caution but confidence, diligence and consistence. we shall see how the momentum will go. so far its just beginning, hopefully the strayness has found its radar...
pe as usual was absurd. not so much for me and xiang jun, only 10 rounds and 20 grand stands and the gym after all. daniel,erwin were handed 10 rounds and 30 grandstand, and the grandprize of 15 rounds and 30 grandstands to maw. its not absurd or cunningness, its pure stupidity. arm muscles arent trained by rounds around the track and grandstands, neither is chaoing pe compensated with that, it just brings about resentment and it became apparent when even daniel was feeling a tad discontented. needless to say maw found his voice in the matter. ah well, rotten luck, but its the way of life. good physics demonstrations today, learnt abit, but i cant help thinking i should have done lit la. haix. econs test was ok since i didnt study, but my parents knew about it and thought i did, hope i get the 'adequate' marks to pacify them this instance, but after that im my worst critic. even as i while away its a long lament. haix. got to get going.
fencing was good today. finally got my blade and wire. finally fenced. i fenced 3 bouts today, falling 1-4 to jason....1-4 to chang hao...then beat thermis 3-2...its a start at least. happy that i got my blade. it was a gratifying wait. well i deserve to wait as i skipped so many lessons. sometimes i wonder what happened to me, how i could appear so crestfallen, despondant, ''disintegrated'' at times. well, now is not the time to regret over the past or harp on the poor present. its time to make that bright future. and i see destiny's path in it, would it be?
Footnote: damn pics are gone again. means i havent got the posting pics on blog entries skill....haix...
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Brandon Wong DOB:12 Nov 1989 E-mail:brandon_wong89@hotmail.com School: Catholic Junior College (2T35) Hobbies: Soccer,Tennis, Cycling, Pool.. Supports: Manchester United Ferrari Rafael Nadal Avenged Sevenfold
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