5/8/2006 - In the Dock

sometimes i really need a nice tight slap in the face. i really need one now. damn, how did i get so unmotivated? sigh, just cant seem to study, just cant. dont even talk about studying, meeting datelines is already such a palaver. its all purely my fault. look at what i have to do man, its just accumilating and accumilating. haix. got that stupid project work again. EOM draft 2 and Written Report draft 2. yeah, and its the sort of time where everything cannot just be done, things are already so compromised by the fact they came back from china and i got my hands fuller than usual. yeah, got to go sentosa tommorow to show them around. hmmm...things not so good on the study front, even that day i had time also i whilst it away. haix, its the o levels again, damn o levels i just waited to die really, didnt study, didnt even have fun, just stared at the wall awaiting my downfall. it just simply cannot happen again. just simply cant.

on the other aspects im not doing too well but im not doing too badly either. pretty unsatisfied but not to a large extend you know what i mean.was occupied the whole of today again, but yet again i had that stretch in the afternoon i failed to captivate. yeah thats all for today so far, i dont know what craziness is this, what craziness will follow. only time will tell.

Man U v Ajax in about 3 hours and 50 minutes. I wonder why i bother especially at this time.

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