9/8/2006 - soul seaches where thy belong (1st anniversary since ROD)
<<一路向北 >>
後視鏡裏的世界 越來越遠的道別
hou shi jing li de shi jie yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
你轉身向背 側臉還是很美
ni zhuan shen xiang bei che lian hai shi hen mei
我用眼光去追 竟聽見你的淚
wo yong yan guang qu zui jing ting jian ni de lei
在車窗外面排徊 是我錯失的機會
zai che chuang wai mian pai hui shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
你站的方位 跟我中間隔著淚
ni zhan de fang wei gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
街景一直在後退 你的崩潰在窗外零碎
jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling sui
*Chorus
我一路向北 離開有你的季節
wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
你說你好累 已無法再愛上誰
ni shuo ni hao lei yi wu fa zai ai shang shui
風在山路吹 過往的畫面全都是我不對
feng zai shan lu chui guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui
細數慚愧 我傷你幾回
xi su can kui wo shang ni ji hui
我一路向北 離開有你的季節
wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
方向盤周圍 回轉著我的後悔
fang xiang pan zhou wei hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui
我加速超越 卻甩不掉緊緊跟隨的傷悲
wo jia sui chao yue que shuai bu diao jing jing gen shui de shang bei
細數慚愧 我傷你幾回
xi shu can kui wo shang ni ji hui
停止狼狽 就讓錯純粹
ting zhi lang bei jiu rang cuo chun cui
<<End>>
i shall spare you what a day today was. rather what a lesson to be learnt. the first thing that struck a cord happened at the last moments of my living day, where dear kevin, my brother in law, filled me in on some really stark parts of my life that needs some contemplating. yes, all my cousins came today, some gathering for my granma's bday. ja, it was not a pleasant exchange i can assure you, but i can feel its going to change my life, somethings u know u just got to do. over all this lay down the foundations to build another, and a good one for that matter. i dont give a damn if no one reads this or if im talking to the bloody cyberwall, cause this is crucial. ja.
went for morning run from cjc to macritchie a way streching 7 km. from the start i knew some things were not right, and i proved to be right. it was just downright uneasy today and i dont blame anyone but my misendeavour. people can blame me for my cold unenthusiasm today, but its hard to see blinded by the darkness escalating from the pavements to the falcetted sky. zenith was trouble, nadir was trouble, horizon emphathyless. thats how i would describe the morning. ja. not the first time, and i know not the last. i didnt know how to say or how to react, i guess it was pure relief when i saw people like hisham talib, subadevan, michael joo, dominic lee, shakir, roshan, alphonsus, don liew, benjamin chia, justin thio, ashiq, dinie, clarence wong, ivan reddy, reuben eu etc as we walked to where our heart belonged truly. yes, i never felt so lost, so disheartened, so broken, until i stepped into the santuary i once wanted so much to leave...i wanted to grow out of its realm, but its aura lured my wounded soul back. within all the really insanity circulating in the asylum i call school, here is peace and solace.
sps. the gate was ajar. i stepped into the labyrinth where i was moulded, crafted. the place where i was really a human, the mischief, the bliss, the euphoria, the disappointments. but most important of all was the friendship. yes. went to the bandroom and well well, tune in to the rustiness of a guy who has not played drums for close to a year. not sounding half terrible at all, just not perfect ja. si, then went to the canteen and met the band members, including my missed stalwarts from the percussion section and my batch members like shaun huang and jin kai, as well as kum fai and nicholas tan wen jie, christopher shen. ja, 8th of august, the day OF MY ROD 1 year ago, one of the things i regretted missing today. we ate and talked. reminicing the old times. wished i had a camera. damn. dunno why i did it, but it was the brunt of the oppurtunity cost, i left the band before the ROD ceremony which i would not have minded going, and followed the rest of the batch and saw Mr. Rajinder Gil. ja. he and his condescending wit. for me i bear no grudges, he deserves it, great teacher. ja, and then we left, as abrupty as we came, as well one thing sad about sps now is you cant play soccer and in 4E1 we had that nonsense as well, what now as old boys? so we had to walk to marine parade block xxx. ja, and it was fun playing even though i was so terribly hopeless today. nowhere near i could be at all, and skied many a ball. haix. no soccer culture in cj thats why la. then went to parkway, yes PARKWAY!! things i dont do in damn cj but i miss it so much. they changed banquet. lol. it was really fun la. then yeah went to play LAN. i didnt want it to end. band of brothers, fresh from a visit to the motherschool, what could be better for an ailing spirit dragged and dumped on the foreign grounds of a school i shouldnt even be in? i dun care i went in the double whammy shirt and got away with it, or trashing suba 17-2 in FIFA. i dont care i had to take that stupid 94 which was so bloody long passing bishan, bradell paya lebar eunos all. even passed the bloody fencing centre on the way to sps lol. what i care is i feel at home, the national message, singapore is your home. for me its sps.
nothing much else to report except my tour guide duties have been exempted half day tommorow, so im left to complete by back-dated work. ill get down to it this time mark my words. im back with a vengeance. i honestly tried the diplomatic and more cliche way, but its not working, so lets do the way of the motherschool, POTEST QUI VULT!!
i dun care if anyone thinks im crazy coz this is how i feel.
god bless sps, im glad i didnt make it to sji.
P.S thanks to Shu Yun and Hisham for being my listening ear today.
I miss ppl like Shu Yun, Johan, Shauna and the Tampines Mart gang.
chronicle ended at 0238..
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Brandon Wong DOB:12 Nov 1989 E-mail:brandon_wong89@hotmail.com School: Catholic Junior College (2T35) Hobbies: Soccer,Tennis, Cycling, Pool.. Supports: Manchester United Ferrari Rafael Nadal Avenged Sevenfold
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