12/8/2006 - memories
back down memory lane. memories renewed a decade on. yes, it was this time 10 years ago, maybe more, when they last came. yes, he used to throw me in the air gao gao apparently. haha. now he came with his son, and his son left his wife and his 5 year old daughter behind, and came for 2 weeks, 2 weeks that may be the last he travels because of his age(68) and his heart condition. yes, and 2 weeks flown by, i reminisced my past, my memories, and my newfounded experiences. its back to normality now, but the memories will linger forever. most likely i wont see them again, unless i chance upon hainan island. haha, it was fun being the host for once, but now its time to come back to reality, reality that was compromised, that caused my insanity, but then insanity breeds creativity. just call the budget terminal budget and win a prize. yes, budget not so budget la, look at the cafeteria, 4 rows of foods you normally dont associate with budget. some people are so right la, frivolities, the trival stuff in our lives, so incandesent, so unnecessary, i basked in the early morning today, i relished what life should be- a compromise not a convenience. so what if they took budget airline? so what if they had to get up at 4 am to catch a 6 am flight? so what if their combined baggage is only 30 kg and hand carry 7? so what if they have to scurry to and fro signing this form and that form? compromise enriches the soul i find. convenience nullifies the soul in spirit like a drug, making you really disillusioned and spoilt. yes, sadly it besets our nation, and besets my very self...going to find that fivolity, that path where nothing is a hindrance, nothing stands for convenience but for reason, time to do things for a real reason.
left fencing rather abruptly yesterday. sigh, was planning and yearning to stay and vent out my frustrations on my blade. yeah i needed to channel it somewhere didnt i? but alas, something always crop up, everytime i think things are turning around the corner, there is always a setback. way of life? simply just fate? i doubt it. im a advocate for deciding your own path, your own future, your own destiny. you decide your own happiness, your own destiny. yet, we delve in failure, and setbacks? i tell you now once and for all, if we fail and people are bent on refusing you to suceed so be it. move on. be better. or try to be. but if its something else, something else of another special kind, where the fine line between sucess and failure is a hairlength away, you just cant walk away, you cant walk away for long anyway, it will be darn weird stuck for some time like that. a compromise? discussions? whatever. i dont know. what i can say is, whatever people are dying to say but dont should be said, more often than not whats said is what not to be said. i leave with newfounded hope, like a magician before an act. i leave not in hope, or trust, but a sense of what needs to be done. can it be done is a different story. its all in the lap of the gods now.
chronicle ended 0700...
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Brandon Wong DOB:12 Nov 1989 E-mail:brandon_wong89@hotmail.com School: Catholic Junior College (2T35) Hobbies: Soccer,Tennis, Cycling, Pool.. Supports: Manchester United Ferrari Rafael Nadal Avenged Sevenfold
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1. TEARS DONT FALL- BFMV
2. STRENGTH OF THE WORLD - A7X
3. BLEEDING HEARTS- ATREYU
4. SEIZE THE DAY- A7X
5. BECOMING THE BULL- ATREYU
6. SECOND HEARTBEAT- A7X
7. BLINDED IN CHAINS-A7X
8. BEAST AND THE HARLOT- A7X
9. THE WICKED END- A7X
10. EX's AND OH's- ATREYU
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