13/8/2006 - reality speaks
its official. my soul had this notion for some time now. its been coming. but its always only been a drudgery, only a hindrance. but today the first signs of resentment was rife. it was painful to stand there and watch. its a question of when and not whether. how i wish to know how it came to this. my soul is leaving the chruch, not because of all the controversy and all that but because i really felt distancing myself from it. its been a long time coming, today i took the footsteps, down and out. it was time, and how..
liberties and decadence have shown to be a liability nowadays. and who wonders why with what we have. just helped jialin with her gp essay on whether crime can be eradicated by solving poverty. total bullshit. the audacity. yes i shall use the word now i dont care if gp bans me from it. the audacity, the sadly illusioned. we say the poor need help. yes materialistically they need the basic necessities, after that its bad, real bad. they will become like us, the modern fabric of society, ever so delving into the material wasp and realm of comfort and luxury. it is we who need healing. the healing to the mind, our mindset, our wholesomeness, habits and way of life. as i walk through life i can see many things i could really do without, but why do we have it? really beginning to resent this, and am really seeing the goldeness of frugality, the admiration of the poor who struggle to make ends meet. they are the hardworking people not us. bloody hell brandon, you cant even do your freaking studies properly!! or anything else to perfection for that matter, everything is done where it could have been done better with no effort at all. why art thou in this state of abject lunacy? lunacy in the fact of doing nothing but yet wanting everything? absurd and crazy. well..at least i did some maths yesterday. SOME...well its a start.
dont get me typing on and on as i can go on and on. its not the right time. i darnt say about Heathrow, where i dawned upon many a time, just like the very London Underground stations bombed i once stood. now its the time for study. i may still be in slack mode. but i will die knowing i tried trying but i didnt even try so far. trying to try doesnt mean u did bran..so now you must.
cant stop listening to shu neng seng qiao. ya same as Michele haha. ah well.
chronicles ended at 1524...
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Brandon Wong DOB:12 Nov 1989 E-mail:brandon_wong89@hotmail.com School: Catholic Junior College (2T35) Hobbies: Soccer,Tennis, Cycling, Pool.. Supports: Manchester United Ferrari Rafael Nadal Avenged Sevenfold
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1. TEARS DONT FALL- BFMV
2. STRENGTH OF THE WORLD - A7X
3. BLEEDING HEARTS- ATREYU
4. SEIZE THE DAY- A7X
5. BECOMING THE BULL- ATREYU
6. SECOND HEARTBEAT- A7X
7. BLINDED IN CHAINS-A7X
8. BEAST AND THE HARLOT- A7X
9. THE WICKED END- A7X
10. EX's AND OH's- ATREYU
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