5/9/2006 - mental lapses
alicia lim was right. i am scary. i am mental. i drift here and there like a sodden ghost on christmas eve. hmm. time passed no problem today. blimey, its yet another day gone. and i have ventured into unknown territory. i have become unknown even to myself. i myself have absolutely no idea what was going on. as i delved into the metal blanket, its beats and rhythems enveloped me. i had a fear- its coming. it was coming so darn close. and i havent done darn anything about it. and yeah apolosies if i been acting weird...i dunno myself lol...
i wont say its been a complete failure today. as i toned down to more subservient music then yesterday's cliche, i realized that well, i leanrt alot today, even though i never did much studying again.( i tried but mathematical inductioin got on my nerves!!) and econs too haha...and well my parents!! i miss my independency the last 4 days haix..was so much better....ah well...ent early for school today thanks to rain, then met don and sam in the morning. studied abit and then had chem tutorial. and the feeling of studying and knowing everything was enjoyed in tutorial. i studied it in night study painstakingly u see. i miss that feeling. i miss the feelings of bondedness,confidence etc.. yeah..ah well, then went to study with nat,tiff,vic and esmond. of course esmond didnt study. got little bit done in scotts starbucks. then went to borders for a while with vic tiff and esmond. then follwed sandra back home on the 14. the rest i say is history...but significant landmarks and milestones...
think before you leap. lesson today. and well. its not only what u are thinking and wanting to do. its about others as well. its a real frenzy out there. real frenzy. no wonder its so chaotic. i have to rush this thanks to parents hounding me. damn i miss my solace. but then again, i feel lonely. ironic. like the fact i wanna do well but i dont lift a finger. haix. i dunno...i dunno...life's a crazy road!!
whatever will be will be...but if i had a choice...let me
Jukebox: Break Myself-Something Cooperate
Chronicles ended 2310..
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Brandon Wong DOB:12 Nov 1989 E-mail:brandon_wong89@hotmail.com School: Catholic Junior College (2T35) Hobbies: Soccer,Tennis, Cycling, Pool.. Supports: Manchester United Ferrari Rafael Nadal Avenged Sevenfold
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2. STRENGTH OF THE WORLD - A7X
3. BLEEDING HEARTS- ATREYU
4. SEIZE THE DAY- A7X
5. BECOMING THE BULL- ATREYU
6. SECOND HEARTBEAT- A7X
7. BLINDED IN CHAINS-A7X
8. BEAST AND THE HARLOT- A7X
9. THE WICKED END- A7X
10. EX's AND OH's- ATREYU
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