23/9/2008 -
someone just commented today on how he only realized how much he wanted something only when it was taken away from him. And now it seems nothing can pacify him more than getting it back. I guess its been the same old familiar story not just for him but for most people as well. Im no exception, with a two year regret still weighing down on me for the second day straight. Not now surely? Not when what i need is a new life a clear head and a chance to move on to something better. Surely not another one of those long lamentable emo sessions. But it just slowly but surely started niggling into me, consuming me within. And there is nothing to do about it but just let this feeling run away amidst faint hopes that she will remember the moment she gave me which i just threw it away with all the naviety anyone can bring. Honestly, its either long forgotten or long discarded, but that moment we shared will continue to plague me forever for what might have been. What might have been had i been not so innocent oblivious and young. It was truly a gift for me, and i was too stunned to receive it. What could have been the best thing to happen to my life became a what if in an instant. God lest she forget, if she does which is most probably, bless my little pathetic soul, ready to be purged by you into the oblivion. And then all will be gone and lost forever, and my pain will at long last be liberated.
|
|
Post A Comment!
|
Share and enjoy
|
About Me
Brandon Wong DOB:12 Nov 1989 E-mail:brandon_wong89@hotmail.com School: Catholic Junior College (2T35) Hobbies: Soccer,Tennis, Cycling, Pool.. Supports: Manchester United Ferrari Rafael Nadal Avenged Sevenfold
My Top 10 Songs
1. TEARS DONT FALL- BFMV
2. STRENGTH OF THE WORLD - A7X
3. BLEEDING HEARTS- ATREYU
4. SEIZE THE DAY- A7X
5. BECOMING THE BULL- ATREYU
6. SECOND HEARTBEAT- A7X
7. BLINDED IN CHAINS-A7X
8. BEAST AND THE HARLOT- A7X
9. THE WICKED END- A7X
10. EX's AND OH's- ATREYU
Links
Home
View my profile
Archives
Friends
Email Me
? My Wall
|
