Here I sit at the computer, unable to do just about anything else. Today I will most likely find out if my martial arts class will be allowed to continue renting the church we're using. My instructor is trying to rent the place on his own and break away from his parent organization because their ideals have eroded, and he can only teach one day a week; not enough to progress in this style. I am very numb. I know he is to because he had been visiting my martial arts blog obsessively.  I figured last night would be a long night for him so I posted an extra lot for his benefit. I wrote a letter to the church asking them to consider the information in it when making their decision. He's been teaching there for eight years so they must know what a nice person he is.