Current mood:  confused
i hate saying im sorry,
for things i didnt do.
i hate how i say i hate you,
and everyone knows its not true.
i hate how much i need you,
and i hate how much i care.
i hate how everything reminds me of you,
so i always want you there.
i hate all the memories,
and how they replay in my head.
i hate how i think of you all night,
laying awake in my bed.
i hate how when i look up at the moon,
your face is what i see.
i hate how our differances meke us perfect together,
but there the same reasons we cant be.
i hate your beautiful eyes,
and how they could always ease the pain.
i hate that i miss the sound of your voice,
and how it took away the shame.
i hate that i still want your arms arround me,
and still long to feel your touch.
i hate how after everything,
i still love you this much. | 
