well i im dedacating this blog to silvermelusine because i was feeling really down and the comment she posted really made me feel better so hugs and kisses to u my friend OXOXOX LOL You are a great person and soooooooooo very very sweet i read your blog and that told me alot about you (besides the fact you hate bugs lol) u are a sweet and helpful person and u helped be alot too i just wanted to thank you for all of your help loves jessicaXXX : )

I hate all these all these people and i hope they die

1. everyone in the world

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!everythings alright!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sooooooooooo sad wahhhhhhhhhhh  today we start school i have to go to  the bus love       

                                                                                                                           <3 jessica

hey,

Evey1 I have bad news sniff* sniff* school starts tomorrow wahhhhhhhhhhwahhhhhh sniff* sniff*

The ABC's of Friendship

A Friend....

Accepts you as you are
Believes in "you"
Calls you just to say "HI"
Doesn't give up on you
Envisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
Forgives your mistakes
Gives unconditionally
Helps you
Invites you over
Just because
Keeps you close at heart
Loves you for who you are
Makes a difference in your life
Never Judges
Offers support
Picks you up
Quiets your fears
Raises your spirits
Says nice things about you
Tells you the truth when you need to hear it
Understands you
Values you
Walks beside you
Xxoxoxoxxxoooxxoxo
Yells when you won't listen and
Zaps you back to reality

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend.

Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.

Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world.

Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

This is forever friendship.

When you're down and the world seems dark and empty,

your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world

suddenly seem bright and full.

Your forever friend gets you through the hard times,

the sad times and the confused times.

If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows.

If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on.

Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.

And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry.

You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.

I wonder if you ever dreamed…

About me and the world unrevealed

I wonder if you ever smiled…

Whenever I talk to you from the outside

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

I feel butterflies within…

Is that you that I am feeling?

I feel happy when you do that…

Now let’s see, what else do you have?

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Every night I want to dream of you…

Hold your face and kiss you

Feel your soft skin and smell it…

Give you a hug andhold my hand.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

That is real enough for me…

To see you in my dreams and hold you tenderly.

Okay, so dont take this the wrong way... or ill kill you!
Current mood: okay

DeadlyLove

They put down her broken body,
They laied it to rest.
As they saw her last thoughts,
Carved into her chest.

" I love him so much,
and I always will.
Please tell him I'm sorry,
for taking theses pills.

Please tell him I know,
that he does still care.
But I couldn't live without him,
it was too much to bare."

The fire was lit for cremation,
so the fire burning in her heart could be sit free.
To carry her last words to him,
so he could finely see.

He really did mean everything to her.
He really was her whole life and more.
And she couldn't forget about him,
because he really was her whole world.

Right... so... yeah

isn't it funny?
Current mood: disappointed

isnt it funny how after you get hurt...

you dont want to meet anyone but,
you do.
&
you tell your self your not going to feel anything for anyone else. but,
you do.
&
when you tell your self your not going to let that anyone in,
you do.
&
when you let that anyone in you say you wont end up loving them. and,
you do.
&
then they break your heart.
and you tell your self..."i told you so"

yeah that sucks.

The after shock

Current mood: crushed

She's not the same without you,
She's not who she use to be,
She doesn't smile like she once did,
She's not as strong as she seems.

She's still trying to believe him,
She's asking herself why,
She's still making up excuses,
She's still believing his lies.

She's starting to think another chance was wrong,
She's starting to think everyone was right,
She's wanting him not to give up,
She's wishing, for there love, he would fight.

To you. You know who you are.

Current mood: confused

i hate saying im sorry,
for things i didnt do.
i hate how i say i hate you,
and everyone knows its not true.

i hate how much i need you,
and i hate how much i care.
i hate how everything reminds me of you,
so i always want you there.

i hate all the memories,
and how they replay in my head.
i hate how i think of you all night,
laying awake in my bed.

i hate how when i look up at the moon,
your face is what i see.
i hate how our differances meke us perfect together,
but there the same reasons we cant be.

i hate your beautiful eyes,
and how they could always ease the pain.
i hate that i miss the sound of your voice,
and how it took away the shame.

i hate that i still want your arms arround me,
and still long to feel your touch.
i hate how after everything,
i still love you this much.