Sad....

1. my best friend's husband is coming on to me. that is a bad bad thing. i can't say anything because.... well i don't know i just can't.
2. my other friend (and my best friend's sister) just had a baby and her boyfriend is doing the same thing. then i found out from a third source that he has been trying to pick up on another girl too. his reason "i ain't gettin none at home and won't be for weeks....gotta get it somewhere." wtf
3. i got an e-mail from my mom. (and get this) my twin sister is pregnant again with her fourth by the fourth guy in six years. my mom tells me this through an e-mail six weeks after everyone else knows. and the real kicker in the whole thing is that they live less than a half hour away. they couldn't call or come by....something to tell me. no they do it through a damn e-mail. i mean i was carried for nine months in a tight little space. we were born seventeen minutes apart. i saved her ass more times than i can count and have had my ass kicked quite a few for her. before the state took us away i got more than my fair share of beatings so she wouldn't have to. and i get a fucking e-mail!
4. they took my babies to florida for the weekend and i am so sad without them here. the idiot turns twenty-five tomorrow so they took them to see him. why do they always have to go to him? he is the one that left, not us. i just don't get how we always have to pay for the choices he makes. why does it always end up being him that has to "get his life together?" why did he wait until after he had kids to decide to do that? why is it always him who has to get on his feet before he help them when they are going without so he can by prostitutes?

11:19 PM - 10/6/2005 - post comment