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Sleeping and notI have watched everyone sleep while I wander the darkness all by myself. I know they are innocent with their dreams and wishes coming to life away from me. I know that that is the one place I cannot protect them. That is the one place I become what they see me as and there is no way I can change it for better or worse. I want to be a part of them in everyway but I find that there are times when the only thing I can do is to let go and let them do what they think is right. I do not know when I went from the protecter of the universe to the one who may or may not be there but it happened and I missed it. I love them but they are no longer mine in the way they once were. They were the ones who kept me sane but now they are driving me crazy. I cannot get inside them. I cannot talk to them. I cannot be with them every minute of everyday. I just want to go back to the people we once were and forget the past. I don't think it will ever happen that way for any of us. I think the only thing to do is to now become something new to them as they have to me.9:33 AM - 10/9/2005 - post commentShare and enjoy
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