Went to the doc

So I went back to the doctor today, and for the first time I am scared. I am scared of what to think what to say to the kids what is going to happen. I want to talk to them about it, but I don't know what to tell myself yet so I sure don't know what to tell them. I want to tell them everythign will be great mommy is just a little sick and the doc is going to fix it, but what if that isn't true. What if it doesn't end up ok? What if I end up way sicker? What if I have to go in to the hospital again for a few days and there is no telling? Damn I am scared (shhhhh don't tell anyone. I am the strong one around here you know.)

2:27 PM - 4/13/2005 - post comment