Wow I have been gone for a while

I feel like I am in this ever sinking hole and that I have forgotten how to get out of it. I am walking in the cloud of life without the slightest idea of where I am going or what I am doing at any given time. My kids are gone most of the time, without the slightest care in the world. D treats me like shit without the slightest care in the world.And I lay in bed all alone all the time worried out of my mind.

When did I give up on everything? When did it become such a big deal to get out of bed and say hi to someone? I just don't know what I am doing.

This weekend ended up with fights non-stop with D which sucks so bad. I don't want to fight with him anymore but I don't know what else to do to make him listen to me. I just want to know what is going on with him.

Well I have to take Nick to the denist in a little while and make sure it is all ok for him. I also have to go to B&L to see Jay. Shew what a long day and all I want to do is crawl back in bed and disappear.

7:31 AM - 4/19/2005 - post comment

BABY!

What happened? have i been gone that long? Yes! well im back to being lonely and unwanted! i just dont know let me finish up pn the entrys i've missed!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt

MisCatt875 - 11:41 PM - 4/21/2005

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