Doctor visits and way too much....

I feel as if I spend everyday at the dr office and I just don't want to do it anymore. I am tired and drugged most of the time and it is getting too tiring. I wish I knew what ot do and how to fix it. I want ot feel better.

Anyways, my son's stress level has went up so high that he is home from school because his whole body is covered in a rash. I hate that I have made him this way and that I don't know how to fix it. I have to take him back to the dr today and see what we can all do about it.  I wish that this all could get fixed and that we could all be alright with everything. I am just so confused.

I feel like this disease has made me, instead of me being me with a disease. I feel like I am now known for this instead of for me. That freaks me out a little too much.

12:05 PM - 4/26/2005 - post comment

Kay

You are Kay and you are fabulous! Your a great mother and a great friend! OK, you have cancer, cancer dosent have you! Im sorry about the little one, but im sure hes gonna be just fine! Just relax and breath! Just keep breathing, you have over come alot more than this! Time babes! It all just takes time! And its time you have got! Later Girl!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt

~You know you can call me anytime right?~

MisCatt875 - 12:17 AM - 4/28/2005

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what up?

Where have you been Baby? Is everything ok?

MisCatt875 - 10:13 PM - 5/3/2005

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Missed you too!

Praying and trusting God in your affairs and life and family. Missed you a lot!
Relax and get the rest you need will communicate soon with you again. Love ya hugs for you and the two little ones. Paul

graceandpeace - 10:02 AM - 5/5/2005

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