Mother's Day

It really sucked! I don't mean the little sucked that you forget by next year....this is the kind of sucked that you will remember for the rest of your life. I got to spend a total of 10 whole minutes with my kids and on top of that, my mom disappears so no one can see her for mother's day. I mean not so much as a phone call!!!! So fuck her...I don't have the time or the energy to chase her down to tell her happy mother's day. I just thought as a mom she would want to see her kids for mother's day but nope. She would rather do who knows what with who knows who. And her babies (they are 11 and 13) had their feelings hurt because they had made stuff for her that they couldn't even give to her. It was just so incredibly rude on her part.

On the other hand, Isaiah made me a card and a picture frame with his picture in it at school. It was so sweet and now I have it hanging in the kitchen so I can see it all the time. He works so hard to make all these nice little things for me and I sure don't mean to take  them forgranted. I just miss him...the actual physical part of him and Jay being right here all the time. I know this too shall pass but it is taking damn forever!!!

12:21 PM - 5/9/2005 - post comment