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Oh boy it has been too long!!8:03 PM - 4/8/2011 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy living with peopleOh Shelby...... Shelby is in love with BB. I cant wait to go to his wedding and see him forever happy and blissfull. I love them both and wish them all the best. But I think they will be the last roomates I ever have. It sounds stupid and pathetic but im a fucking solo artist. I think it would be better for all involved if i left and never came back into their lives. Its between Seattle, Denver, or out of the country. Im not not real sure yet. Im going to pray about it and let God lead me in the right direction. I have been going to prestonwood baptist church with my friend mark from work and his son michael. I really enjoy it and the sermons are very inspiring! Sometimes I feel like I cant wait for sunday to come so I can go to church! I would go on my own but its out in plano and the bus dont run out that far. I wish there was a church closer to me. But I like going with mark and mike! I get htis great sense of peace and calm when I go. I never thought i would really enjoy church! but God works in many different wonderful ways! 8:38 PM - 1/14/2009 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy GageAs I said, Gage got married and is having a baby! Isnt that great! Im very happy for him! But Im still kinda upset that he didnt tell me. Didnt tell me any of it. About a week or so ago I sent him a text telling him I wanted to move where ever he was stationed next. That I missed him and i didnt want to live without him any longer. I talked to him not long after the text and he was thrilled! said he was so happy that I wanted to move and that he loved me and missed me very much! Fucking great!! I loved him and we were going to get married and be happily ever after! So the next day i get this text from gage asking me why I want to live with him now? And I say, because I love you and i miss you. Duh? And he says why do you think i still love you? at this point im questioning my own sanity. Because thats what you have been telling me. Whats going on? Are you with someone else? And he says Im married. And expecting a baby next month! I was speachless! All i could say was that I was sorry and that i would not bother thhem ever again. But he wouldnt let it go. he said that he must have said something to make me think he was waiting for me like i was waiting for him. I said i have been alone this whole fucking time!! And he kept pushing me to tell him what he must have said to me to make me think that. I didnt want to talk to him about it any more. I just told him i was sorry and that i was crazy to think that. So then i get a text saying that this is his wife. and that she is so sorry that this happened and it "just breakes her heart"! So then im like this was the wife the whole time!! And gage is convenienly on on assignment in the barring sea for the next 3 months!! So i have no way of contacting him anyway!! Did i mention i was at work this whole time the crazy fucking texting is going on? Yea that was fun. 6:20 PM - 1/14/2009 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy GageAs I said, Gage got married and is having a baby! Isnt that great! Im very happy for him! But Im still kinda upset that he didnt tell me. Didnt tell me any of it. About a week or so ago I sent him a text telling him I wanted to move where ever he was stationed next. That I missed him and i didnt want to live without him any longer. I talked to him not long after the text and he was thrilled! said he was so happy that I wanted to move and that he loved me and missed me very much! Fucking great!! I loved him and we were going to get married and be happily ever after! So the next day i get this text from gage asking me why I want to live with him now? And I say, because I love you and i miss you. Duh? And he says why do you think i still love you? at this point im questioning my own sanity. Because thats what you have been telling me. Whats going on? Are you with someone else? And he says Im married. And expecting a baby next month! I was speachless! All i could say was that I was sorry and that i would not bother thhem ever again. But he wouldnt let it go. he said that he must have said something to make me think he was waiting for me like i was waiting for him. I said i have been alone this whole fucking time!! And he kept pushing me to tell him what he must have said to me to make me think that. I didnt want to talk to him about it any more. I just told him i was sorry and that i was crazy to think that. So then i get a text saying that this is his wife. and that she is so sorry that this happened and it "just breakes her heart"! So then im like this was the wife the whole time!! And gage is convenienly on on assignment in the barring sea for the next 3 months!! So i have no way of contacting him anyway!! Did i mention i was at work this whole time the crazy fucking texting is going on? Yea that was fun. 6:20 PM - 1/14/2009 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy AloneI am alone. Im pretty sure that I very well may be alone for the rest of my life. I want to be able to know as many people in my short life as possible. I dont want to ever feel as alone as I know I really am. I have decided on Seattle. For a max of 2 years ubtill Ifind a new place and move on again. Im going to finish out my lease in dallas with shelby. At first I thought he would be sad that I was leaving. I didnt know how wrong I was. Tonight I got home after I went with my family to pick up my little brother from the air port. He just got back from his mission in argentina. I told my mother that I was planning to move out of state. To say she was not happy is a serious understatement. I know she dosent want me to leave but she will be happy for me never the less. So when I got home I sat on the couch with shelbys boyfriend and my other roommate BB. I lightly talked to him about what I was thinking and he told me how happy he was that I was moving! Because they have been talking about getting their own place when the lease is done!! WTF!! But thats good. That means we can make a clean break. LOL... its not funny. I asked him when he planned on telling me. He didnt have a difinative answer. I kind dont want to finish the lease. My name isnt even on it. But I think thats kinda cold. 7:17 PM - 1/13/2009 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Back in the dark placehere we go again... So gage got married! Did he tell me? Fuck no!! Wait lets start this right.
5:57 PM - 1/13/2009 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy DisturbedI dont know whats wrong with me. I have been having these fucked up thoughts and day dreams if you will. I keep seeing different ways I could die in different daily situations and imaginary events. Im severly depressed and I dont know if I will ever find anything that will make me happy, or at least normal. I have a good job, a roomate I love, and a wonderful family. Blah Blah Blah...... (This is my blog to bitch, just a warning) Yeah wouldnt that be nice! I hate my gay woman hating boss, and my family is the perfect wasp picture! I think Im defective. Everywhere I turn people are happy and having babies and are SOOOOOO in love with life!!! Im always gagging!! I think Im empty inside. I actually had a complete emotional breakdown the other night over nothing! I scared the shit out of my roommate shelby. Poor thing didnt know what to do! I'll be back. 7:55 PM - 10/6/2008 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy My dark placeI only seem to write when im in that dark ''My life sucks but I have internet access'' kinda place. Its quite pathetic and very stupid but its cheaper than therapy. Its fucking 3am in dallas and I have to wake up in 5 hours to go to work. The healthy thing to do would be to go to bed yet Im up watching braveheart! My roommate is at the club freaking out cause he thinks his very devoted boyfriend is cheating on him. Really? It seems as though there will be lots of blogging in the time to come. Oh my damn! Fuck it here I go. Im gonna try to sleep now. maybe Ill knock out a few more chapters of my new stephanie meyer book! Kiss Kiss Catt 12:03 AM - 9/15/2008 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Gift...
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12:55 PM - Tuesday, December 18, 2007 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy A Letter From Jesus About Christmas...
ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now, having said that let Me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santas and snowmen and put in a small Nativity scene on your own front lawn. If all My followers did that there wouldn't be any need for such a scene on the town square because there would be many of them all around town. Stop worrying about the fact that people are calling the tree a holiday tree, instead of a Christmas tree. It was I who made all trees. You can remember Me anytime you see any tree. Decorate a grape vine if you wish: I actually spoke of that one in a teaching, explaining who I am in relation to you and what each of our tasks were. If you have forgotten that one, look up John 15: 1-8. If you want to give Me a present in remembrance of My birth here is my wish list. Choose something from it: 1. Instead of writing protest letters objecting to the way My birthday is being celebrated, write letters of love and hope to soldiers away from home. They are terribly afraid and lonely this time of year. I know, they tell Me all the time. 2. Visit someone in a nursing home. You don't have to know them personally. They just need to know that someone cares about them. 3. Instead of writing George complaining about the wording on the cards his staff sent out this year, why don't you write and tell him that you'll be praying for him and his family this year. Then follow up. It will be nice hearing from you again. 4. Instead of giving your children a lot of gifts you can't afford and they don't need, spend time with them. Tell them the story of My birth, and why I came to live with you down here. Hold them in your arms and remind them that I love them. 5. Pick someone that has hurt you in the past and forgive him or her. 6. Did you know that someone in your town will attempt to take their own life this season because they feel so alone and hopeless? Since you don't know who that person is, try giving everyone you meet a warm smile; it could make the difference. 7. Instead of nit picking about what the retailer in your town calls the holiday, be patient with the people who work there. Give them a warm smile and a kind word. Even if they aren't allowed to wish you a "Merry Christmas" that doesn't keep you from wishing them one. Then stop shopping there on Sunday. If the store didn't make so much money on that day they'd close and let their employees spend the day at home with their families 8. If you really want to make a difference, support a missionary--especially one who takes My love and Good News to those who have never heard My name. 9. Here's a good one. There are individuals and whole families in your town who not only will have no "Christmas" tree, but neither will they have any presents to give or receive. If you don't know them, buy some food and a few gifts and give them to the Salvation Army or some other charity which believes in Me and they will make the delivery for you. 10. Finally, if you want to make a statement about your belief in and loyalty to Me, then behave like a Christian. Don't do things in secret that you wouldn't do in My presence. Let people know by your actions that you are one of mine. Don't forget; I am God and can take care of Myself. Just love Me and do what I have told you to do. I'll take care of all the rest. Check out the list above and get to work; time is short. I'll help you, but the ball is now in your court! And do have a most blessed Christmas with all those whom you love and remember: I lOVE YOU. Jesus Have a nice day!
Let Us Journey On... 3:09 PM - Thursday, December 6, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Christmas Pageant...
6:26 AM - Wednesday, December 5, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Strength of a Man...The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders. It's seen in the width of his arms that circle you. The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice. It's in the gentle words he whispers. The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has. It's how good a buddy he is with his kids. The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work. It's in how respected he is at home. The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits. It's in how tender he touches. The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest. It's in his Heart ... that lies within his chest. The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved. It's in how he can be true to one woman. The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift. It's in the burdens he can carry. © July 15, 1999 Scorpiox2x@aol.com Jacqueline Marie Griffiths (Written for H. Rochon) Awesome... Let Us Journey On... 9:11 PM - Friday, November 23, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Lord's Baseball Game...Bob and the Lord stood by to observe a baseball game. The Lord's team was playing Satan's team. The Lord's team was at bat, the score was tied zero to zero, and it was the bottom of the 9th inning with two outs. They continued to watch as a batter stepped up to the plate whose name was Love. Love swung at the first pitch and hit a single, because Love never fails. The next batter was named Faith, who also got a single because Faith works with Love. The next batter up was named Godly wisdom. Satan wound up and threw the first pitch. Godly Wisdom looked it over and let it pass: Ball one. Three more pitches and Godly Wisdom walked, because Godly wisdom never swings at what Satan throws. The bases were loaded. The Lord then turned to Bob and told him He was now going to bring in His star player. Up to the plate stepped Grace. Bob said, "He sure doesn't look like much!" Satan's whole team relaxed when they saw Grace. Thinking he had won the game, Satan wound up and fired his first pitch. To the shock of everyone, Grace hit the ball harder than anyone had ever seen. But Satan was not worried; his center fielder let very few get by. He went up for the ball, but it went right through his glove, hit him on the head and sent him crashing on the ground; then it continued over the fence for a home run! The Lord's team won. The Lord then asked Bob if he knew why Love, Faith, and Godly Wisdom could get on base but could not win the game. Bob answered that he did not know why. The Lord explained, "If your love, faith and wisdom had won the game you would think you had done it by yourself. Love, faith and wisdom will get you on base, but only My Grace can get you home. My Grace is the one thing Satan cannot steal. - Anonymous, but greatly appreciated Let Us Journey On... 9:07 PM - Friday, November 23, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy New Pledge of Allegiance...Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites,
It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall
Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth controls,
Study witchcraft, vampires and totem poles. But the Ten Commandments are not allowed, No word of God must reach this crowd. It's scary here I must confess, When chaos reigns the school's a mess. So, Lord, this silent plea I make: Should I be shot; My soul please take! Amen 5:02 PM - Tuesday, November 20, 2007 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Trouble Tree...Hired a plumber to help me restore an old farmhouse, and after he had just finished a rough first day on the job: a flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric drill quit and his ancient one ton truck refused to start. While I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving, he invited me in to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation.. His face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterward he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. Oh,
that's my trouble tree," he replied "I know I can't help having
troubles on the job, but one thing's for sure, those troubles don't
belong in the house with my wife and the children... So I just hang
them up on the tree every night when I come home and ask God to take
care of them. Then in the morning I pick them up again." "Funny
thing is," he smiled," when I come out in the morning to pick'em up,
there aren't nearly as many as I remember hanging up the night before." Let us Journey On... 10:21 PM - Monday, November 19, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy We Can Be Forever Young...Youth is not a time of life - it is a state of mind, it is a temper of the will, a quality of the imagination, a vigor of the emotions, a predominance of courage over timidity, of the appetite for adventure over love of ease. Nobody grows old by merely living a number of years; people grow old only by deserting their ideals. Years wrinkle the skin, but to give up enthusiasm wrinkles the soul. Worry, doubt, self-distrust, fear and despair - these are the long, long years that bow the head and turn the growing spirit back to dust. Whether seventy or sixteen, there is in every being's heart the love of wonder, the sweet amazement at the stars and starlike things and thoughts, the undaunted challenge of events, the unfailing childlike appetite for what next, and the joy and the game of life. You are as young as your faith, as old as your doubt; as young as your self-confidence, as old as your fear, as young as your hope, as old as your despair. So long as your heart receives messages of beauty, cheer, courage, grandeur and power from the earth, from man and from the Infinite, so long you are young. When the wires are all down and all the innermost core of your heart is covered with the snows of pessimism and the ice of cynicism, then you are grown old indeed and may God have mercy on your soul. Author Unknown... but greatly appreciated... Let us Journey On... 10:37 PM - Monday, November 5, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Legend of the Sand Dollar...![]() Upon this odd-shaped sea shell, a legend grand is told About the life of Jesus, the most wondrous tale of old. Its center markings plainly show Five wounds suffered by our Lord Within the shell, when opened Author Unknown... but greatly appreciated... Let us Journey On... 10:34 PM - Monday, November 5, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Is anybody happier because you passed his way?...Is anybody happier because you passed his way? Does anyone remember that you spoke to him today? The day is almost over, and its toiling time
is through; Can you say tonight, in parting with the day
that's slipping fast, Is a single heart rejoicing over what you did
or said;
Did you waste the day, or lose it? Was
it well or sorely spent?
"You have earned one more tomorrow by the work you did today". Anonymous (but greatly appreciated)... Let us Journey On... 10:24 PM - Monday, November 5, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Touch of The Master's Hand...Twas battered and scarred, and the auctioneer thought it scarcely worth his while to waste much time on the old violin, but held it up with a smile; "What am I bidden, good folks," he cried, "Who'll start the bidding for me?" "A dollar, a dollar"; then
two!" "Only two? Two dollars, and who'll make it three? Three dollars, once; three dollars twice; going for three.." But no, from the room, far back, a gray-haired man came forward and picked up the bow; Then, wiping the dust from the old violin, and tightening the loose strings, he played a melody pure and sweet as a caroling angel sings. And he held it up with the bow. A thousand dollars, and who'll make it two? Two thousand! And who'll make it three? Three thousand, once, three thousand, twice, and going and gone," said he. The people cheered, but some of them cried, "We do not quite understand what changed its worth." Swift came the reply: "The touch of a master's hand."
Is auctioned cheap to the thoughtless crowd, much like the old violin, A "mess of pottage," a glass of wine; a game - and he travels on. "He is But the Master comes, and the foolish crowd never can quite understand the worth of a soul and the change that's wrought by the touch of the Master's hand. Author: Myra 'Brooks' Welch Let us Journey On... 10:12 PM - Monday, November 5, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Son...A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art.
When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son.
About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands.
He said, 'Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art.' The young man held out this package. 'I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this.'
The father opened the package. It was a portrait of his son, painted by the young man. He stared in awe at the way the soldier had captured the personality of his son in the painting. The father was so drawn to the eyes that his own eyes welled up with tears. He thanked the young man and offered to pay him for the picture. 'Oh, no sir, I could never repay what your son did for me. It's a gift.'
The father hung the portrait over his mantle. Every time visitors came to his home he took them to see the portrait of his son before he showed them any of the other great works he had collected.
The man died a few months later. There was to be a great auction of his paintings Many influential people gathered, excited over seeing the great paintings and having an opportunity to purchase one for their collection.
On the platform sat the painting of the son. The auctioneer pounded his gavel. 'We will start the bidding with this picture of the son.. Who will bid for this picture?'
There was silence.
Then a voice in the back of the room shouted, 'We want to see the famous paintings.. Skip this one.'
But the auctioneer persisted 'Will somebody bid for this painting. Who will start the bidding? $100, $200?'
Another voice angrily. 'We didn't come to see this painting. We came to see the Van Goghs, the Rembrandts. Get on with the real bids!'
But still the auctioneer continued. 'The son! The son! Who'll take the son?'
Finally, a voice came from the very back of the room. It was the longtime gardener of the man and his son. 'I'll give $10 for the painting.' Being a poor man, it was all he could afford.
'We have $10, who will bid $20?'
'Give it to him for $10 Let's see the masters.'
'$10 is the bid, won't someone bid $20?'
The crowd was becoming angry. They didn't want the picture of the son.
They wanted the more worthy investments for their collections.
The auctioneer pounded the gavel. 'Going once, twice, SOLD for $10!'
A man sitting on the second row shouted, 'Now let's get on with the collection!'
The auctioneer laid down his gavel. 'I'm sorry, the auction is over.'
'What about the paintings?'
'I am sorry. When I was called to conduct this auction, I was told of a secret stipulation in the will. I was not allowed to reveal that stipulation until this time. Only the painting of the son would be auctioned. Whoever bought that painting would inherit the entire estate, including the paintings.
The man who took the son gets everything!'
God gave His son 2,000 years ago to die on the cross. Much like the auctioneer, His message today is: 'The son, the son, who'll take the son?'
Because, you see, whoever takes the Son gets everything.
FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, WHO SO EVER BELIEVETH, SHALL HAVE ETERNAL LIFE...THAT'S LOVE
Let us Journey On... 5:03 PM - Monday, November 5, 2007 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy No Weapon..."No weapon formed against me shall prosper, no it won't work."
Author Unknown... but greatly appreciated
Let us journey on... 3:07 PM - Tuesday, October 30, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Quote for the day...Let us journey on... feeling as we go forward... 6:17 AM - Saturday, October 27, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Hot Water Bottle...THE HOT WATER BOTTLE - A True Story By Helen Roseveare, Missionary to Africa
This story originates from Helen Roseveare, a missionary from Northern Ireland. TruthOrFiction.com tracked her down and she told us this story is true and that she included it in her book "Living Faith." She has written about the revival that took place in the 1950's in what was then the Belgian Congo. She has been associated with WEC (World Evangelization for Christ at http://www.wec-int.org/index.html).
Let us journey on... 1:12 PM - Friday, October 26, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Grow Old - Or Grow Up?The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. !
I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm 87 yrs. old. Can I give you a hug?"
I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milk shake. We became instant friends. Every day for the next 3 months we would leave class together and talk nonstop. I was always mesmerized listening to this "time machine" as she shared her wisdom and experience with me. Over the course of the year, Rose became a campus icon and she easily made friends wherever she went. She loved to dress up and she reveled in the attention bestowed upon her from the other students. She was living it up. At the end of the semester we invited Rose to speak at our football banquet. I'll never forget what she taught us. She was introduced and stepped up to the podium. As she began to deliver her prepared speech, she dropped her 3 x 5 cards on the floor. Frustrated and a little embarrassed she leaned into the microphone and simply said, "I'm sorry I'm so jittery. I gave up beer for Lent and this whiskey is
killing me! I'll never get my speech back in order so let me just tell you what I know." As we laughed she cleared her throat and began, "We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing. There are only four secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success. You have to laugh and find humor every day.You've got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die. We have so many people walking around who are dead and don't even know it!
There is a huge difference between growing older and growing up.
If you are 19 yrs. old and lie in bed for one full year and don't do one productive thing, you will turn 20 yrs. old. If I am 87 yrs. old and stay in bed for a year and never do anything I will turn 88. Anybody can grow older. That doesn't take any talent or ability. The idea is to grow up by always finding opportunity in change. Have no regrets. The elderly usually don't have regrets for what we did, but rather for things we did not do. The only people who fear death are those with regrets." She concluded her speech by courageously singing "The Rose." She challenged each of us to study the lyrics and live them out in our daily lives. At the year's end Rose finished the college degree she had begun all those years ago. One week after graduation Rose died peacefully in her sleep . Over two thousand college students attended her funeral in tribute to the wonderful woman who taught by example that it's never too late to be all you can possibly be. When you finish reading this, please send this peaceful word of advice to your friends and family, they'll really enjoy it! These words have been passed along in loving memory of ROSE.
Author Unkown but greatly appreciated... REMEMBER, GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL. We make a Living by what we get, We make a Life by what we give.
God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage. If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Pass this message on, you will receive a miracle tomorrow (if you don't think so...look out your window when you wake in the morning and think about it) "Good friends are like stars.........You don't always see them, but you know they are always there."
Let us journey on... 1:04 PM - Friday, October 26, 2007 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy
1:27 PM - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Returning...Well it's been a long time since I've blogged in. Hey troutdude and SilverWind... sorry it's been so long. Hope you both are well. I will attempt to allot time for blogging and get back on track. My life has become very busy... I am now attending Seminary and the kids don't stop growing and eating, however God has put a burden back in my heart to minister through blogging. Hope to blog you all soon... Paul.
Let us journey on... 12:58 PM - Wednesday, October 24, 2007 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy I should be on COPS!Right... so last night my crazy ass sister punched me in the face!! She is now in jail! Crazy ass bitch! But really Its been a while so let me give you the whole story. My sis is 25 yrs. old. 4 weeks ago she gave birth to my beautiful nephew, Avery. There were some complications durring birth and they had to do a emergecy C- Section. It was horrible, and scary. They did'nt know if Avery was going to be ok, or if my sister was going to live through it. After 2 weeks in the ICU Avery was able to go home, and my sister was highly medicated on some very strong pain killers. Did I mention that my sister was addicted to heroin for 2 years and methadone for another 2? Well she cant handly alcohol....at all!! When she drinks she fights with everyone and anyone around her. And when she wakes up the afternoon after she dosent remember a damn thing! Every once in a while she will go off the deepest end. Pissoff every oone she knows and disappear for weeks at a time. Leaving my mother and I to clean up her mess and search to the ends of the earth to find her. All the while trying not to let everyone else in the family whats going on. I know 42 tons of fun right!! Well back to the here and now.... Last night my sister told me she wanted to get a bottle of red wine to make some burgandy mushrooms. Im a asshole! I agree to get the very nice $5 bottle of overpriced yellowtail wine. After we get home to her apartment not even a hour later the whole bottle is gone including the cheap bottle of chard I bought to make piccatta. Now dont get me wrong I know it was stupid to buy it, but its been over a year since one of her episodes. So I didnt really think she would do anything totally retarded, but of coarse I underestimated my darling sister! Not only did she kill all the wine in a little ove a hour, but then shitty drunk wanted to pick up the baby! I was soooo not having that! She couldnt even walk straight! So when she threatened to kick me out of her apartment I woke up her husband. And the shit went down from there! After fighting with her for about 3 hours (her husband and I) She told me that she would give me two choices. 1 I could pack my shit and walk my happy ass to the bus station and go back to Dallas and never speak to her again, or 2 she could call the police and have me thrown out! So what do you think I did? .........................I handed her my cell phone and told her she could call the cops on my phone! I also reminded her that the number was 9-1-1! LOL!!! So then the police came, mind you her husband is fucking pisses! As am I! So we explain what is going on and assure the officer that everything is fine. Then my sis decided to come in the room. Eyes bloodshot to all hell, slurring her words and walking crooked, plays like she didnt call the cops, and has o idea what is going on! I was sad and funny! Really I was just worried about Avery! So before the cop left he asked if there was a safe place the baby could go being that sis was wasted and her hus had to go to work in like 2 hours. So he told the officer that if thingsgotbad and he was gone I was to take the baby to a hotel. And that I had his permission. So then after 2 more hours of trying to get her into bed to sleep it off he had to go to work, but by this time she was just cursing the world and crying about all the injustices of the world blah blah blah.... And this whole time was coming up with weird ass reasons why she needed his keys to the car! So anyway, he left and she was crying and asking where her husband was and when I told he for the 10th time that he went to work she would argue that it was only 2am. And every tie I had to correct her that it was actually 5am. When she suddenly had this great idea that the baby needed to sleep in her bed with her. Despite the fact that she was wasted, and that the baby sleeps in the living room in this swing bed thing everynight! So I didnt let her pick him up, so then she started to scream at me "Dont get between me and my child!!" But shes a good 2 inches shorter than me and still healing from surgery. So I didnt think she would do anything stupid. And again.....It was me that was fucking stupid! So the next thing I know Igot a impressive right hook to the jaw! Im fucking shocked !!!! But Im cool a little really pissed off but my 1st concern is the baby so I dont back down. she didnt like that so she decided to grab my fucking hair and wrestle me on the ground. I didnt want to hurt her and i easily could have. So i called the cops for the 2nd time that evening. Told them what was happening and that i needed help right away. While I was on the phone with them she took the baby to her room and left him alone. Hes fucking 4 weeks old! So I went to the room to check on him, She didnt like that either so she gabbed my hair again and kicked me out of the apartment. I was smart enough to get my cell phone in the struggle. So I called the cops again and updated them on what was happening. I then had 3 cops at the apartment and being sober I had the upperhand in the situation. I honestly didnt think they were going to arrest her, but when they had her sitting in the kitchen in her pajamas and were telling her to put shoes on did I realize what they were doing. I watched my sister get put into a police car and then posed for evidence pictures of my jaw! I was happy that I had at least put on some make-up for the first visit from the cops! She is still in jail. There are actually some funny parts of that night Ill post next entry. I should be on COPS! It was fucked up! But her husband cracked up when I told him she got arrested. But the babys fine and thats all that really matters right now! Kiss Kiss Catt 11:35 PM - 7/19/2007 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy So much.....I love to hate G and I hate to love him. We got in so many fucking fights last night! He just acts like a fucking child all the fucking time! I dont know what to do with him! I love to like Dragon! He wanted to come to Texas. But I told him that I would go to him! I dont really want him to be in texas. So now the plan for the moment is we are gonna go to guam together! Who the hell knows? I have been job hunting online today, ood stuff! My mind just went blank. Kiss Kiss Cat 3:17 PM - 2/10/2007 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy Valentines DayMy valentine is getting surgery on Valentines day! So I asked him if he wanted to do something before Valentines Day to celebrate? What does he say? "Sure why not" All nonchalant like he dosent give a fuck. And Im like fuck you! What the hell? I dont know whats wrong with me today! I was in a OK mood earlier, I just keep getting pissed off. Maybe it has something to do with Dragon hooking up with his ex-girlfriend! Which I cant really get mad at him cause I have a boyfriend too! But I just miss him so much! I miss everyone so much! My mothers being a bitch! Well everyone can just fuck off! 4:36 PM - 2/8/2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Walking At Night...............So I walk at night. All the fucking sudden my mother is sooo worried! Whay are you walking at night? Its so dangerous! Maybe that is why I do it! I need to get the fuck outta here! The drama never ends! It just gets worse and worse! I cant stand it here! And it has only been 12 days since I got back! Where should I go? Another country maybe? Russia sounds good! Vsya Moya Lubov! Catt 4:32 PM - 2/8/2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy DragonI dont know what to do! I had this fling with this guy on the ship named Dragon. But when I got home last week my ex boyfriend picked me up from the airport and we picked up right where we left off. We never really broke up but he was in texas while I was in hawaii. So we were talking the other day and he told me he wanted to marry me and I agreed. I lovehim very much and I know we would have a great life together. I miss Dragon so much and he called me today. He handed the phone to my old roomate Sparrow and I told her that I might be getting married. She then told Dragon, when he get back on the phone he was shocked! I dont really blame him. But then he was like "Well in that case I'm not gonna sa what I was about to." So I pushed him to just tell me. And he said that he had been really depressed and been drinking alot and then it just hit him like a train. "I miss my kitty Cat!" He has been depressed because I have been gone and he missed me so much. My heart just melted! I felt like crying right there! I want to be back on the ship so bad! I cant wait to see everyone from the ship again! I dont know what to do! I think I love Dragon! I miss his warm arms wrapped around me holding me tight while we dream together. Cuddling together for even a 30 minute power nap. He made me very happy. I miss him. He wants to come to texas when he leaves the ship. But I dont know what drama that will cause. I dont know what to do! Kiss Kiss Catt 2:41 PM - 2/7/2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy It has startedI cant stand this place. And they know it. Cause they cant stand me here either. The first day I was back I got a forced pat on the head for loosing a little weight. Iam still pretending that I dont smoke. I have somewhat started looking for a job. I cant wait to get out. But I still dont have a car. Its lucky for me Im no scared of the city bus. Well... not that scared. My three goals for the next month are 1. get a job 2.get a car/ license 3. Get out!! The getting out part might take more than a month. But I can start school in the meantime! But what am I going to choose for school? Russian seems like the best for now. Translate while I go to culinary arts school. I have so many passions. And possibly a future fiance! I did tell him that he needed to ask my uncle for my hand before I could give an answer. But I mean it would be a yes from both of us. Thats if he ever asks me again. I really love him alot. So more about the asshole Step dad....... I was talking about firefighting, and I got a letter of reccomendation from the captain of the ship and the fire fighter. If I choose to I could go to fire training school but the it would only be half as long cause I have over 100 hours of training and volunteer fire fighting. So Asshole then trys to tell me all this bullshit about why firefighters do this and that...Blah blah blah.... I just wanted to tell him to fuck off!! I swear he always makes me look like an idiot, or tries to make it crystal clear that hes smarter than Iam. I dont want to be here more than 3 months. And thats if I can survive that 3 months!! I want a cig so fucking bad right now! I dont know what to do. I just want to get drunk right now. Make me forget where and who I am. 5:32 PM - 2/1/2007 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Back in Texas......AgainThis time I resigned from the ship. 3 fucking months as a trainee while 7 fucking men get promoted over me and then demote me. Fuck that! I might go back to ships, but 6 months without a freakin day off is just sucking my life away! But in the meentime my ex boyfriend and I have been spending alot of time together. He met my parents, and I met his mother. That was so fucked up! Before he had told me that she couldnt wait to meet me and blah blah blah. Yet after I slept over at his house and went down stairs with him to leave.. we run into her!!!! She seems kinda whatever. Not really too pumped to see me in her house, much less meet me for the first time face to face. He tells me that she has never liked any one he has dated. And that she is a really mean woman when it comes to women in her sons life. But its ok cause she will be nice to my face but ask him when hes gonna break up with me or whoever!! Crazy!! I mean I love him and he tells me all the time that he loves me too. But you know how moms can be! And hes an only child! I just want to run the hell away! But hes leaving for 8 weeks to go to training for the coast guard!After that he will get stationed somewhere. And from our conversation the other night it looks like the plan is for me to go with him. Which is fing, great whatever but I just hope its not Alaska. Hell its too fucking cold in Texas. Im gonna die in Alaska. I guess its safe to say we are back together. But although I slept over at his house, we did not have sex. Despite his valiant efforts. I just couldnt have sex with him in his parents house! No matter how cool he said they were!! There was some talk about getting married too. Im not how to go about that. I dont really want to tell anyone, and yet I want to tell everyone! I dont know what to do. For now im just looking for a job so I can save some cash for school. Now I want to be a transulator. Russian and farsi to start with. I know Im crazy, but hey its not your problem! LOL! I cant wait to get the fuck out of Texas. I love Texas, but its soooo time for me to move on! And I know Ive only been back for less than a week, but whatever. Kiss Kiss Catt 3:20 PM - 2/1/2007 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Three Old Men...Three Old Men....
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9:19 AM - Saturday, October 14, 2006 - comments {3} - post commentShare and enjoy Psalm 23...
Psalm 23 This is an eye opener... Some probably never thought nor looked at this Psalm in this way... even though they say it over and over again. The Lord is my Shepherd That's Relationship! I shall not want That's Supply! He maketh me to lie down in green pastures. That's Rest! He leadeth me beside the still waters. That's Refreshment! He restoreth my soul That's Healing! He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness. That's Guidance! For His name sake That's Purpose! Yea, though I walk through the valley of
the shadow of death. That's Testing! I will fear no evil. That's Protection! For Thou art with me That's Faithfulness! Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me, That's Discipline! Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies. That's Hope! Thou anointest my head with oil, That's Consecration! My cup runneth over. That's Abundance! Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.
That's Blessing! And I will dwell in the house of the Lord That's Security! Forever. That's Eternity!Let us journey on...6:28 AM - Friday, October 13, 2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy The Nature of Degeneration...by Oswald Chambers...Just as through one man sin entered the world, and death through sin, and thus death spread to all men, because all sinned . . . "Romans 5:12 The Bible does not say that God punished the human race for one mans sin, but that the nature of sin, namely, my claim to my right to myself, entered into the human race through one man. But it also says that another Man took upon Himself the sin of the human race and put it away" an infinitely more profound revelation (see Hebrews 9:26 ). The nature of sin is not immorality and wrongdoing, but the nature of self-realization which leads us to say, "I am my own god." This nature may exhibit itself in proper morality or in improper immorality, but it always has a common basis" my claim to my right to myself. When our Lord faced either people with all the forces of evil in them, or people who were clean-living, moral, and upright, He paid no attention to the moral degradation of one, nor any attention to the moral attainment of the other. He looked at something we do not see, namely, the nature of man (see John 2:25 ). Sin is something I am born with and cannot touch" only God touches sin through redemption. It is through the Cross of Christ that God redeemed the entire human race from the possibility of damnation through the heredity of sin. God nowhere holds a person responsible for having the heredity of sin, and does not condemn anyone because of it. Condemnation comes when I realize that Jesus Christ came to deliver me from this heredity of sin, and yet I refuse to let Him do so. From that moment I begin to get the seal of damnation. "This is the condemnation [and the critical moment], that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light . . . " ( John 3:19 ).
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6:56 AM - Thursday, October 5, 2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Traveling Light by Max Lucado...
"Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest." Rest from doing things my way. Why? Because the Lord is my Shepherd. Rest from endless wants. Why? Because I shall not want. Rest from weariness. Why? Because he makes me to lie down. Rest from worry. Why? Because he leads me. Rest from hopelessness. Why? Because he restores my soul. Rest from guilt. Why? Because he leads me in the paths of righteousness. Rest from arrogance. Why? Because of his names sake. Rest from the valley of death. Why? Because he walks me through it. Rest from the shadow of grief. Why? Because he guides me. Rest from fear. Why? Because his presence comforts me. Rest from loneliness. Why? Because he is with me. Rest from shame. Why? Because he has prepared a place for me in the presence of my enemies. Rest from my disappointments. Why? Because he anoints me. Rest from envy. Why? Because my cup overflows. Rest from doubt. Why? Because he follows me. Rest from homesickness. Why? Because I will dwell in the house of my Lord forever.
Let us journey on... 6:50 AM - Thursday, October 5, 2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Focus...
Modern fighter pilots operate fast, versatile, highly maneuverable machines capable of moving at incredible supersonic speeds. The pilots are trained to depend on sophisticated instruments to help avoid obstacles, the terrain and other planes. As a matter of fact, on account of the disorientation caused by the dizzying speed and the complex maneuverings, pilots are instructed not to make decisions on what they can see and are able to process with their natural eyes. They are to follow, to the letter, whatever instructions the computer-controlled instruments give them. Paul, in 2 Corinthians 4:18 wrote: "So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." The Word of God is the "flight instrument" we have been given to navigate and maneuver through the dizzying terrains of life. We must always allow the Word of God to be a "lamp to our feet and a light to our path". In Proverbs 3:5 we are encouraged by "Mr. Wise Guy" King Solomon to: "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding". His father, David, in Psalm 5:8, implored God to "make straight Your way before me". Those fighter pilots, not always knowing if they are flying upside down, going up, going down, somersaulting, moving sideways, have to depend on those instruments for flight guidance. We too must always depend on Gods Word to dictate the way we orientate our lives.
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6:45 AM - Thursday, October 5, 2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Turn on!!So I did something I thought I would never do...I went skinny dipping in my parents pool at night! It was such a turn on!! I wasnt really planning on it. But I felt like taking a dip. So I decided to put on my top and this cute corona cotton skirt I got in cancun. I sometimes wear over my bottoms and swim in.....But this time I didnt wear anything under! and after I got in I just took it all off. It was in reach at all times just in case someone came out. It was exactly what I needed! It totaly cheered me up and turned me on! I just need to find some cute chick to have "fun" with for a few hours! Wish me luck!! Kiss Kiss Catt 10:29 PM - 8/31/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Mother F@#&ing Son of a BITCH!!!So I mow know why Im not on the ship yet.......The fucking assholes in Miami seemed to forget to tell me that I had to take another drug test. Which would'nt be a problem if it wasnt a huge pain in in ass to get to it cause its in Fort fucking worth! And that I was cleared almost 2 fucking weeks ago!! Iam totaly clean for the drug test but the last time I went it took me like an hour and a half to find the damn place after it had already taken me 3 hours to get there! And its like 100 fucking degrees!! If I had known this earlier I might not be so fucking pissed. But it also takes them like a while to get the results!! I just want to go back to my ship! Not the aloha, not the Hawaii, My fucking Pride of Aloha!!! Why is this so hard? 3:46 PM - 8/31/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Skazhi Zachem (Stars)Why am I waiting for the phone to ring? Why do silent clouds float towards me from afar then melt? Why didlove touch us? Why am I crying for the first time?Why do I want you now? 5:47 PM - 8/30/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy To my redneck..To my former redneck. Gomensai, as I have said many times before. I know that it is over. there is no more Us. It is no longer all about us. And thats OK. I know thats its not just a break. I value the love I have and had for you. You will allways be my redneck. But it was not meant to be forever. I will never forget about how. No. Im not goinginto that. Eto Tema. But I do wish you all the love in the world. I hope for you all the happiness to be had. Even if thats not with me. Good luck with everything. I love you Becca. You were the only one to break th rule. But now the rule is back and now stronger than ever. Goodbye Becca. For every one else...Gomensai is Japanese for "Im Sorry" And Eto Tema...Look it up on you tube Its good. But gomensai is better. It used to be all about us. And all for her. Kiss Kiss Miscatt 5:43 AM - 8/29/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Nothing is What I feel!Nothing. As though Im just watcching everything happening. But I dont care any longer to stop or change it. Idont feel happy about things that normaly make smile. But I also cant feel sad about anything either. I dont really know if that is somrthing wrong with me or im just done with it all. J wont return my calls. Our friendship is over. I feel sometimes like it is my fault. Becasuse I introduced her into the life she now lives. Yet I still just dont care. It wasfun when we did it, but I did away with it longago. She hasnot and it now controls her much more than it ever did before. I need to disappear for a while. Find a new name and new life again. I have done it before. I think its time again. But this one Ill do better than before. Run alittle farther this time around. Who the hell knows? I havent been drinking at all tonight for those that are wondering. 12:55 AM - 8/28/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Drunk DrivingHave you seen these new Drunk Driving ads on Tv? Its so damn funny! One guy is in a truck full of what we are supposed to think is beer. Another in a sports car full of "Vodka" Im guessing cause it had olives floating in it. and the last in a luxury car filled with red wine. It all spilled out when they rolled down their windows to talk to the cops. They dont look drunk untill they show the GUYS gettingg breathalized. And then they are falling down eyes rolled in the back of their heads! Its so fucking funny! It almost beats the wouldnt cure my depression I dont know what would! Kiss Kiss MisCatt 11:23 PM - 8/25/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Topless!!!!Ok, so today my mother took my brother and all his shit back to colledge station. So they were gong, my sister was at school, and the step asshole was at work. So I took advantage of the wonderful few moments I had alone. And I went out side and jumped in the pool with my iPod speakers on full blaste plating all the music everyone hates me playing cause Ive already burned them out on it! (t.A.T.u.) After I lathered my self in Hawaiian Tropic tanning oit I jumped in the pool. The idea quickly came to me that I could swim topless and noone could say anything! I was so fucking great! And really sexy!!!! I cant wait to do it again! Hopefuly not alone! But Ill have to work on that! (Evil giggle!) That was the highlight of my day! ~Blessed Be~ MisCatt 5:43 PM - 8/25/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy FuckIts been too long since my last post! So much has been going on yet nothing at all! I thought I was going to go back to the ship this week but the guy is so fucking stupid! I dont know when I'll be going back! I was going to try to go back to the Aloha ship. Because the redneck is there but I not anymore. I called her about a week ago, yes I was kinda drunk but I didnt say anything too retarded on her voicemail. Just "hey how are you just called to say hi. Blah blah blah" But she hasnt called back. So thats it. Im not going to call her anymore. If anything else is meant to happen it will. But Im not going to push anything. 12:14 AM - 8/25/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy YA SHLOSA S UMAAll the things she said running through my head! Im in serious shit. i feel totaly lost if Im asking for help its only because being with her has opened my eyes could i ever belive such a perfect suprise? I keep asking myself wondering how. I keep closing my eyes but I cannot get out. I want to fly to place where its just you andme nobody else so we can be free. Now im all mixed up feeling cornered and rushed. They say its my fault but I want her so much. Want toi fly her away where the sun come in over my face wash away all the shame. when they stop and stare dont worrie me, cause Im feeling for her what shes feeling for me. I can try to pretend, I can try to forget but its driving me mad going out of my head! all the things she said running through my head! 1:36 AM - 8/17/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy WTF!!!OK, so I have another journal on a music site. Why? Two reasons. 1. I have no life. 2. Because im a big music dork! I love everyone one on this journal site! everyone is either really cool, or keeps their fucked up opinions to their own damn self! And I love it!! ASo any way... on this other blog I have the same profile pic. two beautiful women kissing! a beautiful photograph, a beautiful piece of art! Fuck! So this bitch sends me a comment on it..."whats with the picture? are you gay so something?" So i commented back yes. Iam a lover of women. and this is a great photo! so tonight she sends me this comment......:you are digusting and no one wants to read that shit you lesbo! dont write about how you fuck other women on the internet! no one wants to hear that!" what the fuck??? I dont have the imagination to describe my conquests to the other people on the internet! So I told her to go fuck herself and asked if she had some strange feelings she didnt understand? not to be scared and that the closet is for brooms.LOL!!! lets see what she has to say now! oh i also called her a bigot!! 12:30 AM - 8/13/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail? 8:36 PM - 8/12/2006 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy my favorite coffee cup says this.Dance As though no one is watching. Love As though no one has hurt you before. Sing As though no one can hear you. Live As though heaven is on earth. 8:25 PM - 8/12/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy not sure what to title this.Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints on your heart! Yesterday is histoy, tomorrow is mystery, and today is a gift. Thats why we call it the present. 8:18 PM - 8/12/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Clerks IIDude! Clerks2 was fucking awsome!I highly recommend it!........ But you should watch Kevin Smiths otherr movies that are also fucking awsome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just dont take the kids to it!! 9:30 PM - 8/1/2006 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy Makes you think! I like this, It makes sense. And its pretty!!!
4:47 PM - 7/30/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy True LoveWhat is true love? What do you think it means to BE IN LOVE with someone? Can you be IN LOVE with more than one person at a time? Can you find true love more than once in your life? Can you fall out of love with someone? These questions are inspired by a certain "cold bitch" friend that I have on this site. She asked a similar question. Iwould like to hear your input. and see what everyone thinks!?! 4:39 PM - 7/30/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Smothering. My Redneck and I have decided to take a break for a while. Actually..... I think I was driving her a little crazy. She was working 15 hour days and talking to me at night. So I think she is just getting withered down to the bone. It is really the best thing for us right now. She needs to concentrate on getting into med school. And I need to work on my future as well. Whatever happens between us no matter what I will always love her and care about her. We are going to stay friends. I only want her to be happy. As well as myself. Dont get me wrong. I dont want this, but what we want isnt always whats best. But it still hurts.
4:59 PM - 7/29/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy my magic 8 ball told me to.So I have this magic 8 ball but it never tells me what I want to hear! But I cant be mad at the 8 ball! This is really just a bullshit entry! Im just testing something out! And trying to keep my mind on something. 6:03 PM - 7/28/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy LOL!!! I get a kick out of this!
1:53 PM - 7/22/2006 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy This is cool. And it beats talking to your MotherMy Redneck sent this to me a couple of months back. And I thout it was interesting.
What if?... Everybody wonders "What if" once in a while. Dont forget to be honest! Just do it its fun and it answers some questions if your truly honest!!
::WHAT IF::
1. I died:
2. I kissed you: ? 3. I lived next door to you: ? 4. You found out I was married: ? 5. I stole something: ? 6. I was hospitalized: ? 7. I refused to leave my home: ? 8. I got in a fight while you were there: ? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: ? 9. Personality: ? 10. Eyes: ? 11. Style: ? 12. Body: ? ::WOULD YOU:: ? 13. Help me hide a body? ? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? ? 15. Hold my hand? ? 16. Take a bullet for me? ? 17. Try to solve my problems? ? 18. Love me? ? 19. Date me? ? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: ? 20. Lied to make me feel better? ? 21. Wanted to kiss me? ? 22. Wanted to kill me? ? 23.Broke my heart? ? 24. Kept something important from me? ? 25.Thought I was unbearably annoying? ? ::AND MORE:: ? 26. Who are you? ? 27. Are we friends? ? 28. When and how did we meet? ? 29. Describe me n three words: ? 30.What was your first impression? ? 31.Do you still think that way about me now? ? 32. What reminds you of me? ? 33. If you could give me anything, what would it be? ? 34. How well do you know me? ? 35.Whens the last time you saw me? ? 36. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? ? 37. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you? ? ? Well I learned alot about my Redneck. It was really cool! Have fun with this.? 10:40 PM - 7/20/2006 - comments {3} - post commentShare and enjoy I got my new phone!!I finally got my new phone today!! Thank GOD!! You know I cant live without my leash to the outside world! And I miss talking to my girlfriend at 5 o'clock in the morning! LOL!..... Its true! Speaking of true.... On my myspace account I keep geting these "True" ads? Its like the gay Match.com!! I asked My redneck if she got them too, but she said no, never! Whatever, I just think its kinda funny! On my profile it says Bi, but also in a relationship!?! I dont care, I have no interest in meeting lonely women that cant get laid..... or like cybersex!!! I dont even like phone sex! Dirty text messages is about as far as I go if Im not with someone!! Just ask my redneck!!Right.................................. Well.................Yeah.......................
7:32 PM - 7/20/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy I just love this! I think its beautiful!!Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns then holding hands?
Love is tender& knows no gender!!!
I would rather be hated for who Iam, Then be loved for who I'm not!!!!! 9:47 PM - 7/16/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy I DONT NEED PHYSICAL THERAPY!!!!!!!!!!!So just the other day I went to a new PT and went in and walked around, and did some stretches, and blah blah blah. And the guy asked me if I was still on any meds and I told him no! Which IS the truth, and he asked me if I thought I needed PT!?! And of coarse I said NO! And he agreed with me! It was fucking awsome!! So right then he called my companys insurance chick.....lets call her KV. Shes ben super cool through all of this and really helped me alot! So anyway!!!! He told her what he thought and so now shes looking for a new Dr. so that he can just give me the Ok Go paper work I need to go back!!! Im so happy! I cant wait to get back to my redneck! (Maybe then we can stop fighting!) Im really getting up to that point of Im going to hurt someone or myself if I dont get out of this place very soon! So this should be it! Once Im out of here! Im never coming back!! I men I'll visit... but I will visit. sometimes! LOL!! Whatever Im happy!!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt 6:11 PM - 7/16/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy The fucking pile isnt there!Ok...... The pile of gifts I got for my redneck that I sent a week and a half ago have not arrived! Im fucking pissed! I cant wait to hear her opening the box and hear what she thinks of it! And its not fucking there!!!!!! Iam not good at keeping suprises! So Im fucking pissed!! Not to mention that I dont have a phone cause my smart ass broke mine! I went to the sprint store online and I couldnt find the phones. But I did findout that Im not eligablefor an upgrade on my phone yet.....15 days until Iam!! But fuck that I need a new fucking phone! Im going to go to the sprint store tomorrow, get a phone so I can talk to my red neck.......Before I kill my family!!!!!!!!! The arian mother beckons! Ill be back later!!! Wish me luck!!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt 5:50 PM - 7/16/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Im a dumbass!!!!!!!!!!Im a fucking dumbass!!!!! My Redneck and I got in a stupid fight and and i broke my fucking phone!! First I threw it at my closet, then I threww it at the wall!!! But it was fine... no scratches no dents, nothing! and the (Cause I wasnt satisfied) my mean ass threw it as hard as I could at the floor!! I dont really remember what the stupid fight was about! But I did break the damn thing! I tried fixing it but I couldnt........so I got pissed off again and threw it at the floor one more time! After I tried to fix it once again................ And it worked!!! But I had to rig it with some tape....and some paper... and it turns off all the time. But my redneck and I arent fighting any more! But its been a couple of days since and now it wont get a signal! I need to get a new phone sooo bad but Im kinda ......well ..... my bank account is not where I want it to be! So I think it might be a while untill I get a new phone! But the important thing is that My reneck still loves me and shes still mine!!! Also that I have the HOTTTTTEST GIRLFRIEND EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Later!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt 7:59 PM - 7/13/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy The Pile is gone!!So my redneck left some stuff at my house like 2 months ago! And I just finally sent it back to her! Its not like a whole lot of stuff or anything it was like a bra, her watch, her book, and a CD. I got her a gift too and I made her a gift. The box was like the size of a shoe box, but It cost me $30.00!!! I was like what the Fuck!?! But its OK, shes worth it! Oh shit!!! She asked me To get her some fucking slim jims and I kept reminding myself to get them B4 I sent it but of coarse I forgot! Im sorry babes!! When I got up this morning I was so freaking concerned with geting it to the mail center I forgot!! Oh Well, I dont want to think about how much it would be with 500 slim jims! Well maybe not 500 but alot! Im gonna finish this later when I can vent about all the bad stuff! Later!
~Blessed Be~ miscatt 6:42 PM - 7/5/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy I feel bad.I cant be with my redneck right now cause I fucked myself up and so Im on medical leave now. And I know that she loves me and I lover her way too much, but I feel like shit everytime she brings it up! As if I did it on purpose. Iam trying to get all my stuff done so that I can be with her. But I dont think she belives me when I tell her that.She is going on vacation Septembe 10th.....I think. But after her vacation shes going to a different ship. I would be happy to jump ships with her I just dont know how easy it will be to do so often. But I dont care cause as long as Im with her Im happy. I just get so angry sometimes and I try not to cause I know I have a temper but I just cant help it!! I dont think anyone really understands . 8:15 PM - 7/4/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy All About Us. All For Her.My beautiful redneck is on the phone right now! I want to kiss her so much right now! I miss her very much and Im kinda scared that it is going to be more than a while untill Im gonna see her again! But Im hopeful that it wont be too much longer! I was just talking to herand Im guessing she lost service cause the phine went dead and I called her back but no answer! Im at my arents house right now so I couldnt really get into all the strange and sweet things Im gonna do to her body when I see her again! But I love her and I can put all the strange and sweet things I WILL do to her!!! like taking body shots from between her thighs, brests, knees, hands. Licking the salk from her neck, just above her pink nipples, the line between her pussy and her flawless bellly!Or maybe from the palm of her hand! And taking either lime or a cherry from between her honey lips!The way I will kiss every inch of her beautiful body to start out with before I make passionate love to her for days on end (or maybe untill one of us has to go back to work!) And after Im done making her scream in pleasure I will kiss her a thousand times more! I have to leave now... But I will be back with more later! I love you my RedNeck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt ??? 11:33 PM - 6/29/2006 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy I need help!!!My redneck is driving me crazy!!!!!Half the time she loves me and the other half I feel like shes falling away from me! And it really fucking sucks! Im am trying to get back to her and be with her cause thats what I want and thats what will make me happy! And once I'm there I know I could make her happy! But I just feel like she dosent really belive it!Ya know what I mean?! And I love her so much! And speaking of loving her she just sent me a text message that said "I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!" . Last night she told me that if I dont go to her ship she is gonna quit! Cool I understand, but if she quits then I told her that I would quit too and we could just come back to Texas, and then we could be together! But she didnt really sound like she we into that idea very much. I also told her that if not Texas than wherever she wanted to go I would go too! But she still didnt sound real happy about any of it. Also when we were talking somehow gay marriage came up and we were talking about one of her friends went to canada and did it, and also in spain its legal. And just fucking aroundI told her if we ever did I wanted to go to Spain cause Canada sucks! And she she shot me this really negative energy and said "who ever said we would get married!?!" And I just felt like I should apologise to her or something! Like I felt bad about saying it! It was really weird! I really love her alot and I dont want to like make this out to be bigger worse than it is, but I dont want her to give up on us! She is all I think about all day every day! And sometimes I feel like my heart is breaking and then other times I feel like it will explod in my chest cause I love her so much it hurts! But in a good way! I just wish she knew how much I love her and care about her! I would do anything for her! I just dont know what to do! Any advice? Anyone? Im trying to get back ASAP! Well thats all for now.
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt 11:07 AM - 6/14/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy To My Darling Beck!Babes I miss you so much sometimes it is painfull! Darling I cant wait untill I can hold you in my arms once again! I want to be able to hold your right hand and feel that damn ring pinch my skin once again! Who would have thought I would ever miss that ring? singing our remix of "Your Beautiful in your badass X- terra! Ihavent finished this blog but I will later.
I Luv U My Resneck!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt 12:46 AM - 6/8/2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy Why do I let them do this!!??????? I fucking hate this place!! I just want to get back to the ship and forget about these people for a few precious moments. I tried to talk to my mother about puting a music site on her computer and of coarse before I could even finish my sentence she just looks at me with that look! and says "NO!!" So I just said ok, fine. Never fucking mind. Fuck I dont want to talk to someone like that. I mean she can be such a bitch sometimes! And I know that Im not the easiest person to get along with and I can be overly sensitive. But she has no idea what its like to be stuck here all day with nothing to do and stuff that I could do, I cant cause Im still getting paid from the ship! My Redneck babes went back to the ship and now I wake up cold as ice. When we were cuddling I would steal her fire and wake up hot as hell and she would be cold as ice. So when we woke up it was all fire and ice. At least that what it was like for me. I was so mad at my mother and like not even 30 seconds after it was over my babes called and let me vent for a min. and I was fine. She has a weird calming effect on me. When I get mad she gives me sanity I so lack. And I hate my family! So fucking much!! Im not crazy really I just have been writting this entry for way too long and my temper is blazing every time I attempt to interact with anyone in the family. So thats why this entryseems like Im bi-polar. I have also been up for 31 1/2hours so far without caffeine, ShinerBock, Liquor, drugs, or legal OTC drugs. What the fuck. Be Back Later I love you my redneck! If your reading this I miss you baby.........Miss Me Baby! ~Blessed Be~ MisCatt 8:40 PM - 6/2/2006 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy Whats wrong with the redneck????????????? I want to go back to my ship! And now the redneck is trying to be funny!She went back to the ship about 3 weeks ago and I miss her too much!I cant wait to back to my ship. But the only problem is that she is going to be on a different ship! Well that and the fact that every time I talk to her there is someone new trying to get down her pants or take my side of the bed? And she will tell you I'm pretty violent when it comes to my side of the bed!!! I have been back home for about 3 months now and I am still quite far from being ready to go back to work. Since I was 16, untill now this is the 2nd longest I have ever been out of work. And the other time was because I had just run away from home and I was trying to find somewhere to live longer than a couple days. I have no worries about her cheating on me at all. I trust her and if she meets some guy while we are apart and she really likes him I would tell her to rock the fuck on!! But I dont want her to meet any other girls to be interested in. Although there arent many I would see as a real threat. And guys are no threat at all to me. I love my Redneck. She keeps me sane. Also the only reason for the title was that was what I had been asking her on the phone while I was writing!!
~ Blessed Be ~ MisCatt 7:19 PM - 5/29/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Quote of the month?OUR MOST IMPORTANT THOUGHTS ARE THOSE THAT WHICH CONTRADICT OUR EMOTIONS- - PAUL VALERY
I dont remember when I was going to put this in, or where I got it, but its good! 11:15 PM - 5/28/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy OK, Shes on the phone right now!!!I told her I wasnt mad and that I did'nt want to talk about it. So now shes telling me about everything that she did this weekend!! And shes dosent belive me that I'm OK. But actually I dont really care anymore! I have much bigger things to be pissed about other than the girlfriend person getting drunk and stupid!! Damn she is so fucking funny!! What will I do with all these rednecks!!!
7:46 PM - 4/2/2006 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy Why am I always so fucking mad?At the moment I'm mad at the Girlfriend. Because she is always telling me that when she gets drunk she is way too fucking honest!? So as you can imagine..... she called me a few times this weekend while at some fucking chili redneck drunkfest! And The first day I answered her first few drunk dials cause it was like 9:00 pm!! So after getting really pissed off at the weird ass/ fucked up things she said and not to mention the things I heard! I stopped answering the phone. So when she started calling again, to avoid a fight, I just turned off the ringer. But I did listen to the voice-mails she left after almost every call. But this thing lasted like 3 days!So nowIts like over and we still arent talking! I tried calling her but either her phone goes straight to voice-mail, or she "cant talk". What the hell am I gonna do? Any advice? Anyone?
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt
5:30 PM - 4/2/2006 - comments {2} - post commentShare and enjoy What would it take?Would it work if I shot myseff in the head? In public view? Maybe then they would fucking notice me? But probably not! If anything they would probably just get pissed that I got their cloths dirty! Assholes! Sometimes I feel like Im not even real, that Im just dreaming cause as loud as everyone tells me Iam, no one in my family seems to hear me! Or maybe they just dont give a fuck about what I have to say! ????????? Tonight was my little brothers 20th birthday dinner!?They went out to a nice Persian restaurant and ate some nice food and I just kinda sat at the end of the table and watched them. A few times when I made an attempt to join in the conversation I was not shot down, or given a dirty look, I was just fucking ignored! If ignored is the right word, I mean I really just think they have gotten so used to tuning me out that its not even a problem anymore! But anyway........... Before we left to go the restaurant a few of us were siting in the living room and had a nice chat and listened to the new Cirque du solei soundtrack. All was going welll untill somehow the subject of homosexuality came upon the table! Mind this conversation was being had by myself, my brother and his girlfriend, the step father, and a close?family friend. Now dont get me wrong the family friend is cool as hell, hes really laid back and just has a cool attitude about everything. So anyway my step dad thinks that you are gay when you are born and there nothing you can do about it! Gay is gay and its just all about genetics!! You are just doomed by DNA to be gay or straight! Being a bi-sexual woman my self?I wanted to go?all kinds of Dike on his ass and just bloody him! I also have lots of Gay friends and was really?just?shocked by that!?And everyone else was just like what the fuck are you talking about? ?????? So I was already pissed to begin with! And then @ dinner Iwas like trying to say something to my brother and he was just totaly unresponsive! And I was like?" Well it would be nice if you would listen to me or at least act like you fucking hear me!"? Ok I didnt say "fucking" but the rest is true! And right after I got done rolling my eyes?in his direction ?the family friend(FF) turned to me and said " hey I'm listining to you" and gave me this 'I know what you mean' look! And I just thought that was really fucking cool of him!! So I just talked to him all night. And I usualy dont really like my parents friends cause their just a little too stuffy for my taste, but FF was really cool and nice! Like he got all my jokes and I actually got all of his too! Even the one that my parents totaly didnt have a clue about!So like most of the dinner was enjoyable! Like I actually had a nice time(Not to mention the glass and a half of wine helped alot too!LOL!)?And then he left and I was back in?hell!?Im fucking tired! I'll come back to this later!! ???????? ???????????????????????? ~Blessed Be~ ??????????????????????????????????? MisCatt 11:45 PM - 4/1/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Isn't There Some Misunderstanding?...From 'My Utmost For His Highest' by Oswald Chambers
Just because I do notunderstand what Jesus Christ says, I have no right to determine that He must be mistaken in what He says. That is a dangerous view, and it is never right to think that my obedience to God’s directive will bring dishonor to Jesus. The only thing that will bring dishonor is not obeying Him. To put my view of His honor ahead of what He is plainly guiding me to do is never right, even though it may come from a real desire to prevent Him from being put to an open shame. I know when the instructions have come from God because of their quiet persistence. But when I begin to weigh the pros and cons, and doubt and debate enter into my mind, I am bringing in an element that is not of God. This will only result in my concluding that His instructions to me were not right. Many of us are faithful to our ideas about Jesus Christ, but how many of us are faithful to Jesus Himself? Faithfulness to Jesus means that I must step out even when and where I can’t see anything (see
Are you debating whether you should take a step of faith in Jesus, or whether you should wait until you can clearly see how to do what He has asked?
Simply obey Him with unrestrained joy. When He tells you something and you begin to debate, it is because you have a misunderstanding of what honors Him and what does not. Are you faithful to Jesus, or faithful to your ideas about Him? Are you faithful to what He says, or are you trying to compromise His words with thoughts that never came from Him? "Whatever He says to you, do it" ( Let us journey on... 6:41 AM - Tuesday, March 28, 2006 - comments {5} - post commentShare and enjoy Back 4rm Hawaii, back 2 hellWell I have been in Hawaii for the last 5 months, and now Im back home. Broken. A week before I was supposed to go on vacation I slipped in the galley and busted my ass! Now insted of vacation,? so now I'm on medical leave, on vacation! It sucks but its nice to be home. Although I can barely walk, I have constant?headachs and untill last week I couldn't move my right arm with out extreme pain!! But its cool, cuz im getting paid! So this is week 4 of my vacation/ med leave, and the 1st week I went to the doctor and set up all of my shit with the company. But the second week I went back to San Antonio spent lots of money, saw lots of friends and got into lots of trouble, but I'll save that for another paragraph.And this last week I went to Taos NM and went skiing with my family for spring break. And although my friends begged me to stay and hang with them and another opted for me?to stay back a few days and drive up with my best friend. But no?I didnt listen and I went up with my family against my friends begging and look what happened!?! On the first day I busted my ass once again breaking this assholes fall and fucked up my knee even more and spent the whole week in bed alone, in a fucking cabin in cold ass NM! But its cool cause I'm not paying for the doctor bills, the company I work for is cause I broke myself on the clock on the ship! Fuck em! o now Im back to my journal trying to update it with all the juicy stories from the cruise ship!?6months of working every single day 70 hours at work under constant supervision from security and other crew members and I cant wait to go back!! Spicy stories to come!!?
~ Blessed Be~ MisCatt 11:52 PM - 3/21/2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Everyday Blessings by Max Lucado...
In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.
Let us journey on...
7:23 AM - Wednesday, January 18, 2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy The Opened Sight... from 'My Utmost for His Highest' by Oswald Chambers
This verse is the greatest example of the true essence of the message of a disciple of Jesus Christ in all of the New Testament.
God´s first sovereign work of grace is summed up in the words, ". . . that they may receive forgiveness of sins . . . ." When a person fails in his personal Christian life, it is usually because he has never received anything. The only sign that a person is saved is that he has received something from Jesus Christ. Our job as workers for God is to open people´s eyes so that they may turn themselves from darkness to light. But that is not salvation; it is conversion-only the effort of an awakened human being. I do not think it is too broad a statement to say that the majority of so-called Christians are like this. Their eyes are open, but they have received nothing. Conversion is not regeneration. This is a neglected fact in our preaching today. When a person is born again, he knows that it is because he has received something as a gift from Almighty God and not because of his own decision. People may make vows and promises, and may be determined to follow through, but none of this is salvation. Salvation means that we are brought to the place where we are able to receive something from God on the authority of Jesus Christ, namely, forgiveness of sins.
This is followed by God´s second mighty work of grace: ". . . an inheritance among those who are sanctified . . . ." In sanctification, the one who has been born again deliberately gives up his right to himself to Jesus Christ, and identifies himself entirely with God´s ministry to others.
Let us journey on...
6:09 AM - Tuesday, January 10, 2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Does Evil Exist?...We Christians know that evil exists in the heart of man as well as his actions (See Romans 7:15-21). This is a fictional conversation and was at one time attributed to Albert Einstein as the second student, this is not true. Enjoy. ph
Does evil exist? A student bravely replied yes, he did!" "God created everything?" The professor asked. "Yes, sir," the student replied. The professor answered, "If God created everything, then God created evil since evil exists, and according to the principal that our works define who we are then God is evil." The student became quiet before such an answer. The professor was quite pleased with himself and boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth.
Another student raised his hand and said, "Can I ask you a question professor?" "Of course", replied the professor. The student stood up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?" "What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?" The students snickered at the young man's question.
The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Everybody and every object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (- 460 degrees F) is the total absence of heat; all matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have too little heat. The student continued. "Professor, does darkness exist?"
The professor responded, "Of course it does". The student replied, "Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact we can use Newton's prism to break white light into many colors and study the various wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term used by man to describe what happens when there is no light present."
Finally the young man asked the professor. "Sir, does evil exist?" Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course as I have already said. We see it every day. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. "These manifestations are nothing else but evil."
To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is not like faith, or love, that exist just as does light and heat. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light." The professor sat down.
Let us journey on... staying teachable...
10:36 AM - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy What if God Installed Voicemail?...
Most of us have now learned to live with voice mail as a necessary part of our
Let us journey on... 10:01 AM - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 - comments {1} - post commentShare and enjoy From My Family to Yours...FROM OUR FAMILY TO YOURS FOR 2006
And be renewed in the spirit of your mind... Ephesians 4:23
God takes us through things so our pain is our gain,
Our misery becomes our ministry, Our mess becomes our message. Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: but rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ´s sufferings; that when His glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy... 1 Peter 4:12,13 Our families are free of debt We are prospering, and our needs are met We are living the abundant life. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly... John 10:10 Beloved, I pray that in all respects you may prosper and be in good health, just as your soul prospers... 3 John 1:2 Lord deliver us from the adversary´s attempt to entrap us mentally, physically and spiritually... Deliver us from other´s opinions of us... Deliver us from our egos and help us to recognize it is not about us, it is about the Kingdom... Deliver us from generational curses, whose only intent is to hold us back in fear, and hold us down to cause us to be defeated. For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and a sound mind... 2 Timothy 1:7 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God... Romans 10:17
Let them shout for joy, and be glad, that favor My righteous cause: yea, let them say continually, let the Lord be magnified, which hath pleasure in the prosperity of His servant... Psalms 35:27 This we declare and decree...In the Holy Name of Jesus... Amen. Love, Grace and Peace... From The Harpers, New Years 2006 9:20 AM - Tuesday, January 3, 2006 - comments {0} - post commentShare and enjoy Our Daily Bread...
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There is one Designer, Engineer and Creator of the universe and all it contains, including you and me. He created us to love us. Unfortunately, we have not loved Him in return.
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It is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God.
Ephesians 2:8, NIV
With his own pierced hands, Jesus created a pasture for the soul. He tore out the thorny underbrush of condemnation. He pried loose the huge boulders of sin. In their place he planted seeds of grace and dug ponds of mercy.
And he invites us to rest there. Can you imagine the satisfaction in the heart of the shepherd when, with work completed, he sees his sheep rest in the tender grass?
Let us journey on... in His resting place...
If they could be made God's people by what they did, God's gift of grace would not really be a gift.
Romans 11:6
To whom does God offer his gift? To the brightest? The most beautiful or the most charming? No. His gift is for us all-beggars and bankers, clergy and clerks, judges and janitors. All God's children.
And he wants us so badly, he'll take us in any condition-"as is" reads the tag on our collars....
He wants us now.
Let us journey on...
Those who believe in me, even though they die like everyone else, will live again.
John 11:25, NLT
Mourning is not disbelieving. Flooded eyes don't represent a faithless heart. A person can enter a cemetery Jesus-certain of life after death and still have a Twin Tower crater in the heart. Christ did. He wept, and he knew he was ten minutes from seeing a living Lazarus!
And his tears give you permission to shed your own.... So grieve, but don't grieve like those who don't know the rest of the story.
Let us journey on... in confidence...
TEN COMMANDMENTS EBONICS STYLE
1. I'm God. Don't play me.
(I am the Lord thy God, thou shalt not have any
other gods before me.)
2. Don't be makin no hood ornaments
and charms outta me, or like me.
(Thou shalt not have any graven images)
3. Don't be callin' me for no reason
(Thou shalt not use the name of the
Lord thy God in vain)
4. Y'all betta be in church on Sunday,
and not just the Sundays when
it's Mother's day, Easter
and Christmas
(Remember to keep the Sabbath day holy)
5. Don't dis or cuss out yo momma...
and if you know who ya daddy
is, don't dis him neither.
(Honor thy father and thy mother)
6. Don't be goin' on no drive bys.
(Thou shalt not kill)
7. Stick to ya own Boo.
(Thou shalt not commit adultery)
8. Don't be borrow'n stuff and
don't give it back.
(Thou shalt not steal)!
9. Don't be snitchin' on the otha'
man to save your behind.
(Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy brother)
10. Don't be eyein' (skeeming) yo
homie's crib, ride, woman,
or nuffin.
(Thou shalt not covet anything that belongs to thy brother).
Now behave.......I don't want to have to flood this joint again!!!
Let us Journey on... with a sense of humor...
Two brothers were extremely mischievous and their parents were at their wits' end. So they asked their pastor to talk with the boys.
The pastor sat the younger one down first. He wanted him to think about God, so he started the conversation by asking, "Where is God?" The boy didn't respond, so he repeated the question in a stern tone.
Again he gave no answer. Frustrated, the pastor shook his finger in the boy's face and shouted, "Where is God?!" The boy bolted from the room, ran home, and hid in his closet. His brother followed him and asked, "What happened?" The younger boy replied, "We're in big trouble now. God is missing, and they think we did it!"
Sounds a bit like Adam and Eve, who were filled with guilt and tried to hide from God (Genesis 3:10). They had known the Lord's close fellowship, but now they were afraid to face Him. God pursued them, though, and asked, "What is this you have done?" Instead of repenting, Adam blamed God and Eve, and Eve blamed the serpent.
How do we respond when we've sinned against God? Do we hide, hoping He won't notice? If we are His, He'll pursue us. The wisest choice is to come out of our hiding place, confess our sin, and have our fellowship restored. -Anne Cetas
Let us journey on... not hiding anymore...
You were chosen to tell about the wonderful acts of God, who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.
1 Peter 2:9
Uncontrolled anger won't better our world, but sympathetic understanding will. Once we see the world and ourselves for what we are, we can help. Once we understand ourselves we begin to operate not from a posture of anger but of compassion and concern. We look at the world not with bitter frowns but with extended hands. We realize that the lights are out and a lot of people are stumbling in the darkness. So we light candles.
Let us journey on... lighting the way...
Everybody knows Tim "The Tool Man" Taylor from America´s top TV sitcom of the ´90s, "Home Improvement." He was the grunting guy with an insatiable passion for his arsenal of Binford power tools. Just the buzz of a power saw, the roar of a lawn mower, or the kick of a jackhammer sent him into a canine-like vitriolic bark.
To Tim, tools were power and power is everything. But in his thrill for power, he got carried away, and what ultimately "powered up" was a display of some weakness in his life. The lesson, I suppose, is that true power is not found in a metallic tool, but in the character of the one who oversees its use.
Power. Our culture is obsessed with it. Our lives, our homes, and, yes, our churches are exposed to it. Power lunches, power ties, power plays, power moves, power books, power tools, power psychology, self-empowerment -- these themes and more fill American offices, companies and bookshelves. Power is big business.
THE LOVE OF POWER
Napoleon was obsessed with power. He wrote: "I love power. But it is as an artist that I love it. I love it as a musician loves his violin, to draw out its sounds and chords and harmonies. I love it as an artist."
Nietzsche waxed suspicious of the Napoleons in his world, saying, "I have found power where people do not look for it, in simple, gentle and obliging men without the least desire to domineer -- and conversely the inclination to domineer has often appeared to me as an inner sign of weakness."
Others have been less enchanted with power. Lord Acton said, "Power tends to corrupt and absolute power corrupts absolutely." Erich Fromm asserted, "The lust for power is not rooted in strength but in weakness." James F. Byrnes warned: "Power intoxicates men. When a man is intoxicated by alcohol he can recover, but when intoxicated by power he seldom recovers."
In the home, husbands and wives struggle with each other for power, children strive to pry themselves free from their parents´ power, and peer siblings contend for power. Some employers use force and fear to motivate employees, while employees form unions to force change upon their employers. Power permeates our society politically, socially, racially, sexually and financially.
In Jesus´ day, power was a central issue. The Pharisees perceived power as a chance to legislate righteousness among the populace in the form of tedious laws and traditions. The zealots, on the contrary, were tired of talk. They were determined to fight fire with fire in the name of God; to overpower the "power brokers" of their day with the sword.
Jesus issued a warning to the Pharisees: "´Woe to you Pharisees, because you love the most important seats in the synagogues and greetings in the marketplace´" (Luke 11:43). He also issued a challenge to the men who followed Him: "´Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant´" (Matt. 20:26).
THE POWER OF LOVE
Christ confronted a power-crazy society with something even more powerful than power itself: love. It was a force of love that so powerfully touched and changed the heart of one zealot, the apostle John, that his name changed from "Son of Thunder" to "John the Beloved."
John wrote about this power: "God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. ... There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love" (1 John 4:16-19).
"God is love." It´s one of the shortest sentences in the Bible, yet so sweeping in its meaning. God is love. No description of God is so clear-cut as this one. It´s as if God and love are nearly synonymous. John the Beloved invites us to get to know God by getting to know love; to get to know love by getting to know God.
Power was an essential part of Jesus´ earthly ministry. But He displayed His power only when it had a "love purpose" connected to it. Think about it. His healings were demonstrations of love. He multiplied the fish and loaves of bread when His love saw 5,000 hungry stomachs. Love bailed out an about-to-be-embarrassed couple at their wedding when He turned water into wine. His love even helped the disciples pay their taxes when He led them to a genuine goldfish.
Jesus was so convinced of the power of love that He said: "If someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. If someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles ... " (Matt. 5:38-42).
Power often kept Jesus´ disciples from seeing His love purpose. At Jesus´ arrest, Peter drew his sword and lunged at the bloodthirsty horde. He struck the high priest´s servant and cut off his ear. Jesus rebuked Peter´s action.
Jesus had power at His easy access, but a greater power kept Him focused and controlled: The power of love for the lost souls He had come to save. Once again, Peter let power get in the way of love.
POWER HITS HOME
Author Tony Campolo writes in his book "The Power Delusion": "A craving for power interferes with love and destroys personal relationships. The desire to be powerful interferes with the possibility of our being real Christians. ... Salvation lies in being surrendered to God, serving others, and giving up all attempts to be powerful."
Campolo´s words hit me close to home. Early in my courtship with Pam, now my wife, a power struggle interfered with our relationship. It may seem funny now, but in my early 20s it was no laughing matter. We were in college where Pam was an extrovert while I was the introvert.
Ultimately, the difference actually drew us together, but back then I saw it as a threat.
"Pam, I don´t believe you!" I said, glaring into her face. We had just left a casual gathering of friends. My statements masked my true intent. "You talked more than anyone!" (What I really meant: I didn´t quite know what to say or when to say it.) "You told too many jokes!" (I wish I could tell them as effectively as you.) "Why don´t you just back off a bit and let someone else get a word in edgewise?" (I envy your communication skills.)
My words nearly killed something in the spirit of my bride-to-be. I resented what God was calling me to embrace. Pam´s vibrant personality and sensitive social skills were a gift from God meant to draw this hermit out of his shell. Power said, "View these differences as a threat." Love said, "View them as a blessing!" Power demands. Love understands.
THE ULTIMATE POWER TOOL
If the Last Supper had been organized by the disciples, I´m sure it would have looked more like a putsch than a prayer gathering. After all, the plot had thickened and the heat was on. The Jewish officials and the Pharisees were moving in for the kill. The disciples were in greater peril than at any other time.
If they ever needed the power that this Revolutionary could offer, they needed it now. What would Jesus´ strategy be? When would He launch the attack? How long before Jesus would mount His rightful throne and re-establish the Davidic legacy with His loyal disciples at His side? The disciples waited at the table for Christ to roll out the battle plan and, perhaps, brandish a sword.
But the power tool of Christ´s choice? A towel. Jesus quietly picked up a towel, a basin of water and made His way around the table washing feet. Washing Peter´s feet, despite his protest. Washing Thomas´ feet, despite his doubts. Washing James´ feet, despite his brashness. Even washing Judas´ feet, despite his betrayal. Just when they thought He would brandish a sword, Jesus marshalled a power more formidable than the world had ever before known: the power of love. The "power tool" Jesus so freely imparted in that room drilled right through the stony shields covering those men´s hearts.
THE POWER TEST
Every day we face choices to act from power or from love: When your wife reminds you that it´s your turn to change the diapers, when the kids spill their milk at the dinner table, when your son borrows the tool you really need and didn´t put it back where it belongs.
It happens when your authority is questioned or your will is challenged. Power or love. Force or influence. In the home, the choice is master or father. On the job, the decision is boss or leader. Jesus chose to love and to lead. He knew that using a weapon would pierce the flesh, but that washing feet would open up the soul. Power seeks to control. Love seeks to influence.
At the cross, Christ confronted His enemies not with the power at His disposal, but with His incomparable love. History´s record would show that love is greater than power and ultimately will triumph. The resurrection is evidence that love is greater than all the power that man and Satan together can ever muster. Jesus possessed power. He was not possessed by it. He set the pace for men by carrying the ultimate "power tool" -- a towel. It symbolized the servant´s heart, bent not upon the love of power, but the power of love. The kind of power that builds bridges, affirms people, turns houses into homes and reveals Christ. In God´s eyes, this kind of power gets the job done.
By Robert C. Crosby for "New Man" magazine. All rights reserved
Let us journey on... yielding to love, not power...
The Lord said, "I have loved you."
Malachi 1:2
Father, your love never ceases. Never. Though we spurn you, ignore you, disobey you, you will not change. Our evil cannot diminish your love. Our goodness cannot increase it. Our faith does not earn it anymore than our stupidity jeopardizes it. You don't love us less if we fail. You don't love us more if we succeed.
Your love never ceases.
Let us journey on...
The LORD said, "And now the cry of the Israelites has reached me, and I have seen the way the Egyptians are oppressing them."
A good friend of mine once said facetiously, "God acts like he's got forever." There's humor in the paradoxically true statement, yet it's not funny when we're in the process of waiting -- especially if the waiting involves suffering.
Consider the Israelites and how they suffered in Egypt. For years they cried out for deliverance, but it took years before God pulled Moses aside to say, "And now the cry of the Israelites has reached me." And now? They had been wailing for centuries, and finally God heard them? That's probably how it felt to the Israelites, but not to God.
In order to rescue the Israelites, God needed a leader -- Moses. God had been preparing Moses in the desert for this task. And when Moses was ready, God began moving in more noticeable ways. Our tendency is to believe that nothing is happening if nothing appears to change. But God is always at work. If we remember that, it can make our waiting easier.
Dana Ryan (Arizona, U.S.A.)
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God is always at work. |
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl
when the alarm rings. Thank you, Lord, that I
can hear. There are many who are deaf.
Even though I keep my eyes closed against the
morning light as long as possible. Thank you,
Lord, that I can see. Many are blind.
Even though I huddle in my bed and put off
rising. Thank you, Lord, that I have the
strength to rise. There are many who are
bedridden.
Even though the first hour of my day is
hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned,
tempers are short, and my children are so loud.
Thank you, Lord, for my family. There are
many who are lonely.
Even though our breakfast table never looks
like the picture in magazines and the menu is
at times unbalanced.
Thank you, Lord, for the food we have. There
are many who are hungry.
Even though the routine of my job often is
monotonous. Thank you, Lord, for the
opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.
Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from
day to day and wish my circumstances were not
so modest.
Thank you, Lord, for life.
Let us journey on... with an attitude of gratitude...
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Have you ever wrestled with one of those problems that stubbornly refuses to go away? It seems to be immune to all solutions. You swat at the thing in every conceivable way, but instead of being eliminated, it expands and multiplies until it's wildly out of control.
An Egyptian pharaoh faced just that kind of problem, the Bible tells us, thousands of years ago. He was in a hot dispute with God over the future of the Israelites, and as a result of that dispute, he woke up one morning to find his country swarming with frogs. Slimy, smelly, hopping-all-over-the-place frogs.
It was a serious problem. I'm not talking about a frog or two in the front yard. I mean frogs were everywhere--in their beds, on their tables. Big old frogs in the ovens. Little bitty frogs in the bread dough and the drinking water. Frogs. Frogs in your hair. Frogs in places you wouldn't even want to think about!
Then God made a move. He sent His man Moses in to Pharaoh to ask, "When shall I entreat the Lord to get these frogs out of here?"
Do you know what Pharaoh said?
"Tomorrow." Can you imagine that? He could have said, "Right now! Today!" But instead he decided he'd spend one more night among the frogs.
You say, "That's the stupidest thing I ever heard. Why in the world would he do it tomorrow?" I don't know. Probably for the same reason you want to wait until tomorrow to get saved or healed or prosperous.
Here's what I want you to notice. When Moses asked Pharaoh that question and he answered, "Tomorrow," Moses said, "All right. So that you know there's a God in heaven, BE IT DONE UNTO YOU ACCORDING TO YOUR WORDS."
Let me ask you this: How long are you willing to let that persisting problem harass you? When are you going to get rid of the frogs in your life? Do you realize they'll stay around as long as you'll let them? They'll be there until you finally make a quality decision to go with the Word of God and get them out.
Why don't you do it today?
From 'Faith to Faith' a daily devotional by Kenneth and Gloria Copeland
Let us journey on... frog free...
Be a worker who is not ashamed and who uses the true teaching in the right way.
2 Timothy 2:15
Timothy never had another teacher like Paul. The world has never had another teacher like Paul. He was convinced of two facts-he was once lost but then saved. He spent a lifetime telling every person who would listen.
In the end it cost him everything. For in the end, all he had was his faith. But in the end, his faith was all he needed.
Let us journey on... not ashamed...
God, examine me and know my heart.... Lead me on the road to everlasting life.
Psalm 139:23-24
You don't have to be like the world to have an impact on the world. You don't have to be like the crowd to change the crowd. You don't have to lower yourself down to their level to lift them up to your level. Holiness doesn't seek to be odd. Holiness seeks to be like God.
Let us journey on... seeking to be like Him...
Ok,so the last entry was kinda weird, but the computer I was on was kinda funky! I was in Maryland doing training for the cruise line job I got. I was ther for 3 weeks and loved it! I made tons of great friends and had an awsome time!
The training was to get my MMD. It is a license to work on a merchant ship in the U.S. Along with the people for the cruise line, there were people there training to work on comercial vessels. And also some were ther to get additional training to upgrade in there field on the ship. They were called upgraders, and the others were cadets. We were not allowed to talk to the cadets. aAnd if we did we would be kicked out of traing, and be fired from NCL. NCL is the company Im working for. Well, one day I was in the gym and this really hot guy came up to me in normal cloths and told me his name was RJ. We chated for a moment and then he told me "you know your not supposed to talk to me right?" I was shocked! I thought he was with NCL. Hell no! He was one of the cadets! A damn hot one too!!LOL So I excused my self and left to do my workout.
You know it cant just end there! The Cadets lived in roms with 20 other guys and in a closed off section of the building. They were like on lock down. And also if they were caught talking to us they would be kicked out as well!
So later that night, my roommate and I walked down our hallway to get a soda and BAM! Just happened to run right into him and one of his buddys. So being the nice person that I am I invited him and his friend out to out balcony to smoke and have a chat. More to come!
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say. "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow.
Let us journey on...
While shopping at a local Wal-Mart, I spotted a man with an acronym on
his shirt that had B.A.D. Me, being the person that I am (curious), I
stopped the man and asked, "What does B.A.D. stand for?" And trust
me, I was amazed at what his response was.
He replied, B.A.D. stands for: "Blessed And Delivered".
That thought stuck with me as I finished doing my shopping that day.
So I came up with a little advice for you today.
1. When the enemy tries to attack you, be B.A.D.
2. When things don't seem to be going right on your job, be B.A.D.
3. When things are not looking good in your relationship, be B.A.D.
4. When folks scandalize your name, just be B.A.D.
Get with you somebody who you know that you can be B.A.D. with!!!
Have A B.A.D. Day!!!
A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said,
"Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like." The Lord led
the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man
looked in. In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the
middle of the table was a large pot of stew which smelled delicious and
made the holy man's mouth water.
The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to
be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles and each
found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful, but
because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the
spoons back into their mouths. The holy man shuddered at the sight of
their misery and suffering. The Lord said, "You have seen Hell."
They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as
the first one. There was the large round table with the large pot of stew
which made the holy man's mouth water. The people were equipped with the
same long-handled spoons, but here the people were well nourished and
plump, laughing and talking.
The holy man said, "I don't understand."
It is simple" said the Lord, "it requires but one skill. You see, they
have learned to feed each other. While the greedy think only of
themselves."
Let us journey on... in His Divine simplicity...
I sat, with two friends, in the picture window of a quaint restaurant just off the corner of the town-square. The food and the company were both especially good that day.
As we talked, my attention was drawn outside, across the street. There, walking into town, was a man who appeared to be carrying all his worldly goods on his back. He was carrying a well-worn sign that read, "I will work for food." My heart sank.
I brought him to the attention of my friends and noticed that others around us had stopped eating to focus on him. Heads moved in a mixture of sadness and disbelief. We continued with our meal, but his image lingered in my mind. We finished our meal and went our separate ways. I had errands to do and quickly set out to accomplish them. I glanced toward the town square, looking somewhat halfheartedly for the strange visitor. I was fearful, knowing that seeing him again would call for some response. I drove through town and saw nothing of him. I made some purchases at a store and got back in my car.
Deep within me, the Spirit of God kept speaking to me: "Don't go back to the office until you've at least driven once more around the square."
Then, with some hesitancy, I headed back into town. As I turned the square's third corner, I saw him. He was standing on the steps of the store front church, going through his sack.
I stopped and looked, feeling both compelled to speak to him, yet wanting to drive on. The empty parking space on the corner seemed to be a sign from God: an invitation to park. I pulled in, got out and approached the town's newest visitor.
"Looking for the pastor?" I asked.
"Not really," he replied, "just resting."
"Have you eaten today?"
"Oh, I ate something early this morning."
"Would you like to have lunch with me?"
"Do you have some work I could do for you?"
"No work," I replied "I commute here to work from the city, but I would like to take you to lunch."
"Sure," he replied with a smile.
As he began to gather his things, I asked some surface questions. Where you headed?"
"St. Louis."
"Where you from?"
"Oh, all over; mostly Florida."
"How long have you been walking?"
"Fourteen years," came the reply.
I knew I had met someone unusual. We sat across from each other in the same restaurant I had left earlier. His face was weathered slightly beyond his 38 years. His eyes were dark, yet clear, and he spoke with an eloquence and articulation that was startling. He removed his jacket to reveal a bright red T-shirt that said, "Jesus is The Never Ending Story."
Then Daniel's story began to unfold. He had seen rough times early in life. He'd made some wrong choices and reaped the consequences. Fourteen years earlier, while backpacking across the country, he had stopped on the beach in Daytona. He tried to hire on with some men who were putting up a large tent and some equipment. A concert, he thought.
He was hired, but the tent would not house a concert but revival services, and in those services he saw life more clearly. He gave his life over to God
"Nothing's been the same since," he said, "I felt the Lord telling me to keep walking, and so I did, some 14 years now."
"Ever think of stopping?" I asked.
"Oh, once in a while, when it seems to get the best of me. But God has given me this calling. I give out Bibles. That's what's in my sack. I work to buy food and Bibles, and I give them out when His Spirit leads."
I sat amazed. My homeless friend was not homeless. He was on a mission and lived this way by choice. The question burned inside for a moment and then I asked: "What's it like?"
"What?"
"To walk into a town carrying all your things on your back and to show your sign?"
"Oh, it was humiliating at first. People would stare and make comments. Once someone tossed a piece of half-eaten bread and made a gesture that certainly didn't make me feel welcome. But then it became humbling to realize that God was using me to touch lives and change people's concepts of other folks like me."
My concept was changing, too. We finished our dessert and gathered his things. Just outside the door, he paused. He turned to me and said, "Come Ye blessed of my Father and inherit the kingdom I've prepared for you. For when I was hungry you gave me food, when I was thirsty you gave me drink, a stranger and you took me in."
I felt as if we were on holy ground. "Could you use another Bible?" I asked.
He said he preferred a certain translation. It traveled well and was not too heavy. It was also his personal favorite. "I've read through it 14 times," he said.
"I'm not sure we've got one of those, but let's stop by our church and see." I was able to find my new friend a Bible that would do well, and he seemed very grateful. "Where are you headed from here?" I asked. "Well, I found this little map on the back of this amusement park coupon."
"Are you hoping to hire on there for awhile?"
"No, I just figure I should go there. I figure someone under that star right there needs a Bible, so that's where I'm going next."
He smiled, and the warmth of his spirit radiated the sincerity of his mission. I drove him back to the town square where we'd met two hours earlier, and as we drove, it started raining. We parked and unloaded his things.
"Would you sign my autograph book?" he asked. "I like to keep messages from folks I meet."
I wrote in his little book that his commitment to his calling had touched my life. I encouraged him to stay strong. And I left him with a verse of scripture from Jeremiah 29:11, "I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you; Plans to give you a future and a hope."
"Thanks, man," he said. "I know we just met and we're really just strangers, but I love you."
"I know," I said, "I love you, too." "The Lord is good!"
"Yes, He is."
"How long has it been since someone hugged you?" I asked.
"A long time," he replied.
And so on the busy street corner in the drizzling rain, my new friend and I embraced, and I felt deep inside that I had been changed. He put his things on his back, smiled his winning smile, and said, "See you in the New Jerusalem."
"I'll be there!" was my reply.
He began his journey again. He headed away with his sign dangling from his bedroll and pack of Bibles. He stopped, turned, and said, "When you see something that makes you think of me, will you pray for me?"
"You bet," I shouted back, "God bless."
"God bless." And that was the last I saw of him.
Late that evening as I left my office, the wind blew strong. The cold front had settled hard upon the town. I bundled up and hurried to my car As I sat back and reached for the emergency brake, I saw them... a pair of well-worn brown work gloves neatly laid over the length of the handle. I picked them up and thought of my friend and wondered if his hands would stay warm that night without them.
Then I remembered his words: "If you see something that makes you think of me, will you pray for me?"
Today his gloves lie on my desk in my office. They help me to see the world and its people in a new way, and they help me remember those two hours with my unique friend and to pray for his ministry. "See you in the New Jerusalem," he said. Yes, Daniel, I know I will...
Let us journey on...
Note: I've run across this on the internet for many years. It never ceases to inspire, and uplift my day. I pray it does something good for you as well. p.h.
Note2: Author Unknown but greatly appreciated...
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The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him, and every day he scanned the horizon for help, but none seemed forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from the elements, and to store his few possessions.
Let us journey on... in His grace...
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May there be peace within you today.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received
and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be content knowing you are a child of God.
Let this presence settle into your bones and allow your soul
the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.
It is there for each and every one of us!
Let us journey on... in grace and peace...
Date: TODAY
From: THE BOSS
Subject: YOURSELF
Reference: LIFE
I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help.
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. All situations will be resolved, but in my time, not yours.
Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.
If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.
Should you have a bad day at work, think of the man who has been out of work for years.
Should you despair over a relationship gone bad, think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.
Should you grieve the passing of another weekend, think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.
Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.
Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror, think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair.
Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.
Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness,
ignorance, smallness or insecurities, remember, things could be worse. You could be one of them.
Let us journey on...
The man whispered, "God, speak to me"
And a meadowlark sang.
But, the man did not hear.
So the man yelled, "God, speak to me"
And thunder rolled across the sky.
But, the man did not listen.
The man looked around and said, "God let me see you."
And a star shined brightly.
But the man did not see.
And, the man shouted, "God show me a miracle."
And, a life was born.
But, the man did not notice.
So, the man cried out in despair,
"Touch me God, and let me know you are here."
Whereupon, God reached down and touched the man...
But, the man brushed a butterfly away, and walked on.
I found this to be a great reminder that God is always around us in the little and simple things that we take for granted...
Let us journey on... not taking for granted He who is with us always...
Real prayer is communion with God, so that there will be common thoughts between His mind and ours. What is needed is for Him to fill our hearts with His thoughts, and then His desires will become our desires flowing back to Him
-Arthur W. Pink
Christ will be master of the heart, and sin must be mortified. If your life is unholy, then your heart is unchanged, and you are an unsaved person. The Savior will sanctify His people, renew them, give them a hatred of sin, and a love of holiness. The grace that does not make a man better than others is a worthless counterfeit. Christ saves His people, not IN their sins, but FROM their sins. Without holiness, no man shall see the Lord
-Charles Spurgeon
Where the unveiled glories of the Deity shall beat full upon us, and we for ever sun ourseves in the smiles of God
-Ezekiel Hopkins
The Christian soldier must avoid two evils he must not faint or yield in the time of fight, and after a victory he must not wax insolent and secure. When he has overcome, he is so to behave himself as though he were presently again to be assaulted. For Satan's temptations, like the waves of the sea, do follow one in the neck of the other
-George Downame
Let us journey on... a little wiser...
...prayer is not intended to change God's purpose, nor is it to move Him to form fresh purposes. God has decreed that certain events shall come to pass through the means He has appointed for their accomplishment
-Arthur W. Pink
Let us journey on... in God's purposes...
Now we can come fearlessly right into God's presence.
Ephesians 3:12, TLV
Christ meets you outside the throne room, takes you by the hand, and walks you into the presence of God. Upon entrance we find grace, not condemnation; mercy, not punishment....
Because we are friends of God's Son, we have entrance to the throne room.... This gift is not an occasional visit before God but rather a permanent "access by faith into this grace by which we now stand" (Rom. 5:2, NIV).
Let us journey on...
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their
last moments together at the airport as the daughter's
departure had been announced.
Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the
mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough."
The daughter replied,
"Mom, our life together has been more than enough.
Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough,
too, Mom"
They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked
over to the window where I sat. Standing there, I
could see she wanted and needed to cry.
I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed
me in by asking,
"Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would
be forever?"
"Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking but
why is this a forever good-bye?"
"I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges
ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be
for my funeral," she said.
When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I
wish you enough."
May I ask what that means?"
She began to smile. "That's a wish that has been
handed down from other generations. My parents used to
say it to everyone." She paused a moment and looked up
as if trying to remember it in detail and she smiled
even more.
"When we said 'I wish you enough' we were wanting the
other person to have a life filled with just enough
good things to sustain them".
Then turning toward me, she shared the following,
reciting it from memory.
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in
life appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you
possess.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final
good-bye.
She then began to cry and walked away.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them, A day to love them, And an
entire life to forget them.
Let us journey on... I wish you enough...
Coming to Jesus
Come to Me . . .
-Matthew 11:28
Isn´t it humiliating to be told that we must come to Jesus! Think of the things about which we will not come to Jesus Christ. If you want to know how real you are, test yourself by these words- "Come to Me . . . ." In every dimension in which you are not real, you will argue or evade the issue altogether rather than come; you will go through sorrow rather than come; and you will do anything rather than come the last lap of the race of seemingly unspeakable foolishness and say, "Just as I am, I come." As long as you have even the least bit of spiritual disrespect, it will always reveal itself in the fact that you are expecting God to tell you to do something very big, and yet all He is telling you to do is to "Come . . . ."
"Come to Me . . . ." When you hear those words, you will know that something must happen in you before you can come. The Holy Spirit will show you what you have to do, and it will involve anything that will uproot whatever is preventing you from getting through to Jesus. And you will never get any further until you are willing to do that very thing. The Holy Spirit will search out that one immovable stronghold within you, but He cannot budge it unless you are willing to let Him do so.
How often have you come to God with your requests and gone away thinking, "I´ve really received what I wanted this time!" And yet you go away with nothing, while all the time God has stood with His hands outstretched not only to take you but also for you to take Him. Just think of the invincible, unconquerable, and untiring patience of Jesus, who lovingly says, "Come to Me . . . ."
Let us journey on... with a little more knowledge...
For those who have or are going to potty train, you all know my experiences. Take the child to the potty, request for them to potty, then not even one nano second after they go back to playing, it's: "Mommie, I went poopie in my panties." But to my luck, my child is not a messy pooper, if that is possible. Those of you with a child like mine know what a messy pooper is because if you child actually has a messy poop, you gag at the thought and sight of cleaning it up. See, she has always been one to release, shall we call them, "nuggets." Something you always thing, everytime you change her, "How in the hell did that large object come out of her?" I wonder, am I not giving her enough fruit and veggies? Basically, "That just doesn't seem right!" I find out though that I am not the only person with a child who has potty problems:
http://www.dadgonemad.com/2005/10/shes_pooping_ag.html
ENJOY...I laughed and cried from laughing!!
Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 2:5, NKJV
What does it mean to be just like Jesus? The world has never known a heart so pure, a character so flawless. His spiritual hearing was so keen He never missed a heavenly whisper. His mercy so abundant He never missed a chance to forgive. No lie left His lips, no distraction marred His vision. He touched when others recoiled. He endured when others quit. Jesus is the ultimate model for every person.
Let us journey on... with His mind...
The following is a poem written by Judge Roy Moore from Alabama. Judge Moore was sued by the ACLU for displaying the Ten Commandments in his courtroom foyer. He has been stripped of his judgeship and now they are trying to strip his right to practice law in Alabama. The judge's poem sums it up quite well.
America the Beautiful,
or so you used to be.
Land of the Pilgrims' pride;
I'm glad they'll never see.
Babies piled in dumpsters,
Abortion on demand,
Oh, sweet land of liberty;
your house is on the sand.
Our children wander aimlessly
poisoned by cocaine,
Choosing to indulge their lusts,
when God has said abstain.
From sea to shining sea,
our Nation turns away
From the teaching of God's love
and a need to always pray.
We've kept God in our temples,
how callous we have grown.
When earth is but His footstool,
and Heaven is His throne.
We've voted in a government
that's rotting at the core,
Appointing Godless Judges
who throw reason out the door,
Too soft to place a killer
in a well deserved tomb,
But brave enough to kill a baby
before he leaves the womb.
You think that God's not angry,
that our land's a moral slum?
How much longer will He wait
before His judgment comes?
How are we to face our God,
from Whom we cannot hide?
What then is left for us to do,
but stem this evil tide?
If we who are His children,
will humbly turn and pray;
Seek His holy face
and mend our evil way:
Then God will hear from Heaven
and forgive us of our sins,
He'll heal our sickly land
and those who live within.
But, America the Beautiful,
if you don't - then you will see,
A sad but Holy God
withdraw His hand from Thee.
~Judge Roy Moore
Let us journey on... in support of Roy Moore...
Some years ago on a hot summer day in south Florida a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks,and shirt as he went.
He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore.
His father working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly as he could.
Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator reached him.
From the dock, the father grabbed his little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger than the father, but the father was much too passionate to let go. A farmer happened to drive by, heard his screams, raced from his truck, took aim and shot the alligator.
Remarkably, after weeks and weeks in the hospital, the little boy survived. His legs were extremely scarred by the vicious attack of the animal. And, on his arms, were deep scratches where his father's fingernails dug into his flesh in his effort to hang on to the son he loved.
The newspaper reporter who interviewed the boy after the trauma, asked if he would show him his scars. The boy lifted his pant legs. And then, with obvious pride, he said to the reporter, "But look at my arms. I have great scars on my arms, too. I have them because my dad wouldn't let go."
You and I can identify with that little boy. We have scars, too. No, not from an alligator, but the scars of a painful past. Some of those scars are unsightly and have caused us deep regret. But some wounds, my friend, are because God has refused to let go. In the midst of your struggle, He's been there holding on to you.
The Scripture teaches that God loves you. You are a child of God. He wants to protect you and provide for you in every way.
But sometimes we foolishly wade into dangerous situations, not knowing what lies ahead. The swimming hole of life is filled with peril - and we forget that the enemy is waiting to attack. That's when the tug-of-war begins.
And if you have the scars of His love on your arms (or anywhere else), be very, very grateful. He did not and will not ever let you go.
God has blessed you so that you can be a blessing to others. You just never know where a person is in his/her life and what they are going through.
Never judge another person's scars, because you don't know how they got them.
Let us journey on... humbled...
For those who know me, you know I am pretty picky about how things are placed and organized so when my daughter's room looks like this, I have to think, "Who's kid is this?" Actually, she is very anal about: where the dolls and stuffed animals are laying on the floor, making sure each and every one of them is covered up, and letting you know to "shhhh, the babies are sleeping." I don't know where she has picked these "nesting" habits up because I swear I didn't ever lay her randomly on the floor and cover her head to toe with blankets, towels, or wash clothes. She is such the big girl now. And see her bed in the photos, I'm thinking of moving her into a big girl bed because it's about time and A CRIB ON WHEELS IS A DANGEROUS WEAPON!
Eternal God,
our Alpha and Omega,
the one who was before anything
and will endure beyond all things,
we close our eyes and
memories flood our minds.
We remember family and friends,
experiences and events that have shaped us.
We see faces of dear ones no longer with us.
And we feel buoyed up
by those countless witnesses
who have gone before us,
linking one generation to the next
and stretching back
to the foundations of our faith.
We give thanks for all
who have gone before us
and who have helped guide us
on our way.
When we feel discouraged,
remind us of their example.
We acknowledge that not all memories are happy.
Keep us from drowning in memories of the past
that prevent us from living fully
in the present
and impede us from greeting
the promise of the future.
Release us from memories
that bind us tighter
than Lazarus' grave clothes.
Heal us and send us on our way.
Make our memories
serve as a measure of how far
we have come by faith.
In recounting our stories,
help us inspire others
on their journeys.
When we grow weary or lose courage,
whisper your secrets of grace to us
and help us attune our ears
to the songs of the faithful
that urge us onward.
Remind us of your love and faithfulness.
With the cloud of witnesses cheering us on,
draw us into the future.
By the example of the saints,
Dare us to imagine
some bright new future of joy.
Lead us to the city
rising anew on your holy mountain
where all are gathered in
and where all memories reside
with you.
In Jesus' Name
Amen.
-George R. Graham
Let us journey on... with precious memories...
He will wipe away every tear from their eyes.
Revelation 21:4
Someday God will wipe away your tears. The same hands that stretched the heavens will touch your cheeks. The same hands that formed the mountains will caress your face. The same hands that curled in agony as the Roman spike cut through will someday cup your face and brush away your tears.
Let us journey on...
...(hint, hint), ME! Photo #1: Here is the bean, dressed in one of my millions of pairs of shoes. And yes, before you ask, I did say millions. So maybe I am a exaggerating a bit, but my dad's nickname for me has been Imelda Marcus for many years. Ok, but back to the point. Mal is cute at first, until she starts clunking around the hardwood floors. I pity the gals downstairs. Photo #2: I was putting away laundry and Mallory took this pair of socks, which are now the new fashion trend for toddlers...thigh high leg warmers. All the kids are wearing them. I guess I should stop pulling my socks up all of the way and wearing them around the house or my daughter is going to be sporting that style at school.
What does "to know God" mean in the Bible? Is it possible to know God intimately and be His friend? It means much more than just knowing about God. God wants us to know Him and His love & mercy & goodness,... in very personal and real ways, to enjoy His presence in our lives, and to see and then join Him in His activity & work in and around us.
"This is Eternal Life: that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom You have sent." - John 17:3
".... So that you may know and believe Me (God), and understand that I am He."
- Isaiah 43:10
"Teach me your ways so that I may know you and continue in your favor."
- Exodus 33:13
The Hebrew word "yada" is used in the Old Testament and is translated in English as the word "Know" or "Knowledge". The Hebrew word yada has a much wider sweep and meaning than the English word know. The Biblical Old Testament word for Knowing God means the following; to know God means:
- to Perceive - to Learn
- to Understand - to Recognize
- to Believe - to Accept His Claims
- to Conform - to Be Willing
- to Perform or Live - to Obey
- to See or Experience
These words that all come out of the Hebrew word "yada" all hold important keys to getting to know God the way that He wants us to know Him. The opposite of knowing God is not ignorance or a lack of knowledge, but is Rebellion.
The Greek words "oida" and "ginosko" are used in the New Testament. They have the wider meanings as the Hebrew word "yada", but in the context that they are used in the New Testament, they also have the following additional meaning: to know God means:
- to Believe & Accept Jesus - to Know Truth
- to Know Jesus is to Know God - to Respond in Faith
"O, the fulness, the pleasure, the sheer excitement of knowign God on earth." - Jim Elliott (ex-Missionary)
"Teach me Your ways, so that I may know you , and continue to find favor with You." - Moses (Exodus 33:13)
"I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things." - Paul (Philippians 3:7-10)
Let us journey on... intimately with our Creator...
Answer: Becoming conformed to the image and character of Christ is God's desire for all who come to know Him. Ephesians 4:14-16 tells us that we become like Christ by growing in our knowledge of Him, "Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ. From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work." This fact is reiterated once more in 2 Peter 3:17-18, "Therefore, dear friends, since you already know this, be on your guard so that you may not be carried away by the error of lawless men and fall from your secure position. But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever! Amen."
Romans 12:1-2 tells us emphatically that this process of filling our minds with the knowledge of God not only brings us closer to being like Christ but it is this process which produces the will of God when become obedient to it, "Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God--this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will. " Luke 9 sums it up best when he describes to us what Jesus told His disciples, "22 And he said, "The Son of Man must suffer many things and be rejected by the elders, chief priests and teachers of the law, and he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life." 23Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. 24For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it." God simply wants us to forget about this world and all it's temporary pleasures, and be obedient to God's Word. Jesus was the living Word (John 1:1ff) and the Bible is God's written Word.
It is important to realize that becoming more like Christ first starts by receiving Him as Savior from your sins. Then growing in your knowledge of God by reading your Bible daily, studying it and then being obedient to what it says. This process allows you to grow and occurs over your entire life in Christ. Only when we have entered Heaven for eternity with God does this process reach its culmination.
Let us journey on... being conformed to His image...
Answer: Who is Jesus Christ? Unlike the question, "Does God exist?", very few people have questioned whether Jesus Christ existed. It is generally accepted that Jesus was truly a man who walked on the earth in Israel almost 2000 years ago. The debate begins when the subject of Jesus' full identity is discussed. Almost every major religion teaches that Jesus was a prophet, or a good teacher, or a godly man. The problem is, the Bible tells us that Jesus was infinitely more than a prophet, a good teacher, or a godly man.
C.S. Lewis in his book Mere Christianity writes the following: "I am trying here to prevent anyone from saying the really foolish thing that people often say about Him [Jesus Christ]: "I'm ready to accept Jesus as a great moral teacher, but I don't accept his claim to be God." That is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic -- on a level with a man who says he is a poached egg -- or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God, or else a madman or something worse .... You can shut him up for fool, you can spit at him and kill him as a demon; or you can fall at his feet and call him Lord and God. But let us not come up with any patronizing nonsense about his being a great human teacher. He has not left that option open to us. He did not intend to."
So, who did Jesus claim to be? Who does the Bible say He was? First, let's look at Jesus´ words in John 10:30, "I and the Father are one." At first glance, this might not seem to be a claim to be God. However, look at the Jews´ reaction to His statement, "We are not stoning you for any of these, replied the Jews, but for blasphemy, because you, a mere man, claim to be God" (John 10:33). The Jews understood Jesus´ statement to be a claim to be God. In the following verses, Jesus never corrects the Jews by saying, "I did not claim to be God." That indicates Jesus was truly saying He was God by declaring, "I and the Father are one" (John 10:30). John 8:58 is another example. Jesus proclaimed, "I tell you the truth, Jesus answered, before Abraham was born, I am!" Again, in response, the Jews take up stones in an attempt to stone Jesus (John 8:59). Jesus announcing His identity as "I am" is a direct application of the Old Testament name for God (Exodus 3:14). Why would the Jews again want to stone Jesus if He hadn´t said something they believed to be blasphemous, namely, a claim to be God?
John 1:1 says that "the Word was God." John 1:14 says that "the Word became flesh." This clearly indicates that Jesus is God in the flesh. Thomas the disciple declared to Jesus, "My Lord and my God" (John 20:28). Jesus does not correct him. The Apostle Paul describes Him as, "...our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ" (Titus 2:13). The Apostle Peter says the same, "...our God and Savior Jesus Christ" (2 Peter 1:1). God the Father is witness of Jesus´ full identity as well, "But about the Son he says, "Your throne, O God, will last for ever and ever, and righteousness will be the scepter of your kingdom." Old Testament prophecies of Christ announce His deity, "For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace."
So, as C.S. Lewis argued, believing Jesus to be a good teacher is not an option. Jesus clearly and undeniably claimed to be God. If He is not God, then He is a liar, and therefore not a prophet, good teacher, or godly man. In attempts to explain the words of Jesus away, modern "scholars" claim the "true historical Jesus" did not say many of the things the Bible attributes to Him. Who are we to argue with God´s Word concerning what Jesus did or did not say? How can a "scholar" two-thousand years removed from Jesus have better insight into what Jesus did or did not say than those who lived with, served with, and were taught by Jesus Himself (John 14:26)?
Why is the question over Jesus´ true identity so important? Why does it matter whether or not Jesus is God? The most important reason that Jesus has to be God is that if He is not God, His death would not have been sufficient to pay the penalty for the sins of the whole world (1John 2:2). Only God could pay such an infinite penalty (Romans 5:8; 2Corinthians 5:21). Jesus had to be God so that He could pay our debt. Jesus had to be man so He could die. Salvation is available only through faith in Jesus Christ! Jesus´ deity is why He is the only way of salvation. Jesus´ deity is why He proclaimed, "I am the Way and the Truth and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6).
Let us journey on... with greater knowledge...
Answer: There is one main passage that deals with the priesthood of all believers. It is as follows: "You also, as living stones, are being built up a spiritual house, a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. Therefore it is also contained in the Scripture, "Behold, I lay in Zion A chief cornerstone, elect, precious, And he who believes on Him will by no means be put to shame." Therefore, to you who believe, He is precious; but to those who are disobedient, "The stone which the builders rejected Has become the chief cornerstone," and "A stone of stumbling And a rock of offense." They stumble, being disobedient to the word, to which they also were appointed. But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people, that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light;" (1 Peter 2:5-9).
Old Testament priests were chosen by God, not self-appointed; and they were chosen for a purpose: to serve God with their lives by offering up sacrifices first in the tabernacle and then later in the temple. Later, David also appointed some of them to praise God in song as well. The Temple Service served as a picture or "type" of the coming ministry of Jesus Christ...a picture that was then no longer needed once His sacrifice on the cross was completed. When the thick temple veil that covered the doorway to the Holy of Holies where God's presence dwelt above the Mercy Seat (the lid covering the ark of the covenant) was torn in two by God at the time of Christ's death on the cross for our sin (Matthew 27:51), God was indicating that the Old Testament priesthood was no longer necessary...now people could come directly to God through the great High Priest, Jesus Christ, who serves the Father in Heaven (Hebrews 4:14-16). There are now no earthly mediators between God and man as existed in the Old Testament priesthood.
Christ our High Priest has made one sacrifice for sin for all time (Hebrews 10:12), and there is no more sacrifice for sin that can be made (Hebrews 10:26). But as priests once offered other kinds of sacrifices in the temple (free will offerings, etc.), so it is clear from 1 Peter 2:5,9 that God has chosen Christians "to offer up spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ." 1 Peter 2:5-9 speaks of two aspects of the priesthood of the believer. The first is that believers are privileged. To be chosen by God to be a priest was a privilege. And all believers have been chosen by God: a "chosen generation...His own special people" (verse 9). In the Old Testament tabernacle and temple, there were places where only the priests could go, and into the Holy of Holies, behind a thick veil, only the High Priest could go and that only once a year on the Day of Atonement when he made a sin offering on behalf of all of the people. But as mentioned above, because of Jesus' death upon the cross of Calvary, all believers now have direct access to the throne of God through Jesus Christ our great High Priest (Hebrews 4:14-16). What a privilege to be able to access the very throne of God directly, not through any earthly priest. When Christ returns and the New Jerusalem comes to earth (Revelation 21), believers will see God face-to-face and will serve Him there (Revelation 22:3-4)...again, what a privilege especially for us who were once "not a people"..."without hope"...destined for destruction because of our sin.
The second aspect of the believer's priesthood is that we are chosen for a purpose: to offer up spiritual sacrifices (see Hebrews 13:15-16 for example) and to proclaim the praises of Him who called us out of darkness into His marvelous light. Thus by both life (1 Peter 2:5; Titus 2:11-14; Ephesians 2:10) and by word (1 Peter 2:9; 3:15) our purpose is to serve God. As the believer's body is the temple of the Holy Spirit who indwells every believer (1 Corinthians 6:19-20), so God has called us to serve Him from our heart by first of all offering our lives as living sacrifices, separated from the world's defilements that we might live for the One who gave His life for us (Romans 12:1-2). And one day we will be serving God in eternity (Revelation 22:3-4), but not in any temple, for "the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple" (Revelation 21:22) (I believe this statement is a reflection of the closeness with God that we will enjoy). And as the Old Testament priesthood was to be free of defilement, as symbolized by being ceremonially clean, so as Christ has made us holy positionally before the Father, He calls on us to live holy lives that we might also be a "holy priesthood" (1 Peter 2:5).
In summary, believers are called "Kings and Priests" or a "royal priesthood" as a reflection of their privileged status as heirs to the kingdom and servants of the Almighty God and of the Lamb. And because of this privileged closeness with God, no other earthly mediator is necessary. Secondly, believers are called priests because salvation is not merely a fire escape from hell, that once believers have it, they can then do their "own thing." Rather, believers are called by God to serve Him by offering up spiritual sacrifices, i.e., being a people zealous for good works and by giving praise to the One who has given us the great gifts of His Son's sacrifice on our behalf, His love, forgiveness, adoption into His family, etc., all for us, an undeserving people.
Let us journey on... as priests... for the Kingdom...
"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began,
"I'll open up your heart..."
"You'll find Jesus there" the boy
interrupted.
The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll
cut your heart open" he continued,
to see how much damage has been
done..."
"But when you open up my heart, you'll
find Jesus in there" said the boy.
The surgeon looked to the parents, who
Sat quietly. "When I see how much
damage has been done, I'll sew your
heart and chest back up, and I'll plan
what to do next."
"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The
Bible says He lives there. The
hymns all say He lives there. You'll
find Him in my heart."
The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell
you what I'll find in your heart.
I'll find damaged muscle, low blood
supply, and weakened vessels.
And I'll find out if I can make you well."
"You'll find Jesus there too. He lives
there."
The surgeon left.
The surgeon sat in his office, recording his
notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged
pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration.
No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy:
painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:, "
here he paused, "death within one year."
He stopped the recorder, but there was!
more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud.
"Why did You do this? You've put
him here; You've put him in this pain; and
You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"
The Lord answered and said, "The boy,
My lamb, was not meant for your
flock for long, for he is a part of My
flock, and will forever be.
Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and
will be comforted as you cannot imagine.
His parents will one day join him here,
and they will know peace, and
My flock will continue to grow."
The surgeon's tears were hot, but his
anger was hotter. "You created that
boy, and You created that heart. He'll
be dead in months. Why?"
The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb,
shall return to My flock, for He ha! s
Done his duty: I did not put My lamb
with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another
lost lamb."
The surgeon wept.. The surgeon sat
beside the boy's bed; the boy's
parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and
whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"
"Yes," said the surgeon.
"What did you find?" asked the boy.
"I found Jesus there," said the
surgeon.
Author Unknown, but greatly appreciated...
Let us journey on... heartfelt...
Answer: The Great Commission is given in Matthew chapter 28, verses 19-20, "Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." Jesus gave this Great Commission to the Apostles shortly before He ascended into Heaven. The Great Commission essentially gives what Jesus expected the Apostles, and those who followed them, to do.
In the original Greek, it is interesting that the only specific commands in Matthew 28:19-20 are "go," and "make disciples." The Great Commission instructs us that while we are going throughout the world, while we are going about our daily activities - we are to make disciples. How are we to make disciples? By baptizing them and teach them all that Jesus commanded. "Go," and "make disciples" are the commands of the Great Commission. "Baptizing" and "teaching" are the means by which we fulfill the "making disciples" aspect of the Great Commission.
Many understand Acts 1:8 as part of the Great Commission as well, "But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth." The Great Commission is enabled by the power of the Holy Spirit. We are to be Christ's witnesses, fulfilling the Great Commission, in our cities (Jerusalem), in our states and countries (Judea and Samaria), and anywhere else God sends us (to the ends of the earth).
Let us journey on... in obedience of the Great Commission...
Answer: 1 Peter 3:18-19 states, "For Christ also suffered once for sins, the just for the unjust, that He might bring us to God, being put to death in the flesh but made alive by the Spirit, by whom also He went and preached to the spirits in prison."
The phrase, "by the Spirit," in verse 18 is exactly the same construction as the phrase, "in the flesh." So it seems best to relate the word "spirit" to the same realm as the word "flesh." The flesh and spirit are Christ's flesh and spirit. The words "made alive by (in) the spirit," point to the fact that Christ's sin-bearing and death brought about the separation of His human spirit from the Father (Matthew 27:46). The contrast is between flesh and spirit, as in Matthew 27:41 and Romans 1:3-4, and not between Christ's flesh and the Holy Spirit. When Christ's atonement for sin was completed, His spirit resumed the fellowship which had been broken.
First Peter 3:18-22 describes a necessary link between Christ's suffering (verse 18) and His glorification (verse 22). Only Peter gives specific information about what happened between these two events. The word "preached" in verse 19 is not the usual word in the New Testament to describe the preaching of the gospel. It literally means to herald a message. Jesus suffered and died on the Cross, His body being put to death, and His spirit died when He was made sin. But His spirit was made alive and He yielded it to the Father. According to Peter, sometime between His death and His resurrection Jesus made a special proclamation to "the spirits in prison."
To begin with, Peter referred to people as "souls" and not "spirits" (3:20). In the New Testament, the word "spirits" is used to describe angels or demons, not human beings; and verse 22 seems to bear out this meaning. Also, nowhere in the Bible are we told that Jesus visited hell. Acts 2:31 says that He went to "Hades" (New American Standard Bible), but "Hades" is not hell. The word "Hades" refers to the realm of the dead, a temporary place where they await the resurrection. Revelation 20:11-15 in the NASB or the New International Version give a clear distinction between the two. Hell is the permanent and final place of judgment for the lost. Hades is a temporary place.
Our Lord yielded His spirit to the Father, died, and at some time between death and resurrection, visited the realm of the dead where He delivered a message to spirit beings (probably fallen angels; see Jude 6) who were somehow related to the period before the flood in Noah's time. Verse 20 makes this clear. Peter did not tell us what He proclaimed to these imprisoned spirits, but it could not be a message of redemption since angels cannot be saved (Hebrews 2:16). It was probably a declaration of victory over Satan and his hosts (1 Peter 3:22; Colossians 2:15). Ephesians 4:8-10 also seems to indicate that Christ went to "paradise" (Luke 16:20; 23:43) and took to heaven all those who had believed in Him prior to His death. The passage doesn´t give a great amount of detail about what occurred, but most Bible scholars agree that this is what is meant by "led captivity captive."
So, all that to say, the Bible isn´t entirely clear what exactly Christ did for the three days between His death and resurrection. It does seem, though, that He was preaching victory over the fallen angels and/or unbelievers. What we can know for sure is that Jesus was not giving people a second chance for salvation. The Bible tells us that we face judgment after death (Hebrews 9:27), not a second chance. There isn't really any definitively clear answer for what Jesus was doing for the time between His death and resurrection. Perhaps this is one of the mysteries we will understand once we reach glory.
Let us journey on... in the glory of His Mystery...
Answer: Christian baptism, according to the Bible, is an outward testimony of what has occurred inwardly in a believer´s life. Christian baptism illustrates a believer´s identification with Christ´s death, burial, and resurrection. The Bible declares, "Or don't you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were therefore buried with Him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life" (Romans 6:3-4 NIV). In Christian baptism, the action of being immersed in the water pictures being buried with Christ. The action of coming out of the water pictures Christ´s resurrection.
In Christian baptism, there should be two requirements before a person is baptized: (1) the person being baptized must have trusted in Jesus Christ as Savior, and (2) the person must understand what baptism signifies. If a person knows the Lord Jesus as Savior, understands that Christian baptism is a step of obedience in publicly proclaiming his faith in Christ, and desires to be baptized - then there is no reason to prevent the believer from being baptized. According to the Bible, Christian baptism is simply a step of obedience, a public proclamation of one´s faith in Christ alone for salvation. Christian baptism is important because it is a step of obedience - publicly declaring faith in Christ and commitment to Him, and identification with Christ´s death, burial, and resurrection.
Let us journey on... in knowledge...
Answer: Once a person is saved are they always saved? When people come to know Christ as their Savior, they are brought into a relationship with God that guarantees their salvation as eternally secure. Numerous passages of Scripture declare this fact. (a) Romans 8:30 declares, "And those He predestined, He also called; those He called, He also justified; those He justified, He also glorified." This verse tells us that from the moment God chooses us, it is as if we are glorified in His presence in heaven. There is nothing that can prevent a believer from one day being glorified because God has already purposed it in heaven. Once a person is justified, his salvation is guaranteed - he is as secure as if he is already glorified in heaven.
(b) Paul asks two crucial questions in Romans 8:33-34 "Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died more than that, who was raised to life - is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us." Who will bring a charge against God's elect? No one will, because Christ is our advocate. Who will condemn us? No one will, because Christ, the One who died for us, is the one who condemns. We have both the advocate and judge as our Savior.
(c) Believers are born again (regenerated) when they believe (John 3:3; Titus 3:5). For a Christian to lose his salvation, he would have to be un-regenerated. The Bible gives no evidence that the new birth can be taken away. (d) The Holy Spirit indwells all believers (John 14:17; Romans 8:9) and baptizes all believers into the Body of Christ (1 Corinthians 12:13). For a believer to become unsaved, he would have to be "un-indwelt" and detached from the Body of Christ.
(e) John 3:15 states that whoever believes in Jesus Christ will "have eternal life." If you believe in Christ today and have eternal life, but lose it tomorrow, then it was never "eternal" at all. Hence if you lose your salvation, the promises of eternal life in the Bible would be in error. (f) For the most conclusive argument, I think Scripture says it best itself, "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 8:38-39)." Remember the same God who saved you is the same God who will keep you. Once we are saved we are always saved. Our salvation is most definitely eternally secure!
Let us journey on... secure in our faith...
What To Renounce
We have renounced the hidden things of shame . . .
-2 Corinthians 4:2
Have you "renounced the hidden things of shame" in your life- the things that your sense of honor or pride will not allow to come into the light? You can easily hide them. Is there a thought in your heart about anyone that you would not like to be brought into the light? Then renounce it as soon as it comes to mind- renounce everything in its entirety until there is no hidden dishonesty or craftiness about you at all. Envy, jealousy, and strife don´t necessarily arise from your old nature of sin, but from the flesh which was used for these kinds of things in the past (see
". . . not walking in craftiness. . ." (
Let us journey on... without deceit...
The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us.
John 1:14, NIV
The one to whom we pray knows our feelings. He knows our temptation. He has felt discouraged. He has been hungry and sleepy and tired.... He nods in understanding when we pray in anger.... He smiles when we confess our weariness....
He, too, knew the drone of the humdrum and the weariness that comes with long days.... God became flesh and dwelt among us.
Let us journey on... knowing how He feels also...
Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows.
Isaiah 53:4, NIV
Why did Jesus live on earth as long as he did? Why not step into our world just long enough to die for our sins and then leave? Why not a sinless year or week? Why did He have to live a life? To take on our sins is one thing, but to take on our sunburns, our sore throats? To experience death, yes-but to put up with life? To put up with long roads, long days, and short tempers? Why did He do it?
Because he wants you to trust Him.
Let us journey on... in trust...
Well where to begin?
Lets start where I left off last, I had just turned 21. Happy birthday to me!! I had a job working at a horrible country club. Where the members were almost as stupid as the employees!! And just recently they closed the dinning room at night and let go of the night crew!! Belive me when I say it was not an unpleasent parting!!
But all is well in paradise at the moment because in about a week and a half I should be leaving for hawaii!!! I have been hired on a cruise line touring the hawaiian islands!! Also my best friend Butter was hired as well!! She has already left for training in Maryland, but I should be joining her very soon!! Thats about all for the moment but later tonight I will be back will all the dirty details of whats really been going on for th past two months!! Thats gonna be a hella long entry!!!
But before I go I have to make a sout out to my boy DJ!! If you are reading this... I miss you!! And also I lost my cell phone and everyones # that I had in it so give me a call and tell me how your doing or e-mail me, or hell just post a comment!!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt
If anyone really understands this please comment!!
Music is moral law.
It gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind,
flight to the imagination, a charm to sadness and a gaiety and life to everything.
It is the essence of order and leads to all that is good, true and beautiful.
Plato
Cant write much at the moment.... I have a shadow lurking right now, but I'll be back tonight!!
Pleasantries, Pleasentries!!
~Blessed Be~ MisCatt
This is cute...for now!
Sixteen years (preferably give, rather than, take a few) from now, opinions might change!
This is little Miss Mallie with her current boyfriend, Corbin. Mal is something of a cradle robber because Corbin just turned two a few weeks ago while she is 2 years, 5 months. He is more in love with her though, of course, and carries her photo around the house saying "My Mallory". So sweet. Don't tell Corbin, but rumor around the daycare is that "John John" is her playground sweetie.
| As I was eating breakfast this morning, I happened to be listening to Robert Schuller and thought I'd pass on to you his closing illustration. To the best of my recollection, it went something like this.
"I recently met a professor in physics who told me that he taught at a university where he was told he needed to flunk 50% of his students each year. And each year, that's exactly what happened-50% of his students failed. Then he started attending a church where the pastor kept preaching on being positive and believing the best about others. Finally, over time, he bought it all-hook, line and sinker. The next fall, he began his class with the following statement.
'Class, in previous years, 50% of the students have failed this course. But this year, I have a feeling, that this year is going to be different. I've checked your records and you are a special group of students. So this year, I'm confident that none of you are going to fail. And to that end, I'm going to help you succeed.'
At the end of that semester," Schuller said, "not one student failed. One got a C+, another one got a B-, but the rest of his students got B's and A's-and the professor concluded with this statement, 'And I didn't change my grading criteria one iota'"
Incredible! You know that the intellectual capacity of students didn't change (it was just a normal distribution of students). You know that content didn't really change. And you know that the grading didn't change. There was only one thing that changed. And that one thing was the attitude of the professor toward his students. Just by raising his expectations from failure to success, 50% of the students who would have failed in previous years didn't. That is simply incredible.
But it happens all of the time. The most famous experiment about this in education happened in the '60's in San Francisco and you can read about it in "Pygmalion in the Classroom." It that study, a normal distribution of students increased their IQ's by 15 to 30 points in one year simply because the teachers believed they were the best teachers and that they were given the best students (neither of which was true). Expectations drive so much of what happens around us.
So, as you look around you, what do you expect from those who are around you? Who do you expect the best from? Mediocrity from? And the worst from? And how much do you think your expectations play a role in how they perform? It could be your staff, your board members, your small group leaders, your ministry leaders, your spouse, your kids, your parents, your in-laws, your neighbors, your team members, or even yourself. For example, when I talk with pastors, they'll often say, "Well, no one can hit a home run every week. Sometimes you're going to hit a single and sometimes you're going to strike out. But you just keep getting up to the plate and every now and then you get to hit a home run." No! What a terrible expectation. I say, you go to the plate expecting to hit a home run every week. And if you expect that you'll hit a home run every week, you'll hit a whole lot more home runs (and an occasional triple or double, but no singles or strike outs).
So please, never underestimate the power of your expectations-on the people around you-or on yourself! In fact, why don't you raise them right now. You just might be surprised by the difference! | |||||||||||
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| September 2, 2005
Check Your Blind Spots
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When I was in high school, I had a driving instructor who gave me some sound advice. "You think by looking in the rearview mirror you know what is on your left side, but your vision is limited," he said. "Always look over your shoulder before changing lanes. There may be another car in your blind spot." His wise instruction has kept me out of more potential wrecks than I care to think about.
Moses had some wise instruction for the people of Israel. They were to make the study and contemplation of God's commandments an integral part of life. Moses said, "You shall teach them diligently to your children, and shall talk of them when you sit in your house, when you walk by the way, when you lie down, and when you rise up" (Deuteronomy 6:7). In short, God's words were to permeate every aspect of their lives.
The Bible is our instruction manual from God for navigating life's journey. But merely owning a copy is not enough. It must be studied, applied, and passed on to others.
Just as checking our blind spot should become an automatic response while we drive, applying God's Word should be our natural response as we encounter the hazards of life. It will help us avoid a spiritual crash. -Dennis Fisher
Let us journey on... looking for those blind spots...
You answer us in amazing ways, God our Savior.
Psalm 65:5
God never turns his back on those who ask honest questions. He never did in the Old Testament; he never did in the New Testament. So if you are asking honest questions of God, he will not turn away from you....
In learning to depend on God, we must accept that we may not know all the answers, but we know who knows the answers.
Let us journey on... knowing Who to thank for everything...
| August 31, 2005
The Only One
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As a teacher with many years of experience in high school and college classrooms, I have observed many kinds of students. One in particular is what I call the "just me and the teacher" student. This pupil has a kind of one-on-one conversation with the teacher-almost as if no one else were in the class. The teacher's rhetorical questions, for instance, result in verbal answers from this student-oblivious to anyone else's reaction. While the class is filled with other pupils, this one seems to think it's "just me and the teacher."
As I watched one of these students recently and saw him command the teacher's attention, I thought, He's on to something. He has the focus we all need to have when we pray.
The thought that millions of other Christians are talking to God as we pray should never cause us to feel that we are less important. No, as we talk to our everywhere-present, all-knowing, all-powerful God, we can be confident that He is giving us His full attention. David said, "This poor man cried out, and the Lord heard him" (Psalm 34:6). God directs single-minded attention toward our praise, our requests, and our concerns.
When you pray, to Him you are the only one. -Dave Branon
Let us journey on... focused...
"I am the voice of one calling out in the desert."
John 1:23
John was a voice for Christ with more than his voice. His life matched his words. When a person's ways and words are the same, the fusion is explosive. But when a person says one thing and lives another, the result is destructive. People will know we are Christians, not because we bear the name, but because we live the life.
Let us journey on... living the life... as God intended...
From 'My Utmost for His Highest' by Oswald Chambers...
Jesus said to her, ´Did I not say to you that if you would believe you would see the glory of God?´
-John 11:40
Every time you venture out in your life of faith, you will find something in your circumstances that, from a commonsense standpoint, will flatly contradict your faith. But common sense is not faith, and faith is not common sense. In fact, they are as different as the natural life and the spiritual. Can you trust Jesus Christ where your common sense cannot trust Him? Can you venture out with courage on the words of Jesus Christ, while the realities of your commonsense life continue to shout, "It´s all a lie"? When you are on the mountaintop, it´s easy to say, "Oh yes, I believe God can do it," but you have to come down from the mountain to the demon-possessed valley and face the realities that scoff at your Mount-of-Transfiguration belief (see
Every time my theology becomes clear to my own mind, I encounter something that contradicts it. As soon as I say, "I believe ´God shall supply all [my] need,´ " the testing of my faith begins (
Faith must be tested, because it can only become your intimate possession through conflict. What is challenging your faith right now? The test will either prove your faith right, or it will kill it. Jesus said, "Blessed is he who is not offended because of Me"
Believe steadfastly on Him and everything that challenges you will strengthen your faith. There is continual testing in the life of faith up to the point of our physical death, which is the last great test. Faith is absolute trust in God- trust that could never imagine that He would forsake us (see
Let us journey on... being tested... and being triumphant...
Grace and Peace...
Did you know that the Apostle Paul started each one of his Epistles in such a manner. Not every epistle started with those exact words, but pretty much the same feelings throughout. Grace, the definition in Webster's is:
A short prayer of blessing or thanksgiving said before or after a meal.
We pretty much know what the grace before a meal is, but let's look at the other definitions...
God's disposition is to be generous, helpful, and He has nothing but goodwill for and toward His creations.
Mercy.. if we got what we deserved for our sins... you and I would just be piles of ashes instantly.
Divine love, Protection, Sanctification, Excellence... all of these synonymous with Grace.
Let's look at Peace:
Freedom from quarrels and disagreement; harmonious relations
Inner contentment; serenity
Free from strife
When we usually think of peace if you're my age or older.. I think of doves, peace signs
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etc.
Freedom from quarrels or disagreements, serenity
Or the 'peace of God', that's the peace that God freely gives, even when the storms of life are raging against us...
Remember the next time someone greets you.. 'Yo, Whut Up?, Hey! wassup? Howya doin'?
Try 'Grace and Peace' see what happens... p.h.
Let us journey on... grace and peace...
Whoever is wise will... think about the love of the Lord.
Psalm 107:43
Aging? A necessary process to pass on to a better world.
Death? Merely a brief passage, a tunnel....
The next time you find yourself along in a dark alley facing the undeniables of life, don't cover them with a blanket, or ignore them with a nervous grin. Don't turn up the TV and pretend they aren't there. Instead, stand still, whisper God's name, and listen. He is nearer than you think.
Let us journey on... whispering His name...
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross.
Hebrews 12:2, NIV
Remember, heaven was not foreign to Jesus. He is the only person to live on earth after he had lived in heaven.... He knew heaven before he came to earth. He knew what awaited him upon his return. And knowing what awaited him in heaven enabled him to bear the shame on earth.
Let us journey on... not ashamed of our gospel...
"I gave you this work: to go and produce fruit, fruit that will last."
John 15:16
A good gardener will do what it takes to help a vine bear fruit. What fruit does God want? Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Gal. 5:22-23). These are the fruits of the Spirit. And this is what God longs to see in us. And like a careful gardener, he will clip and cut away anything that interferes.
Let us journey on... being pruned...
Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down - 73 in a 55 zone.
Fourth time in as many months.
How could a guy get caught so often?
When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour Jack pulled over, but only partially.
Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard.
Maybe some car will tweak his backside with a mirror.
The cop was stepping out of his car with the big pad in hand.
Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat.
This was worse than the coming ticket.
A cop catching a guy from his own church.
A guy who happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the office.
A guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow.
Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man he'd never seen in uniform.
"Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this."
"Hello, Jack." No smile.
"Guess you caught me red-handed in a rush to see my wife and kids."
"Yeah, I guess." Bob seemed uncertain. Good.
"I've seen some long days at the office lately. I'm afraid I bent the rules a bit -just this once."
Jack toed at a pebble on the pavement.
"Diane said something about roast beef and potatoes tonight, know what I mean?"
"I know what you mean. I also know that you have a reputation in our precinct."
Ouch. This was not going in the right direction. Time to change tactics.
"What'd you clock me at?"
"Seventy. Would you sit back in your car please?"
"Now wait a minute here, Bob. I checked as soon as saw you. I was barely nudging 65."
The lie seemed to come easier with every ticket.
"Please, Jack, in the car."
Flustered, Jack hunched himself through the still-open door. Slamming it shut, he stared at the dashboard. He was in no rush to open the window.
The minutes ticked by. Bob scribbled away on the pad.
Why hadn't he asked for a driver's license?
Whatever the reason, it would be a month of Sundays before Jack ever sat near this cop again. A tap on the door jerked his head to the left. There was Bob, a folded paper in hand Jack rolled down the window a mere two inches, just enough room for Bob to pass him the slip.
"Thanks." Jack could not quite keep the sneer out of his voice.
Bob returned to his police car without a word. Jack watched his retreat in the mirror. Jack unfolded the sheet of paper. How much was this one going to cost?
Wait a minute.
What was this?
Some kind of joke?
Certainly not a ticket.
Jack began to read:
"Dear Jack, Once upon a time I had a daughter. She was six when killed by a car. You guessed it- a speeding driver. A fine and three months in jail, and the man was free. Free to hug his daughters, all three of them. I only had one, and I'm going to have to wait until Heaven before I can ever hug her again.
A thousand times I've tried to forgive that man. A thousand times I thought I had. Maybe I did, but I need to do it again. Even now. Pray for me. And be careful, Jack, my son is all I have left."
"Bob"
Jack turned around in time to see Bob's car pull away and head down the road. Jack watched until it disappeared. A full 15 minutes later, he too, pulled away and drove slowly home, praying for forgiveness and hugging a surprised wife and kids when he arrived.
Life is precious. Handle with care. This is an important message; please pass it along to your friends. Drive safely and carefully.
Remember, cars are not the only things recalled by their maker.
Funny how you can read a thousand jokes and they spread like wildfire, but when you start reading messages regarding the sanctity of life, people think twice about sharing.
Funny how when you go to share this message, you will not share it with some, because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sharing it with them.
Pass this on, you may save a life. Maybe not, but we'll never know if we don't try.
May today there be peace within you. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. "I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."
Please pass this on. There is no cost, but lots of rewards.
Let us journey on... safely...
Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you . . .
-John 14:27
There are times in our lives when our peace is based simply on our own ignorance. But when we are awakened to the realities of life, true inner peace is impossible unless it is received from Jesus. When our Lord speaks peace, He creates peace, because the words that He speaks are always "spirit, and they are life" (
Are you severely troubled right now? Are you afraid and confused by the waves and the turbulence God sovereignly allows to enter your life? Have you left no stone of your faith unturned, yet still not found any well of peace, joy, or comfort? Does your life seem completely barren to you? Then look up and receive the quiet contentment of the Lord Jesus. Reflecting His peace is proof that you are right with God, because you are exhibiting the freedom to turn your mind to Him. If you are not right with God, you can never turn your mind anywhere but on yourself. Allowing anything to hide the face of Jesus Christ from you either causes you to become troubled or gives you a false sense of security.
With regard to the problem that is pressing in on you right now, are you "looking unto Jesus" (
From 'My Utmost for His Highest' by Oswald Chambers
Let us journey on... not troubled, but in perfect peace...
August 26
He forgives your sins-every one.
Psalm 103:3, The Message
It's against God's nature to remember forgiven sins....
He who is perfect love cannot hold grudges. If he does, then he isn't perfect love. And if he isn't perfect love, you might as well put this book down and go fishing, because both of us are chasing fairy tales.
But I believe in his loving forgetfulness. And I believe he has a graciously terrible memory.
Let us journey on... in His perfect love...
Several years ago, a friend and her husband were invited to spend the weekend at the husband's employer's home. The woman was nervous about the weekend. The boss was very wealthy, with a fine home on the waterway, and cars costing more than her house.
The first day and evening went well, and my friend was delighted to have this rare glimpse into how the very wealthy live. The husband's employer was quite generous as a host, and took them to the finest restaurants.
Knowing she would never have the opportunity to indulge in this kind of extravagance again, she was enjoying herself immensely.
As the three of them were about to enter an exclusive restaurant that evening, the boss was walking slightly ahead of his guests. He stopped suddenly, looking down on the pavement for a long, silent moment.
There was nothing on the ground except a single darkened penny that someone had dropped, and a few cigarette butts. Still silent, the man reached down and picked up the penny.
He held it up and smiled, then put it in his pocket as if he had found a great treasure. "How absurd!" she thought. What need did this man have for a single penny? Why would he even take the time to stop and pick it up?
Throughout dinner, the entire scene nagged at her. Finally, she could stand it no longer. She causally mentioned that her daughter once had a coin collection, and asked if the penny he had found had been of some value.
A smile crept across the man's face as he reached into his pocket for the penny and held it out for her to see. She had seen many pennies before! What was the point of this?
"Look at it," He said. "Read what it says."
She read the words "United States of America."
"No, not that; read further."
"One cent?"
"No, keep reading."
"In God we Trust?"
"Yes!"
"And?"
"And if I trust in God, the name of God is holy, even on a coin.
Whenever I find a coin I see that inscription. It is written on every single United States coin, but we never seem to notice it! God drops a message right in front of me telling me to trust Him? Who am I to pass it by?
When I see a coin, I pray, I stop to see if my trust IS in God at that moment. I pick the coin up as a response to God; that I do trust in Him. For a short time, at least, I cherish it as if it were gold. I think it is God's way of starting a conversation with me. Lucky for me, God is patient and pennies are plentiful!"
When I was out shopping today, I found a penny on the sidewalk. I stopped and picked it up, and realized that I had been worrying and fretting in my mind about things I cannot change. I read the words, "In God We Trust," and had to laugh. Yes, God, I get the message.
Let us journey on... in Trust...
The Lord came to me like a dream one day and asked,
"Why do you sorrow?"
I answered, "Lord, my life is so full of pain,
I can't face one more tomorrow."
The Lord sat down beside me,
and gently took my hand.
He said,
"Let me explain to you and then you'll understand.
Each sorrow is a stepping stone
you must surmount each day,
And every stepping stone you climb
is a sorrow that's passed away.
The road of life is a mountainside,
with crevices in which to be caught,
But as you struggle on your way,
I, the Rock, will lend support.
Every stepping stone you climb,
makes spirit and heart grow strong.
Exercising character and faith
this road seems painful and long.
The way is paved with stepping stones,
to uplift your heart and soul,
Though difficult, they aid your way,
to a City paved with gold.
I know that you are tired,
for I too have walked this way,
My sorrows did they multiply,
but I cleared the stones away.
I left my rock to lift you up,
I left behind my story.
To give you strength to make your climb,
to that special place in glory.
And never fear, the Rock is here,
You'll never climb alone
Surmount life's sorrows, continue on,
For they are but stepping stones.

Let us journey on... upward...
One day, one friend asked another,
"How is it that you are always so happy?
You have so much energy,
and you never seem to get down."
With her eyes smiling, she said,
"I know the Secret!"
"What secret is that?"
To which she replied,
"I'll tell you all about it,
but you have to promise to
share the Secret with others."
"The Secret is this:
I have learned there is little I can do
in my life that will make me truly happy.
I must depend on God to make
me happy and to meet my needs.
When a need arises in my life,
I have to trust God to supply
according to HIS riches.
I have learned most of the time
I don't need half of what I think I do.
He has never let me down.
Since I learned that 'Secret', I am happy."
The questioner's first thought was,
"That's too simple!"
But upon reflecting over her own life
she recalled how she thought a bigger house
would make her happy, but it didn't!
She thought a better paying job
would make her happy, but it hadn't.
When did she realize her greatest happiness?
Sitting on the floor with her grandchildren,
playing games, eating pizza or reading a story,
a simple gift from God.
Now you know it too!
We can't depend on people to make us happy.
Only GOD in His infinite wisdom can do that.
Trust HIM!
And now I pass the Secret on to you!
So once you get it, what will you do?
YOU have to tell someone the Secret, too!
That GOD in His wisdom will take care of YOU!
But it's not really a secret...
We just have to believe it and do it...
Really trust God!

In everything you do, put GOD first, and he will direct
you and crown your effort with success .
(Proverbs 3:6)
Let us journey on... in sharing...
They say pictures can say 1000 words...

Beginning of the night...
Middle of the night....

End of the night...
Houston, we have a problem!
I did not know His love before,
the way I know it now.
I could not see my need for Him,
my pride would not allow.
I had it all, without a care,
the "Self-Sufficient" lie.
My path was smooth, my sea was still,
not a cloud was in my sky.
I thought I knew His love for me,
I thought I'd seen His grace,
I thought I did not need to grow,
I thought I'd found my place.
But then the way grew rough and dark,
the storm clouds quickly rolled;
The waves began to rock my ship,
my anchor would not hold.
The ship that I had built myself
was made of foolish pride.
It fell apart and left me bare,
with nowhere else to hide.
I had no strength or faith to face
the trials that lay ahead,
And so I simply prayed to Him
and bowed my weary head.
His loving arms enveloped me,
and then He helped me stand.
He said, "You still must face this storm,
but I will hold your hand."
So through the dark and lonely night
He guided me through pain.
I could not see the light of day
or when the storm might wane.
Yet through the aches and endless tears,
my faith began to grow.
I could not see it at the time,
but my light began to glow.
I saw God's love in brand new light,
His grace and mercy, too.
For only when all self was gone
could Jesus' love shine through.
It was not easy in the storm,
I sometimes wondered, "Why?"
At times I thought, "I can't go on."
I'd hurt, and doubt, and cry.
But Jesus never left my side,
He guided me each day.
Through pain and strife,
through fire and flood,
He helped me all the way.
And now I see as never before
how great His love can be.
How in my weakness He is strong,
how Jesus cares for me!
He worked it all out for my good,
although the way was rough.
He only sent what I could bear,
and then He cried, "Enough!"
He raised His hand and said, "Be still!"
He made the storm clouds cease.
He opened up the gates of joy
and flooded me with peace.
I see His face now clearer still,
I felt His presence strong.
I found anew His faithfulness,
He never did me wrong.
Now I know more storms will come,
but only for my good,
For pain and tears have helped me grow
As naught else ever could.
I still have so much more to learn
as Jesus works in me;
If in the storm I'll love Him more,
that's where I want to be.
Written by:
Wendy Greiner Lefko
©1996
Let us journey on...
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