If this life were a soap opera, I probably wouldn't be playing one of the starring roles. I don't know why, but one thing's for sure:
Being on the spotlight isn't always grand. There are blind fanatics who expect constant miracles from you. There are those who expect you to start making mistakes, slip, and fall. That's just life. You can't please everybody. There's a lot at stake once you're on top of your game.
Let's just say that I'm pretty much okay with where I am now. Under the radar and in the shadows...
R.
Once I gave you the signs
that not everything was fine.
The same still happen too many times.
More than once I tried to tell you
this has been more than just my 'nonsensical blues'.
Still, you didn't get a clue.
All those years, I felt like talking to a wall.
Every word I said bounced back like a ball.
When would you get that wake-up call?
So I drifted away,
pretending everything was okay.
What else could I say?
Now you want me to hear you out,
when I've already guessed what it's all about.
What?
It is time that you realized
there is only one way out of this:
Face the music.
Deal with it.
R.
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