THE REALITY SOAP: AFTER DAD'S FUNERAL

"REALISTICALLY-SPEAKING: I AM ROMANTICALLY-CHALLENGED"

I am romantically-challenged. That's nothing new and also for sure. I've been that way for too damn long, since I can't even remember when.

One of my old college friends came up with another more sophisticated term about people with my (mental? psychological?) condition - and posted it on her Facebook wall. It's called 'philophobe' - someone with the phobia for romance - or the fear of falling in love. She told me that she and I were on the same boat.

Don't get me wrong; I'm not feeling sorry for myself or anything like that. I can still be happy with my life once in a while. That's life anyway.

I'm romantically-challenged because:

1.I keep falling in love with the wrong guys.

2.I keep getting heartbroken and alone in the end. (Come to think of it, I'm getting so good at being single that I no longer remember how to let people in easily. Yes, call me difficult as you may please.)

I'm sick to death of this same, old sick cycle carousel!

Enough said.

R.

"SILENT WHISPERS OF THE UNHEARD"
2/7/2012

Once I gave you the signs
that not everything was fine.
The same still happen too many times.

More than once I tried to tell you
this has been more than just my 'nonsensical blues'.
Still, you didn't get a clue.

All those years, I felt like talking to a wall.
Every word I said bounced back like a ball.
When would you get that wake-up call?

So I drifted away,
pretending everything was okay.
What else could I say?

Now you want me to hear you out,
when I've already guessed what it's all about.
What?

It is time that you realized
there is only one way out of this:
Face the music.
Deal with it.


R.

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