THE REALITY SOAP: AFTER DAD'S FUNERAL

"REALISTICALLY-SPEAKING: I AM ROMANTICALLY-CHALLENGED"

I am romantically-challenged. That's nothing new and also for sure. I've been that way for too damn long, since I can't even remember when.

One of my old college friends came up with another more sophisticated term about people with my (mental? psychological?) condition - and posted it on her Facebook wall. It's called 'philophobe' - someone with the phobia for romance - or the fear of falling in love. She told me that she and I were on the same boat.

Don't get me wrong; I'm not feeling sorry for myself or anything like that. I can still be happy with my life once in a while. That's life anyway.

I'm romantically-challenged because:

1.I keep falling in love with the wrong guys.

2.I keep getting heartbroken and alone in the end. (Come to think of it, I'm getting so good at being single that I no longer remember how to let people in easily. Yes, call me difficult as you may please.)

I'm sick to death of this same, old sick cycle carousel!

Enough said.

R.

"THE REALITY SOAP" BY.THE ROMANTICALLY-CHALLENGED
6/3/2012

You might be wondering why I start writing with this title.:P Well, I have my reasons and would gladly share you some here, but it's not fun just spilling all the beans. You just have to figure the rest out yourself, as you go along each entry here.;) If you have the time to do that, thank you very much. I really appreciate it.

So, anyway...what's a "reality soap"? And why am I "the romantically-challenged"?*big evil grin*

Alright, let me jump to question number two first.:P I'll be quick, because the answer is pretty damn short:

Love sucks.:| Enough said.*rolls eyes*

-_'-...

When I was a teenager, I'd thought that reality shows were always real - and soap operas were nonsense. It turns out that time has changed. No, scratch that. I mean, people change. That's why I came up with this title:

"The Reality Soap".

The older we get, the more complex life is. It's just real and complicated at once. Oftentimes, I find it hard to believe. I question a lot, and I'm very critical. That's always been the case with me.

I'm writing here to clear off some stuff in my head. To help me to think and figure things out. To regain my sanity when things get rough.

This isn't just about me, though. This is also about people around me. Anyway, enjoy reading.:)

yours truly,

R.

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