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KEEPING MY SANITY

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I believe that many people have reasons why they write in diaries/journals/blogs.:P Hey, I can even list some of those here pretty easy: 1."I just love writing. It's my hobby." 2.I think too much. If I don't do something really constructive and productive about it, I am afraid that my poor head will soon explode!*big evil grin* 3."I write better than I talk, and I don't feel like wasting other people's precious time listening (and waiting impatiently) to my stutterings. That's awfully embarrassing!" 4."Not everybody in the world can always accept brutal honesty. That's what I am truly aware of." 5."I feel that the world is slowly lacking sympathy.:( Still, you know what to do when nobody bothers to at least spend a little time to listen to your problems." 6."I can be my own heroine in my own storybook!";D 7.... ...and the list could go on forever. However, I'd like to sum it all up with my own reason these days: "This is my way of keeping my sanity." ......................... *big evil grin* Yes, people. That's right. I am seriously addicted to writing. This has been my therapy. You may and may not like what I write in here. That is truly up to you. Besides, I am just here to present my point of view. So, welcome to my world. The Author

OUT OF THE BLUE...:D

8/22/2007

Last night turned out to be one of the happiest in my life so far --- after what had seemed like a very long time.:D
Tiger is back!!:D Yes, people. He was online again.
*deep sigh* Oh, my God.:'-) I've been missing him like crazy. (Hehe, I'm not ashamed to admit that right now.:P Besides, it's not wrong to be honest with yourself, is it?)
He's finally living in his new place in Manchester with his old high-school pal.:) Thank God for that, I must say. He said he liked it much better. Good.
And he also knew that his ex had talked to me online recently.*big evil grin* Al was right; there's no need for me to feel jealous of her at all anymore. Tiger and I ended up laughing at her stupid, silly charade. Her games are already way too old and cheap. No more...
He's moved on, God.:) Finally. Thank You very much for always taking care of him, The Best Way You're Forever Capable Of.
Alhamdulillah...:)
Then, it was just like old times again.:) We'd mostly joked around --- back and forth. Perfect.
But I hope he was really serious when he said this:
"Do you have any idea just how much fun we'll have in real life together?:)"
"I seriously want that to happen." And yes, I mean it.;)
"Someday, hon. Someday...:)"
*melts like jelly*:P
For once, I'd like to know how it feels to be the heroine with the happy-ending (in reality, of course.) Will I get my turn this time?:|