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KEEPING MY SANITY

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I believe that many people have reasons why they write in diaries/journals/blogs.:P Hey, I can even list some of those here pretty easy: 1."I just love writing. It's my hobby." 2.I think too much. If I don't do something really constructive and productive about it, I am afraid that my poor head will soon explode!*big evil grin* 3."I write better than I talk, and I don't feel like wasting other people's precious time listening (and waiting impatiently) to my stutterings. That's awfully embarrassing!" 4."Not everybody in the world can always accept brutal honesty. That's what I am truly aware of." 5."I feel that the world is slowly lacking sympathy.:( Still, you know what to do when nobody bothers to at least spend a little time to listen to your problems." 6."I can be my own heroine in my own storybook!";D 7.... ...and the list could go on forever. However, I'd like to sum it all up with my own reason these days: "This is my way of keeping my sanity." ......................... *big evil grin* Yes, people. That's right. I am seriously addicted to writing. This has been my therapy. You may and may not like what I write in here. That is truly up to you. Besides, I am just here to present my point of view. So, welcome to my world. The Author

LITERALLY POWERLESS...:(

8/28/2007

This will be a short entry.:| I'd also very much like to actually, literally scream with obvious relief:

"THANK GOD I'VE ONLY WORKED HALF A DAY!"

Right. I am terribly exhausted now. I've been working like crazy since last night.:| Hundreds of orders --- in four places today!:O*gasps* Imagine that.
And I couldn't sleep well last night.*yawns hugely* I had another strange nightmare about seeing my own dead body drowning --- completely underwater. My face was pale and my lips were purply-blue. But strangely, I'd looked very asleep and peaceful.
*shudders*
Unfortunately, I still can't think clearly now.:( I know, my previous statement about Tiger's ex wasn't entirely fair.*blushes* I mean, she actually is heartless.:x But still, now she has the rights to do whatever the hell she likes, regardless Tiger's feelings about it. It's him who has to really get over her. Soon.
And the bitch is, I still feel so powerless about that.*sighs* Damn it.:(
You know what? I don't want to think or even feel about anything or anyone else right now but my own needs. I'm tired. Screw this!:x I want to be selfish now.
I need my peaceful solitude. Sleep...