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KEEPING MY SANITY

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I believe that many people have reasons why they write in diaries/journals/blogs.:P Hey, I can even list some of those here pretty easy: 1."I just love writing. It's my hobby." 2.I think too much. If I don't do something really constructive and productive about it, I am afraid that my poor head will soon explode!*big evil grin* 3."I write better than I talk, and I don't feel like wasting other people's precious time listening (and waiting impatiently) to my stutterings. That's awfully embarrassing!" 4."Not everybody in the world can always accept brutal honesty. That's what I am truly aware of." 5."I feel that the world is slowly lacking sympathy.:( Still, you know what to do when nobody bothers to at least spend a little time to listen to your problems." 6."I can be my own heroine in my own storybook!";D 7.... ...and the list could go on forever. However, I'd like to sum it all up with my own reason these days: "This is my way of keeping my sanity." ......................... *big evil grin* Yes, people. That's right. I am seriously addicted to writing. This has been my therapy. You may and may not like what I write in here. That is truly up to you. Besides, I am just here to present my point of view. So, welcome to my world. The Author

WORRY...:(

5/8/2008

Although I'm tired, I still want to write this. Like I've already said before, I'll try to update this as much and often as possible.
I can't believe that they're switching the preliminary FCE test sooner.:( (FCE = First Certificate in English). It's tomorrow at three pm - a perfect end to a perfect day.*deep sigh* Oh, well. Whatever.*rolls eyes* I have no other choice but to just deal with it.*shrugs* It'll definitely be in strict British (not American!:P), so I must rely on my minimum skills...and luck.
Well, I'm still counting down the days here. Not just for the end of this dreadful training, but also for Nick's visit.;) I'm still praying really hard that nothing will completely ruin our plan together, eventhough if that means I must give up a few little sleeping hours.:| I can't sacrifice my new job ahead (and I also won't, because that'll be too crazy and is really out of the question!), but I also need some spare time - just for him. I've promised him since like months ago, long before I got accepted. I hate having to break promises as much as contracts. Do you think it's way too much to ask and I can't have it all?
Hani just texted me, saying she believed that I could handle everything. I want to, so please help me God...
I know, I'm worrying too much again.:(