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KEEPING MY SANITY

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I believe that many people have reasons why they write in diaries/journals/blogs.:P Hey, I can even list some of those here pretty easy: 1."I just love writing. It's my hobby." 2.I think too much. If I don't do something really constructive and productive about it, I am afraid that my poor head will soon explode!*big evil grin* 3."I write better than I talk, and I don't feel like wasting other people's precious time listening (and waiting impatiently) to my stutterings. That's awfully embarrassing!" 4."Not everybody in the world can always accept brutal honesty. That's what I am truly aware of." 5."I feel that the world is slowly lacking sympathy.:( Still, you know what to do when nobody bothers to at least spend a little time to listen to your problems." 6."I can be my own heroine in my own storybook!";D 7.... ...and the list could go on forever. However, I'd like to sum it all up with my own reason these days: "This is my way of keeping my sanity." ......................... *big evil grin* Yes, people. That's right. I am seriously addicted to writing. This has been my therapy. You may and may not like what I write in here. That is truly up to you. Besides, I am just here to present my point of view. So, welcome to my world. The Author

BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME...

5/22/2008

Is this the last peer teaching (groupwork) for this training?:( I hope so. But the thing is, I'm not going to tell you the details of my sucky presentation this very morning.*blushes* Let's just say that I started out the day in the wrong side. Sad but true.
Should I blame her for this?:| Maybe not really. True, she's awfully moody and a little self-centered at times. She's also stubborn and hardly listens. It's her idea that must be accepted. Just do all she says and all will go well.*rolls eyes*
It was just like what happened today. Yesterday, she didn't want to discuss anything further and just wanted to go home. Fine. I thought, okay, we'll discuss that again together - first thing in the early morning. But then, it turned out that she'd already prepared her idea and the whole concept without consulting with me first. All I had to do was follow suit. No, it's not that I think her idea for the presentation was a total crap. Her ideas are great. She's really smart. But the problem is, she just won't let me take part more often too. The result today was obviously disastrous at my end, of course. Because it's her idea, she's had more practice time at home, while I only had...twenty minutes before class. I had my first shot presenting the whole idea in a lousy way, while she - of course - did it ten times better. Imagine that. How unfair.
But then again, I won't bluntly put all the blame on her. It's just no use anymore. I'm only responsible for myself.
Well, at least today wasn't that bad. We could go home early and there'll be no assignments nor presentations tomorrow. I also just received the result of my preliminary FCE test score today:
It's 61%. I know, it's still only a plain C, but they still wrote it: "passed".:) Not bad for a start (and also for someone having trouble in catching up with British accent, just because she's more used to with American.:P) Luckily, they said I could always update my FCE score - at least once in every two month or so. Anytime. Thank God.
That's quite a relief.:) Next time? Of course.