I didn’t feel bad. I didn’t feel good either. It’s "˜bout the news that John told me yesterday. He admitted he’s taken already. I guess that’s the real reason why our communication ended just like that. That reason made me hate guys more! No guy had proven something good to me. They just made me think that they were really untrustworthy. My brother, my cousins, even some of my friends and those guys who courted me, they all never showed or proved something good "˜bout guys. They all showed some examples of how bad the guys were, how I’m going to hate them, how they will ruin my life.

Ok let’s talk "˜bout John first. I didn’t love him at the first place. I like him. We’re friends. I like the state of our relationship before our communication eventually ended. He’s sweet. He’s good. He’s a nice guy. During summer, he even tried to court me but it didn’t work out because he knew that I didn’t have any plan to have a bf. Now, I will admit it again. I really like this guy. Special is different from love right?! He’s special. I thought I was special to him too. But I was wrong. Maybe at first I was but it didn’t last long.

I met this guy last summer and so his friend Kim. This September, Kim had his gf named Nova. And now, it’s John who had his gf next. Oh my God! I’m so left out! I hated guys more this time because of John! All the sweetness and everything, they’re all not true. But you know what? Actually, I wasn’t really hurt.

I have a new friend. His name is Avien. He’s nice. He’s cool. He has a sense of humor. He’s not boring to text with. He’s a good guy. And most of all, he’s a classmate of my cousin. So I’m pretty sure this one is a good one.

Well, this is life.

            "Some shit will enter your life. Eventually, they will make you feel your so special and after some time they’ll be gone like bubbles. Then one unexpected day, they will be there again telling you some news like they have forgotten what has been with the two of you in the past. And you, how stupid you are! You act like everything’s fine though deep within this *points to the heart* you’re falling into pieces. But then you’re looking forward that someday, somebody will make you whole again. And you’ll hope he will not do the same."

            I just wanna tell that I’m not falling into pieces. Yeah, it hurts. Just a little bit. Special kasi siya diba?! But I’m fine. I’m still living my life. I’m still enjoying my life. Naghahanap pa din ako ng katapat ko. Kung wala pa din kayo gaya ko, sama- sama tayong maghanap. Hindi ako ganun ka-manhater, wala lang ako masyadong tiwala sa mga lalake. Lumaki kasi ako na ang mga kapatid at pinsan kong nakapaligid sakin ay mga babaero at talaga namang hindi katiwa-tiwala. May tiwala naman ako kahit papaano sa mga lalake pero hindi ganoon kalaki ang tiwalang binibigay ko. Mahirap na! Iniingatan ko lang ang puso ko at iniingatan ko din ang relationship na meron ako sa lalaking yun!

Teka! Iche- check- up ko lang puso ko. *dug,dug* yeah!!! Natunog pa sya! Buo pa din naman. Di naman nagkaroon ng crack. Mukha namang di malakas ang impact ni John. Buti na lang talaga matagal din syang hindi nagparamdam kaya ayon nabaling ang atensyon ko sa iba. Sa kaibigan, sa studies (ehem!! Tama, sa studies nga ang nabasa nyo), sa family, kay God at sa mga taong bagong pasok sa buhay ko. Haha!!!

Left out nga ako pero andyan naman kayo. Single din gaya ko! Sama- sama tayong maghanap ha!! Hehe!!

Ahmmm"¦.

            May bagong realization nga pala ako. Mali ako na sinasarado ko ang puso ko na mahalin ang isang kaibigan. Mas maayos nga silang mahalin kasi kilala mo na sila kaso yun nga lang may problema. What if friend lang talaga tingin nya saken? Haha!!! E di durog durog ulit ang puso. Haha!!!

            Masyado na kong naluluka! Gotta go!!

Rock on!!! m/ peace out"¦ *dug-dug*

last friday e battle of the bands sa school.

lungkot naman. last battle na yun na mapapanuod ko sa school ngayong high school. pero saya naman. enjoy sya. ganda nung mga kinanta ng mga bands at maganda din naman yun mga original composition nila. galing talaga ng mga taga- LC. haha!! ngayon lang ako naging proud sa school ko ha. hehe!!

gabi na ko nakauwi. 9pm ako nakadating dito sa house. yan na ang pinakalate kong dating dito sa house from school. yan naman e as of the moment pa lang.

hay!!!

gusto ko sanang mag intemission sa malalaking events sa scholl gaya ng battle of the bands kaso di naman kami sinasama nung mga kasama namin sa sayaw eh.. hehe!! yae na!!!

ang yaman nga pala ng LC ngayon... ang price dun sa raffle draw e 2 MP4, isang Nokia 6030 at isang digital camera. oh di ba sosyal. ang nanalo ng cellphone e si lala yung kapatid ni gerald toco. ang nanalo naman ng digital cam e 2nd year HS. hay!!! ang swerte naman nila. ang tagal tagal ko ng nasa LC di pa ko nanalo kahit isang beses sa mga raffle na ganyan o kaya sa BINGO man lang. hay!!!

hmmm...

sunday ngayon.. gusto kong sumimba... di naman ako makasimba ng mag isa. ayoko silang makita. baka manggalaiti lang ako sa galit.

haha!!!

non sense na mga sinasabi ko.

geh!!!

ampota talaga!!! lam nyo ba nangyari sa buhay ko?! sobrang nagulo sya. lanjong mga tao yun oh!!! asar na ko. kala ko kaibigan ko sila hindi pala. ako lang pala nag- eexpect na kaibigan ko sila. ganoon ba talaga ang mga lalaki?! mahirap ba talaga sa kanila na sabihin sa kaibigan nilang babae na may girlfriend na sila?! hindi naman di ba?! siguro nga di nya lang talaga ko tinuring na kaibigan kaya di nya nagawang sabihin sakin na may girlfriend sya. at ang nakakainis pa dito, nagawa pa nyang ibigay ang number ko dun sa babae. at ako pa mismo ang tinanong nung babae na "baka naman nililigawan ka na ni kim ha?!" NAMAN!!!bakit di mo muna itanong sa boyfriend mo?! wala ka bang tiwala sa boyfriend mo?! GAGA KA!!! sinagot mo pa sya kung di mo din lang pagtitiwalaan di ba?! at saka di mo ko kilala kaya wag na wag mo kong tatanungin ng mga ganyang tanong. ayoko ng ganyang klase ng mga tanong eh. parang pinalalabas mo na masama ako!!! oo masama ako pero never in my life akong mang aagaw ng taong boyfriend na ng iba!!! hindi ako ganon kakitid mag isip!!!

ang nakakainis lang naman talaga dun e nagkasikretohan na!!! hindi pa din ba talaga ko kaibigan sa'yo?! siguro talaga lang friendly ako kaya ang trato ko sayo e friend ko talaga. yung as in alam yung current events sa buhay ko. at siguro talagang di ka lang kasing friendly ko!!! hay!!! buhay nga naman!!!

let us all have some space. oo friendly yung gf mo. nakikipagtextmate nga sya sakin e pero ilang ako. ilang ako kasi syempre ininterrogate nya ko ng ganon. pasalamat ka pa nga at di ko sinasabi sa kanya kung pano ka maggoodnight sakin eh!!! pag nasabi ko yun, break agad kayo tol!!! pasalamat ka itinuring kitang kaibigan kaya di ko sinabi yun. pero nakakaawa naman gf mo!!! naaawa talaga ako sa kanya!!!

ngayon, maniwala kayong naka smart nga ako!!! maniwala lang kayo!!! mga gago!!! hahaha!!! sa nangyari, madami akong na-realize. kailanagan ko na talagang maging choosy with friends. yung hindi guguluhin ang buhay ko. na-realize ko din na madaming kaibigan din pala akong napabayaan dahil sa pagsasayang ko ng panahon ko sa inyo. pati ikaw Edward, damay!!! ngayon, nilalaan ko yung time ko sa mga kaibigan ko, sa kada ko, sa family ko  at sa studies ko. it's all worth it. masaya ako ngayon sa nangyari pero ina-admit ko na may kulang. ang gulo nyo kasi!!! kung alam ko lang na ganyan pala kayo e di sana di ko na kayo tinext. mga ULOL!!!

pero lam nyo salamat!!! ang dami ko kasing natutunan at ang dami kong na-realize. tinatama ko na ngayon lahat ng pagkakamaling ginawa ko sa buhay. experience is the best teacher talaga.

haynako!!! bigyan nyo na lang ako ng textmate. yung 24/7 nagtetext. hahaha!!! eto na naman ako. haha!!! this time i'll be really,really careful. natuto na ko. hahaha!!!

hmmm.....

maiba tayo....

last friday, we had creators and creations quiz contest. ayun, TALO!!! haha!!! 4th place. pero masaya na ko dun. yun ngang makapasok kami ng finals e masaya na ko yun pa kayang maging 4th out of 5 finalists na kinuha pa from 13 participants. hahaha!!! 5th ang team nila juan. nagpadagdag pa din yun sa sayang nararamdaman ko. akala ko ang team nila ang mag-e-excel pero ang nangyari e mas mataas pa ang place ng team ko sa team nila. ang galing kasi ng aking mga teammates na sila Mame Mae Mae at si Arianne na 3rd year. hahaha!!!! ansaya ng experience. nakakapanggalaiti lang sa galit yung mayabang na lalaki dun sa team ng SPC na nanalo!!! ang yabang talaga ng Pena na yun!!! BrainTrain pa lng nakakainis na yun ha!!!! hmpf!!! Tado sya!!!

kahapon ang ACET ko. langyang yun,ang hirap ng part 2!!! haynako!!! yaen ng bumagsak, di naman ako papasok dun e!!! hahaha!!!!

bukas, normal high school life again. no more reviewers to review. no more academic contest to join at!!! hahaha!!! masaya ako at makakasama ko na ulit ang mga classmate, kaibigan at kabarkada ko ng buong maghapon. na-miss ko na ding umaattend ng klase. namiss kong makinig sa mga teacher. hayy!!!! kakamiss ang room namin.

lapit na Battle of the Bands namin. sa Sept.22 na sya. lapit na din ang ECOMAC namin. sa last week ng september naman yun. lapit na din intramurals. next month na sya.

sa Tuesday birthday ng tita ko. 50th birthday nya. syempre family get together again. sa Saturday, debut naman ng aming katuon na si Joyce. bukas birthday ni tuon Mica at ni Adrian. sa Tuesday birthday nga ng tita ko at ng pinsan kong si Ella. sa sept.26, birthday naman ni Joyce(yun ngang magde-debut) at ni insan Justine. at sa 30, birthday naman ni Tuon Jeh at ni insan Joh. oh di ba?! ang daming may birthday. ang saya saya. ang daming chibugan!!! hahaha!!!

la na ko masabi...

ahmmm....

as of today, it's 99 days before christmas!!!! lapit na ulet pasko... weee..!!!!

running out of words to say na!!! gotta go...

just an update...

well, there's lots of things going on.. haha!!

we had our Acquaintance Party last August 19. it was really fun and at the same time so tiring. we won at the dance contest. it's so happy to just grab our trophy from our principal.. haha!!  im missing my dancemates now. i wanna dance again.

last thursday and friday, we had our  2nd summative exam. chem and trigonometry were really hard.  i didn't expect to pass those exams.

last friday, my wallet and scienrtific calculator was stolen at McDonalds. but then, I still manage to watch You Are The One. haha!! well actually i didn't care about the money that was lost. i care about my scientific calculator cause it costs 500 bucks and those  pictures i had in my wallet because those are the most memorable ones. the graduation pics of my two sisters, my graduation pic, our family pic that was laminated by my sister, my pic with the whole tuon gang, my pics with my barkada, my solo pics. all of those were really important. anyway. whatever i type here, it will never return my wallet back to me.

You Are The One..

well, it's funny. haha!! sam was really cute. the way he look can make every girl in town melt.. haha!!! i was just thinking, when will i fall in love?? hmmm...

i have a new crush now.. he's a nursing student at our school.. i don't know his name. i just saw him at the Zagu stall at our quadrangle during the Management Week. he's so cute.. Nikka, one of my close friends, likes him too.

last night, i went at my cousins house. i slept there with two of my cousins. there we talkede about boys, as usual. we also talked about the conversation that happened in the living room of my cousin's house. some of our aunts were there and they were critisizing our gang. they were afraid because we had so many secrets and if someone will ask one of us, no one will tell something about the group's secret.  some of our aunts were saying that they think that the older ones in our group, which includes me, already had boyfriends. but they're wrong. if they only knew something. they will eat all their words. 'cause the younger ones experienced having boyfriends first than us. imagine an 11 years old girl, just a first year high school student and the youngest in our group had more than two boyfriends. what more can you say?! so much about that.

our creators and creations contest is on friday already. i'm not reviewing seriously. tomorrow, we'll be excused in class and we will start our review. after our contest this friday, we will have our Ateneo de Manila University College Entrance Test this saturday. what a hectic schedule!!

i forgot to mention that i'm ranked 11th in the honor roll.. i'm so happy but i think my grades will got low this grading period and im expecting that my place in the honor roll will also come down.

we will also have our ECOMAC Speech fest after two weeks. we will have a one act play. our theme is going to be retro. im excited. i hope we win.

hmm... i can't think of any more updates..

til next time!!! peaceout!!

what a sad news...

we are already studying for the Creators and Creations Contest. the contest is on september but our coaches already told us to study everyday at the library after class. it only means one thing: i need to give up Mcdonalds...haha!! babaw!!

but here's the real bad news...

Prince's dad just died last Tuesday.

we're still not visiting Prince and his family but tomorrow, the class plans to go at their house.

we're just communicating with Prince through text messaging.

he said he's ok.

and he really needs to be ok. actually, not only him but also his mom and his siblings.

last wednesday morning, it was really suspicious that Prince was absent that day yet he knew that we have two quizzes on that day. he didn't even text any of us why he's absent. and he didn't reply on our text messages on him.

anyway. i don't wanna tell all the details.

i was just really concerned now with my friend and his family. the news was really stunning and shocking.

now, i can't imagine how's Prince going?? im looking forward for tomorrow.

*sighs*

the gangs surprise for teresa last friday was successful and it was filled with tears. kaw ba namang hindi kausapin ng barkada mo ng buong maghapon pero bago ka umuwi e i-surprise ka, hindi ka ba maiiyak sa mga kagagahang ginawa sayo ng mga kada mo?? hahaha!!!? anyways..

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hay!! it's been years since i last add an entry here... well... i have tried to make a new blog here in journalhome but i can't open it cause it still needs a verification and that verification will be sent at my yahoo mail but it's been a week and i am still not receiving any verification from journalhome.. anyway, it's not time to blame journalhome.. haha!!

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last july 6 and 7 was our first summative exam... i was really glad that i passed all the exam... the next thing to worry now should be the periodic exam together with the UPCAT... gosh... it's hell... haha!!!

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i don't like filling out forms and taking entrance exams that cost 450 or 500 pesos... dammit!!! that ACET form?is another problem... it has a lot of questions to answer... it also needs an essay about churvah thingy... i will not study at Ateneo if ever (if ever lang naman!! haha!!) i pass the ACET...it will make my parents poorer than our rats... hahaha!!!

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last night we had a celebration... 2 of my cousins graduated from college.. tuon gang members were together again but we're not complete... i had a new textmate again... his name was jasper.. haha!!! not the boyfriend of teresa...? he's a friend of my cousin jeh.. actually, he likes jeh.. but unfortunately, my cousin wasn't single... haha!! well, they're not my concern anymore... actually,i didn't like having new textmates... im stucked texting the old ones... haha!!

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i remember i have a quiz tomorrow in Research... and of course im not yet studying... my seatmates will help me... ahaha!!!

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what did i do during those times that i didn't add an entry here??

hmmm........

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ahmmm.... last summer i went to HongKong... i was with my sister Azel and some cousins... we're 15 i think... i didn't enjoy Disneyland that much... most of the rides was for the young one's only and couldn't be enjoyed by the old ones... the only ride there that was for the teenagers was the so called Space Mountain.. we rode there 4 times... haha!!! there were only 5 things that i like in Disneyland:

1. The Space Mountain
   
2. The theater shows
   
3. Picture taking Disney characters
   
4. The Fireworks display before the closing of Disneyland
   
5. and the hotel that has a buffet type of serving foods that made me eat a lot before we went to Disneyland. haha!

i enjoyed Ocean Park more... i like the rides and the cable car and the dolphin show... everything..

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last summer i also celebrated my birthday... just the same as the old ones...

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someone had the guts to court me but i guess he wasn't really serious with that courting thingy... anyway, i don't care if he's serious with that or not cause we're real good friends now... though he still opens up that courting topic sometimes... but then he still respects what i really want...

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last summer was also braintrain time.. but i guess my brain isn't really trained there.. haha!!!

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we also had our reunion with grade 6 classmates last summer... but only 17 were in the swimming...

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hmmm...

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it's the first time in my life that i don't look for somebody who will complete my day...

im having a good time with my friends now. everything thats happening makes me realize how my friends are important to me... Kim is from a break up. and this is the first that she tells me everything that she feels, everything that is happening with those guys who want to court her, as in everything... Nika and Pau take their separate steps in their lives... though Nimrod is there i still know that Nikka loves Paulo up to now. Xerez tells me so many realizations.. haha!!! Yvette has a new suitor which is Bong, the guy that she likes. Genz has her schedules for her boys... haha!!! Tetet has been really surprised last friday... haha!!! when it comes to Prince and Daniel, well, they are still my kabarkada but not my friends... haha!!! joke!!! we don't talk often... not like the old days anymore... everything that's happening keeps the bond that we have... im really lucky to have them..

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hmmm....

i guess its time to make my assignments and to study for my quizzes tomorrow... haha!!

happeh new year to everybody!!! i wish that we all welcome new year safely and of course, we need  to have resolutions na often times ay di rin nagagawa!!! hahaha!!! well, super saya ng pagsalubong namin ng new year!!! super talon ako sa kagustuhang tumangkad pero parang imposible naman!!! hahaha!! super ihip din ako sa torotot courtesy of mah pamangkin, Darius!!! hahaha!!!! super pindot din ako sa busina ng motor ng kuya ko!!! super sindi din ako ng lusis !!! hahaha!!! nakakabaliw ang lusis e... lalo na nung andun kami sa mga insan ko, yung lusis may natalsik talsik effect pa!! hahaha!! well, super sigaw din ako dahil sa ganda ng fireworks display ng mga tito ko from Enchanted Kingdom dudez ang fireworks!!! tapos, super gala din kaming magpipinsan... punta kami sa mga house ng mga pinsan namin at syempre pumunta din sila sa house namin...  magkakalapit lang kasi ang house namin... 5 families kming magkakalapit, yun 2 mdyo malayo lang ng konti, yung dalawa malayo din, yung 1 super layo kasi nasa mindoro at syempre may lalayo pa ba sa nasa amerika naming tito at tita... hahaha!!! dun sa isa kong tita ang daming nakakalat na coins sa sahig, super dapa kamisa sahig  para mamulot ng coins!!! grabe kakaiba talaga mga kamag anak ko!! hahaha!!! sa house, mas mausok pa ang loob ng house kesa sa labas!!! hahhaZ!! napasok kasi ang usok sa loob... super amoy paputok na din ako!!! hahaha!!! anu pa ba ginawa ko?? hmmmm........ op course, makakalimutan ko bang kumain!!! hahaha!!! lafang lafang kami sa mga bahay na pinuntahan namin at super nakakalaki ng tyan to mga dudes!! hahaha!!! kain todo ever talaga!!! 

ang mga kapatid kong lalaki at mga kabarkada nung isa kong kuya ang mga nagpapaputok!!! grabeh, 2 sintron ni hudas ang pinagsabay paputukin!! gulo ang mundo ever!!! hahaha.. tapos yung tatay ko biglang nawala, narinig na lang namin nagpapaputok na sya ng baril nya dun sa likod ng house namin.. mas matindi yung tito ko!!! armalite binanatan!!! grabeh!!! takot na magnakaw ang mga magnanakaw sa bahay naming magkakamag- anak!!! hahah...   nu pa ba?? naglatag nga pala kami ng  higaan sa garden ever ng nanay ko at dun kami nakahiga while nanunuod ng astig na fireworks display... nga pala naalala ko,  may isang tricycle na agaw eksenA nung nanunuod kami ng fireworks display... may hila hila ang trike na yero at pinatakbo ng driver ang trike sa buong lugar namin!!! hahaha!!! nu pa ba?? yun pala, nagpapatunog ako ng coins na hawak ko!!! ewan ko kung ano sense nun! siguro dagdag ingay lang... hahaha.. kakaiba talga ako, madami akong hindi alam na pamahiin... dun nga sa bahay ng lola may isang baso ng bigas sa table di ko alam meaning nun ang sabi para daw may kakainin sa buong taon!! e panu pag alang pera?? e di wala ng kakainin!! hahaha.. pero di naman mawawalan ng pera sina lolo at lola... may sustento from 10 children e!!! swerte nila sa anak!!! yung lolo ko pala e niloloko namin maghagis ng papel na cash kasi madame siya pera from nabentang mais!!! pero ayaw... barat kasi talaga ang lolo kong yun sa mga babaeng apo except lang sa ate ko na nagdodoktora.. malaki syang magbigay ng pera sa ate ko kasi sya lang doktor sa lahi namin at alam nyang madAme na ding gastos sila mami kay ate kaya binibigyan nya ng pera si ate...  fave nya mga lalake sa lahi namin!!! lalake lang binibigyan nya ng pera... maunti lang kasi ang pinsan naming lalake.. 11 lang sila, 7 pa lang yung mga matatanda na.. the rest baby pa... at saka ang katwiran nya samen, binibigyan nya daw ang mga pinsan namin ng pera para panchicks e pag kame ang binigyan alangan naman daw kami pa ang gumastos kung may ka- date kami!!! hahaha!!! ibang klase lolo ko no!! hehe..

3am na ko nakatulog... tinulugan ko pa nga si prince e... katext ko pa kasi sya pero nagsabi naman ako na baka maya maya matulugan ko na sya... hahaha!!! 7:30 am ako nagising... konti pa lng tulog ko!!! niaantok pa ko... pagkagising ko kumaen kami nung pamangkin ko tapus nagwalis ako sa labas kasi makalat pa din sa tapat namin... andun pa yung mga kalat ng sintron ni hudas... At syempre ngayon nagtatype na ko dito sa blog...

wishes this new year, sana maging super duper ever saya ako at ang mga taong mahal ko... pag happeh sila, happeh din ako!!! sana ang taon na to ay maging super special for this year we will have our first time experience of JS prom.. love life?? bahala na yung mga ewan sa paligid na di marunong tumingin ng maganda!!! hahaha!!! jokeness!!! bahala na kung may dadating... im not wishing for it because im contented with mah life now and op course im  not waiting for it!! garsh!!! why the hell am i going to wait for it?? im happeh being sorrounded by the persons i love and the persons who love me and that is enough for me...

 have nothing more to say... i bettah go now!!! sayang internet card ni sis... hehehe!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE OF THE EARTH!!!

dudes it's Christmas Day na!!! well, im looking forward to our clan's annual Chrisymas Party at my Grandparents house.... i'm really excited playing different games there and getting cold CASH if i win... hahaha!!! pretty exciting here in my mother's side... well, right now im inside my parents house typing here in my blog and don't wanna get out of this room until there are still some people outside longing for some "papasko"... actually, those people are also our relatives... i just dont want to face them coz they cant have something from me... you know, im still a student and has no work... hahaha!!! anyways, a day before Christmas my godparents already gave me a 500 bucks for christmas.... actually, they already left for Singapore yesterday i think because they already settled there and they scheduled to celebrate christmas there. nyways, yesterday, me and my brother and ate ningning went to lucena to buy Christmas gifts for the exchange for the Christmas party this afternoon and buy gifts for my cousins from my mother...  we also went to tito Raul's house but they are not there, they are also at SM.... well, well, well, i need to bath my niece and nephew now... and im still not taking my bath also... im not yet eating my breakfast... hehe!!! pasaway!!! i woke up late already, ithink 9 o' clock...

a very merry Christmas to everybody and may we feel the real essence of this occassion...

hahaha!!! last friday was the happiest christmas party that our section has ever had... juan, our class president, managed to make it as the happiest christmas party ever because as our president has said, next year will be full of tears for we will be soon apart from each other 'cause college is already waiting for us...

the room:

the room wasn't decorated that much... only the windows, the doors and the christmas tree were decorated... simple lang pero sabi nga ng presidente namin, hindi importante ang decorations basta ma- feel namin your real essence ng christmas at maging masaya ang lahat. ako ang nag- lettering sa board ng merry Christmas and Happy New Year at ng mga names namin, group names at name ni mama evr!

the games:

the games are fun especially the names(by paulene)...

1. trip ko talong mo>>>its a kind of  a Trip to Jerusalem game. the last 2 persons in the game were Gianna and Cham. the first to hold first the sitaw, which was supposed to be talong, between dong's legs will be the winner. Gianna won.
2. Kainin Mo Saging Ko>>> i think the winners were Xerez and prince. im not sure... the first to eat the banana and a kind of crackers will win.
3. Funny bones>>>Many won but the people chose Diana and Paulo as the partner who has the best pose.
4. Basag na ba Itlog Mo?>>>i think Pita and his partner, na hindi ko maalala kung sino, won the game. klangan lang mabasag and itlog within the given time.
5. Treasure Hunting>>>it was fun. we had to run all over LC just to do the tasks given and find the treasure. the group led by Karlo won.
6. Dating Game>>>the searcher is Jennie. her searchees are juan, michael and earwin. hindi alam ni jennie kung sino ang mga searchees nya kasi naka- blind fold sya. sa question and answer portion sa searchees hindi ang mga searchees ang mismong sumasagot sa mga tanong ng host. dong answered for earwin, karlo answered for michael and daniel answered for juan. there was also a question where they should say their best asset and let the searcher hold that best asset. the elimination part was the funniest part. the first person that was eliminated was michael and we're all screaming while they, jennie and michael, shook hands. the next eliminated was juan. he was disappointed and we shouted for a hug from the searcher and when jennie hugged him jennie said that she wants to change her mind because she knew that the 2nd person she had eliminated was juan but then earwin was still the winner.

The Intermission Numbers:

there's an intermission number from earwin, the power 5, Prince and the most awaited showdown of the cousins juan and michael... ma'am choose the winner from the showdown of the cousins... and juan won! everybody was all laughing during the showdown because of the things the way michael danced.

The awardings:

• Mama Evr>>> best mentor
• Juan>>>clown
• Ella>>> congeniality
• jennie and mayen>>> twin choice award winner
• Juan and michael>>> twin choice award 1st runner up
• Harvy and Mae>>> Love team 1st runner up
• paulene and Dong>>> love team winner
• Cham>>>queen of late comers
• Karlo>>> king of late comers

i dont know if i forget something... actually i wasn't at the room during the awarsing because im with kim and yvette outside the school waiting for our food.

Eating time:

the food was great. it was cooked by the mother of kim...

chicken,spaghetti/ malabon, brownies with pepsi... that's our food. nakakabusog talaga kaso lang hindi malamig and pepsi.hehe!!!

Exchange gifts:

most of us gave and received a  bear or a pillow... the gift of mama evr to xerez was the biggest bear given at the exchange gift. i received a figurine from mama mae in our last kris kringle and a bear from escent in our exchange gift.

production number of the class:

we danced Accidentally In love, Jingle Bell Rock and the chorus of our section theme song, MOBILE... after that was full of  voices saying Merry christmas and hAppy new year... then we had our group hug then we said to mama evr to stand at the middle of the class and we'll have another group hug....

Cleaning time:

while cleaning, merry christmas and happy new year were all over the room... i hugged all my classmates except the f.u.  people... greeted them all a very merry christmas and happy new year and said i love you to all as if we'll never see each other again... hahaha!!!

uwian time but christmas party time for our barkada:

walking at the corridor i saw annabelle, a friend of igie smiling at me so i smiled back at her and greeted her merry christmas and i saw clyvic beside her and greeted him also and when i saw igie walking i also greeted her. at the first floor we first talked with ma'am d  before leaving and we went to sedd's house...

this week has been a very nice week for me coz i've experienced lots of FIRST TIMES!!!

last tuesday we've started practicing our modern dance for the literary- musical fest that was held last thursday... i've already typed here the happenings during the first day of practice... but the second day was even more exciting than the first one.. on the second day of practice we praticed at clyvic's house(first time to mention his name here!!!) it was fun to be back at their house again and practice dance and saw his youngest brother, Josh, who was so cute actually cuter than his brother.. it was fun talking with the baby boy coz he's so "kulet" but so charming.. it was fun playing with him for the first time even though he talks not that often. well, to admit the truth, the baby and his brother looks the same but i think Josh is cuter coz he's still a baby and I like babies.. hehe!!! anyways.. before we start to practice we waited for Oliver coz he's the one who's going to arrange our position... when he already said our positions, we started practicing our dance from the entrance, with changing positions up to the end but before we start i was shocked that "he"( know who he is already.. hehe!!) pulled me and said "dito ka." that was the first he ever touched me!!! that was December 14.. after the practice we had our rest.. Anna, one of my co- dancers, and i went to a store near Clyvic's house to buy  food.. since it's Anna's birthday she treat us with 3 cracklings,2 Mr.chips and a 1.5 coke. when we arrived at the house, what shall we do??  of course we ate the foods... it was fun because me and Josh was both eating ang sharing Mr. Chips... then, when im looking for a glass to drink coke, there wasn't any so i said to mico: "Mico pagkatapos mo painom ako." but right after i said that, he (you know who) said, "eto oh." while giving the glass that he should be drinking at, at that time... hahaha!!! then after the eating time, rest first before we dance again... while resting, Josh was showing us some pictures and at that time he was starting to be talkative...after the rest was dancing time again and after it was lunch time..

at lunch, we ate at Jerrel's food house but we really should be at RCMN but there's a brown out and the super cone will not be cooked... after lunch, we went at lakeside not to practice but to watch the participants for the loyalty day practicing... we asked ryan if we can go home already because its already 5pm. he just said" kaya nyo na ba ang sarili nyo bukas?" we said yes because we really want to go home already so he let us go ..

the next day was the awaited literary musical fest... the funniest part was when our classmates told us to invite our co-dancers to practice at the room. the only reason they wanted us to practice there bacause the girls really like Clyvic especially Cham... later on, our co-dancers were at the room already and we started practicing... after we practice, they went to the lakeside to practice their loyalty dance.. then  later on, someone texted Jennie that we should go to the  lakeside... me and Jennie went there. mam D just wanted to see our dance... after we danced we went back to school.. then lunch, the singles of tsongz ate at mush-mush.. it was full of fun though Yvette cried because of what happened in the past.. well, that time i was really waiting for the time that i will be nervous because the contest will just be a few minutes to go but i didn't become nervous...

before the contest, there's another "body contact" as Ella called it.. we're at the front of room 335 and Ryan and Clyvic were acting in front of the 2nd year dancers that they still don't know the steps.. i know exactly what they're doing but suddenly he(you know who) went near me and said, "may sasabihin ako sayo" then he whispered at my ear, "loko- loko lang to. wag ka pahalata." then i said to him, "oo. alam ko no." then they continued what they're doing...

with the 2 body contacts and the time he gave me his glass and called me in my name, i never felt somehting... i was just shocked!!! i never expected those things to happen. i think i don't love him anymore. everything that happened just happened in a natural way... there wasn't any hesitations in me, i haven't felt my ears turn red, i wasn't feeling "kilig" that time, my heart didn't pound faster and loving him again hasn't entered my mind... i was so proud of myself... today, is their anniversary already... 1st year anniversary!!! i know he's happy and im also happy with what's happening in my life. even though there's no love life, no crushes, no inspirations, no bf, no suitor, im happy with my family and my friends...

i am so happy with my recovery with him. after almost a year, im done with him. im happy there's an improvement in our relationship as friends and as a co- dancer... im happy with that!!! im not having a hard time with him and his girlfriend anymore... im happy that he already know me.. im happy that the wounds heals already though there's still a scar... i still like him but not like the way i like him a few months ago... hoping we'll be friends.. and hoping we'll both be happy in our lives...

hahaha!!! my nose is bleeding with this entry... hahaha!! i think im going to talk now with three people!!! xerez, nikka and ella, thanks for understanding... masaya na talaga ako!!! im going to celebrate christmas very happy and very contented with my life... thanks talaga!!! mahal ko kayong tatlo!!!

hahaha!!!! sabi ni xerez kyut daw si renen "eyeh" dugang!!!

hahah!!!! anlakeng bangag nga dun sa pic e... haha!!!

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hehehe!!! lam mu kilala ko na ulet sya... nakatext ko sya nung friday! heheh!! ang saya!! e2 napag usapan namin:

nagtext ako ng "dont skip your dinner"

sbe nya kaw din.

sabi ko muzta?

sabi nya naggigitara daw siya. tagal na daw nyang hindi nakakapaggitara.

tanung ko anu tinutugtog nya.

sabi nya yung sa Hale yung Kung Wala Ka.

tapos sinend ko sa kanya to:

"natapos na ang lahat

nandito pa din ako

hetong nakatulala sa mundo,

sa mundo

di mo maiisip

di mo makikita

mga pangarap ko

para sa'yo, para sa'yo

ohhh...

hindi ko maisip

kung wala ka

ohhh...

sa buhay ko"

sabi nya galeng ko daw kumanta.

tanung ko kung narinig nya.

sabi nya oo, kaboses ko daw si champ.

tapos tawa na ko ng tawa.

sabi nya balang araw magiging kagaya daw nila yun balang araw.

sabi ko sino kasama nya sa banda.

sabi nya mga kaklase nya. nakatugtog na daw sila sa bar once.

sabi ko kung gusto talaga nila matutupad yun, magiging kagaya talaga nila ang hale.

tapos tanung ko kung nakakain na ba sya.

sabi nya hindi pa. nitatamad pa daw sya!

tapos nakatulog na ko di na ko nakareply.

hehehe!!!

xaya nya makatext ule... hehehe!!! cute ba talaga?? mukang tingting... ampayat tapos haba leeg.... hehehe!!! ansama manlait noh!!!

sya yung andito sa left... hehehe!!! medyo may itsura sya jan... hahaha!!!

kinuha ko lang yan sa pwetster nya... hahaha!!! may kasalan... disente ang itsura!!! hehehe!!!!

holla!!! hahaha!!! i miss this blog so much... well, tinamaan lang naman ako ng katamaran syndrome ko keya matagal akong hindi nagparamdam dito... hahaha!!! im so happy... i dunno y... but to tell the truth sa bahay lang talaga namin ako nagiging sobrang saya... when i'm at school, makikita nyo kong nakatulala lagi di ba?! hehe!! di ko alam... masaya ako sa buhay ko ngayon, sa mga nangyayari, sa mga nakapaligid saken, sa lahat.... pag nasa bahay ako feeling ko kumpletong kumpleto ako... pero pag nasa school na ko, ay ewan... di ko alam nangyayari saken!!! mas gusto ko pa nga ngayon kausap sila ella, mae at cham e.... senxa na sa kada ko!!! well, wala din naman kasi akong makwento senyo... hehehe!!!

right now, ive been holding lots of secrets... secrets of  the persons ive been talking to lately.... masyado  akong makulet kaya sinabi nila saken ang mga natatago nilang sikreto . hahaha!!! c ella at c cham, hay nakoh!!! nakakaloka kayo... pero kahit ano pa yan mahal ko kayo pareho noh... andito lng ako lagi para pakinggan  kayo sa mga problems nyo.

well, bout my life right now... may bagong umampon saken kasi may bago na kong mami sa room. c mami mae mae! hehe! anak din nya si ella... hahaha! ansaya!!! when it comes to lovelife naman, grabeh ansaket!.. xerez kaw lang naman nagbabasa ng blog ko, wag mo na lang sabihin sa buong tsongz... grabeh nene!!! ang saket talaga...eto yung story:

"remember nung pumunta tayo ng lakeside at nagkaroon ng seminar bout drugs, dun yun nagsimula... magkatext kme ni cham nun. ang topic lovelife nya. napilit ko syan ikwento yung lovelife nya saken and i assure her na i'll keep it. im typing it here kasi lam kong kaw lang makakabasa nito as of now but after some time maaayos din ako. tinanong ko kung sino mahal nya sinabi nya... 3 un, c clyvic yung isa. then she asked me, "what if habang nagpapractice ka ng harana ay lagi kang may nakakatitigan na lalake, lagi ka nya nginingititan,at pag nagpapractice ka ng balagtasan ay nanunuod sya at pag tpos kana magpractice ay aayain nya yung mga kasama nya na umalis na, nu ibig sabihin nun??" then dinagdag pa nya na " kso may gf sya"... the first person na pumasok sa utak ko when she said na gf yung guy was kike... and i was right, it really was clyvic... then, sabi pa nya pag nakikita daw sya ni clyvic nginingitian daw siya palage. pero hindi sila nag uusap. i was just thinking, last year nakapagpractice na kami ng sayaw sa kanila kaso hindi ako nakasali dun kasi absent ako sa mismong araw ng contest, nakasama ko na din sya ng isang linggo para magpractice ulet ng dance para naman sa Acquiantance Party, tapos dapat sasayaw din kami nung ECOMAC kasama ko din sya sa practitce, baket genun?? we never smile with each other and he never noticed me the way he did to cham?? xerez GREEN  din ako... inaamin ko naman. masaket talaga!!! mahal ko pa ata yung gagong yun. akala ko ok na ko...

malapit na ang Literaryt Musical Fest at magkakasama ulet kami sa sayaw! gaya nung ginawa ko nung nagpapractice kami for Acquiantance Party tatahimik na naman ako sa isang tabi sa Lakeside, at papanuorin na lang yung mga kalokohan, pagsasayaw, kakulitan, kayabangan at kaswitan nila ng gf nya... kaya ko namang manahimik e... nagawa ko ng isang linggo date yun e, ngayon pa kaya na mga 3 days lang kami magsasama sa practice...