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this is a blog that is being visited whenever i have time. well, i do always have time but when i visit here i don't know what im going to type. so i let the some weeks and even months to pass by so that when i log in here again i have something to talk about. it's fun here 'cause i can express all the things i can't express in person and only some of my friends know my blog.
i just hope that you also have time... hehe!!!
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speaking of regrets...
i have read the entry of my friend on her journal and it's all about regrets.
speaking of regrets i also have so many regrets this past few days.
i wish i haven't tried to use my SMART sim card anymore.
i never thought it would be the same as the Clyvic's time.
those times that i cried.
but right now, i cried because of nothing.
i was just thinking of him.
if i haven't tried to use my smart sim card i will not meet this guy.
i will not like this guy.
before we even text each other i already see him somtimes at the school.
i also notice his cuteness but i never thought that we will be textmates and that i will like him.
i cried 2 times already.
i don't know the reasons why i cried.
when i saw my friend dea, i hugged her and eventually i cried without any reason but he's the only person in my mind that time.
the 2nd time was when i saw him and when i returned at the hall i cried.
2 stupid times that i cried because of nothing.
2 moments that i became the most stupid person in the world.
i can't understand him.
keeping his close friendship with the one she loves even though he
knows that this gurl already has a boyfriend is such a stupid thing to
do.
isn't he hurt??
another thing that i just can't understand also is that this gurl keep on entertaining him.
i don't know if she likes this guy too.
i don't have any clue about what is the real relationship between the 2.
all i know is that the guy is my textmate and the gurl is my friend.
i admit it. I LIKE HIM but God I DON'T LOVE HIM!!!
i know where is the bounderies, ok?!
i know my limitations.
i hope this thing will end as soon as possible.
im tired of liking persons that doesn't like me in return over and over again.
i want to be happy.
and i think i will not get happiness with LOVE..
hayy..
life's so boring.
i wish im happy right now.
i wish not fall in love with him.
i wish to end this stupid crush on him.
it really sucks.
i wish i haven't met him.
i wish i don't have regrets.
i wish that the hongkong trip will help me to be really happy and contented with life.
i don't really like regrets.
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Posted: 11:31 PM, 3/19/2006 in Unspecified |
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'tis me, the great tsewet...
look, i say he's just being so stupid!
and geez, why won't you admit, you ARE affected and all, because what..he'll be hurt!? if i were you i couldn't care less, but since you are making such a big deal about it, i guess you like him...very much... and i see that you cannot accept the fact that the stupid guy can't see you and he sees this girl whom he hasn't got any chance of! Why do you care so much, because you LIKE him, and very much like him! Look, i do know that i am quite irritating you since you know about your own feelings anyhow and i do know the feeling of being told about the problem i certainly know of, but dude...sometimes, nothing cures better than accepting the truth..you say you know your limitations and i trust you, but sometimes, we can't help but stoop through the limitations. i'm not saying that you love him..love scopes a brighter meaning than that. but i guess you're beginning to be infatuated and all...there's nothing wrong with that, and it's completely normal...you go and do that..but i know and i have experienced the dumb feeling that you like this guy and he won't seem to be planning on giving a crap about you. yea, it really, really, really hurts...so don't tell me i'm just blabbing nonsensical stuffs about me, i'm just telling you how i felt it. Situations are taken differently by people..it's up to you on how to put a stop to it even before it grows worse...you know, i know you can move on...he'll be out of your sight sooner than you can think of....see!? out of sight, out of mind! you can kick his ass off your brain if you only have the will to do so! but sure, you like him, there's a part of you that doesn't want to get rid of him just yet...i say, take a lot of time and think about it, okay!? it's okay to cry, by the way! no one's stopping you! i know it hurts, so unless you do not want to fart it out, CRY it! you're talking to the crybaby anyway! Haha! but so as long as you're moving on, that guy isn't worth your tears! he's too stupid not to know that you're one of the best gals there is!
he's just one, big crap and he isn't worth anything from you!
let him be...he'll get his just desserts..^^
cheer up, okay~? no one likes it when you're all pooped and blah..!
still here,
tsewet!~ |
Posted by Anonymous at 8:55 AM, 3/20/2006 |
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'tis me, the great tsewet...
look, i say he's just being so stupid!
and geez, why won't you admit, you ARE affected and all, because what..he'll be hurt!? if i were you i couldn't care less, but since you are making such a big deal about it, i guess you like him...very much... and i see that you cannot accept the fact that the stupid guy can't see you and he sees this girl whom he hasn't got any chance of! Why do you care so much, because you LIKE him, and very much like him! Look, i do know that i am quite irritating you since you know about your own feelings anyhow and i do know the feeling of being told about the problem i certainly know of, but dude...sometimes, nothing cures better than accepting the truth..you say you know your limitations and i trust you, but sometimes, we can't help but stoop through the limitations. i'm not saying that you love him..love scopes a brighter meaning than that. but i guess you're beginning to be infatuated and all...there's nothing wrong with that, and it's completely normal...you go and do that..but i know and i have experienced the dumb feeling that you like this guy and he won't seem to be planning on giving a crap about you. yea, it really, really, really hurts...so don't tell me i'm just blabbing nonsensical stuffs about me, i'm just telling you how i felt it. Situations are taken differently by people..it's up to you on how to put a stop to it even before it grows worse...you know, i know you can move on...he'll be out of your sight sooner than you can think of....see!? out of sight, out of mind! you can kick his ass off your brain if you only have the will to do so! but sure, you like him, there's a part of you that doesn't want to get rid of him just yet...i say, take a lot of time and think about it, okay!? it's okay to cry, by the way! no one's stopping you! i know it hurts, so unless you do not want to fart it out, CRY it! you're talking to the crybaby anyway! Haha! but so as long as you're moving on, that guy isn't worth your tears! he's too stupid not to know that you're one of the best gals there is!
he's just one, big crap and he isn't worth anything from you!
let him be...he'll get his just desserts..^^
cheer up, okay~? no one likes it when you're all pooped and blah..!
still here,
tsewet!~ |
Posted by Anonymous at 8:56 AM, 3/20/2006 |
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