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.Live with a smile while you still have the time to smile as if your a free spirited child.

http://www.journalhome.com/BrokenGirl/

;)
Love from the still huflepuff :P

Meg

10:38 PM - 3/12/2008 - comments {0} - post comment

Wow It's Been Forever

hi again lol

its been forever!!!! gosh

i hadn't been able to login in for a long time there for a while.

but im here now :P

you all wont believe it....

I TURNED 15 ABOUT TWO MONTHS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY *does a party dance*

one more year and i can drive lol LOOK OUT.

i feel alot different than i did when i started my blog as HappyYetBrokenGirl.....soon switched over to MegsLifePart2

i feel like i have grown up at least a little bit...although i still watch cartoons :P

im in absloute LOVE with japanese music uuuggg i dont know how to describe it just something about it....

im an anime freak lol jk an anime lover

Naruto

Blood+

Eruaka Seven

Inuyasha

stuffs like that....i also like

shin chin.

family guy.

i like adult swim most of the times.

im sleepless most nights......

music is my life without it i would die

get this

I LIKE THE COLOR PINK! *gasp*

along with all the other colors

Black

Green

Blue

Red

i love to write...only not when pressured...

its like a little voice dying to get out

im also a freshman and hey its not as bad as i thought it would be lol see i made all that fuss over nothing...

i wouldnt be able to live without my family

i have chosen to be a virgin till i marry *good choice eh? :D* im even considring getting a purity ring to enforce it.

i have also chosen to not date again until the age of 16 or 18 or whatever age i am when i decide what i think Love is and what dating really means.

the only reason this is going in my blog is so i can keep a reminder to myself.

my youtube account as ilovepyro is still intact and being used i got inspired again and the ideas came flooding....

i love anime so much someone suggested to me that i should take a summer trip to japan for a while .....im seriously considering itl............it sounds like alot of fun.

well i have stuff to do....

i will try to be back later

2:36 PM - 3/11/2008 - comments {0} - post comment

hello all im back and with a vingence no im just kidding lol

i hope you like the changes to the music if their is any difficultuies with it please tell me...

hey all im ejoying journalsim its my favorite along with choir wow you all missed it

gasps

I WAS FAILING BIOLOGY and just when i thought all hope was lost......i took a tesrt got it back

AND I GOT A C YYYYYYAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!

THAT BROUGHT MY GRADE FROM AN F TO A B yay so all is well for the moment....i have written new stories but one doesn't have a name and all i will say right now is that 'Time to grow up and defende yourself' HAS ABSLOUTELY NO CONNECTIONS WITH ME GOD PEOPLE ASK BEFORE YOU JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS.

anyway...it was inspired by a song i was listing to while my dad brought me home it reminds me alot of one of my friends but not completly just the *eehhhemmm cough cough, emo part, cough cough*

the other one is based on comedy on Lord Elronds twin sond Elladan and Elrohir.

more about these stories later :D ;) :P

LOVE YOUR LOYAL HUFFLEPUFF,

Megs

6:13 PM - 11/19/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

OH SO RANDOM

"Siblings Do things for each other, thats the only reason i took him!" my thoughts at the park

8:47 PM - 9/15/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

All House's Welcome (see your house avatar)

3:57 PM - 9/13/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

Nymphadora Tonks

3:44 PM - 9/13/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

More

3:38 PM - 9/13/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

The Extra Stuff

I Have More but im posting them seprate because most of them are avatars and words

3:28 PM - 9/13/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

Hello Again

im still obessed with tonks lol

but now my fav characters are:

Tonks (well DUH)

Sirius
Remus

Harry

*sighs*

 i have found some pictures and i would like to share them with you all.

oh and get this all those times I was sorted into gryiffindor i knew it was wrong because well i will talk about doing sonmething that seems brave and then i wont do it im  not as brave as a gryffindore but I am a little brave.

I figure there is a little of every house in all of us;

some of us are brave.

some of us are smart.

some of us are arrogant and mean.

some of us are loyal.

but all of us carry every one of these traits, sure some more than others but we still do.

i have recently discoverd after taking a diffrent hogwarts sorting test that i dont belong in gryffindor but i belong in hufflepuff

now in the books (it recently came to my attention) the hats says that hufflepuffs are like the outcast's because they do not belong in the other three houses. meaning that they dont fit in or just dont belong but I Dissagree

I think that hufflepuffs are Loyal Dependable and Hardworking and those ideas came to me when i got the result of my test and it was then that i finally aggreed with my sorting because,

• I am hardworking i try hard to get things done and get them done fast considering my ADD it seems to be harder than it is for others.
• Im loyal to my friends and family and i cant bring myself to hate someone i can dislike them but i cant outright hate them espicially when i dont even know them and im there for my friends when they need me.
• Dependable is an iffey because i forget things pretty easyily  or quick but when i do remember things its usuialy because they were extreemely important.

most people seam to be embarrassed to be in hufflepuff or at least this is what i have come up with.

so i have pictures that i owe you and some stuff that i just couldn't help but put on here :D

Also i hope you like the new music i put one here

Being in hufflepuff makes me suport  the hufflepuff champion from Harry Potter and the Goblet Of Fire so i have some pictures of him *he is so cute too*

but i also liked the others too so for people who like them feel free to use them if anyone else who reads this and is in hufflepuff  *shakes hands of those in hufflepuff* you and i both know we rock so dont let anyone else tell you otherwise!

to all other houses i welcome you into my blog,

and warning to slytherins one foul move and your outta here!

anyway on with what i came here for.......

my sorting avatar

Hufflepuff Champion ( if you dont know look in book four people)
Cedric Diggory

Cedric Diggory

Cedric Diggory *of Hufflepuff* and his date for the Yulle Ball, Cho Chang *of Ravenclaw*

Cedric Diggory *Hufflepuff Champion* talking with Harry Potter *Griffindor Champion*

I will post theother pictures after this is done, which will be in a few seconds so...i will see u then

3:00 PM - 9/13/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

Hyped Up On Harry Potter

sorrry i havent written in a while.

i have been VERY BUSEY

getting ready for school and all and i just got back from my trip to flordia with my friend about a week ago.

the day before i left for said trip though guess what!!!!!!!

I GOT THE 7TH HARRY POTTER BOOK AT 1:00 FRIGGIN CLOOCK AM

I was VErY excited so excited mind you i bbrought a flash light and started reading on the way home i finished the book the forth day after i had it and i just have to say i love it at the moment though i find my sefl reading The COS (chamber of secrets) AGAIN for the THIRD time and looking into two of my new books one called Muggles and Magic and the other Mugglenet.com's What Will Happen In The 7th Harry Potter Book i found a site that is decated to one of my favorite characters Sirius Black and after J.K.R killed him of *sniff sniff, sob* i have taken a great intrest in his favorited cousins daughter Nymphadora Tonks thoughshe HATES being called Nymphadora and insists on being called Tonks, she is a metamorphmagus, meaning she can take many doffrent forms and appearnces. she normals choses hair the color of Bubble-gum-pink but it changes with her mood. well i will wright back later im gunna go find stuff out *giggles madly*

Love From,

Meg

9:33 AM - 8/3/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

Forsaken Angel

What Element Angel Are You?

Forsaken angel. Forgotten, or just stuck in the past? You long for what was, and maybe never will be again. Some things just need to be let go....
Take this quiz!

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2:01 PM - 7/11/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

WOW....

It's kind of amazing you know how life seems to just speed by so fast for some, but for others it drags so slowly you wish to control time itself and speed it up your self. amazingly I'm not one of these people. I’m the type of person that sees life pass ever so quickly for me though sometimes I grow scared of getting older facing the things that I will have to one day. Sometimes its great, other times its sad , scary, and slightly confusing.

         Most of the time I want to slow down time. Possibly even maybe go back a little. I get worried a lot about going to a different School and though I'm really not leaving I kind of am. You see maybe it'll be easier to understand if I explain it this way.

I'm realizing I'm not so little anymore I have to move on to Middle School but I would be lying if I wasn't in the slightest bit scared.

         First day of Middle School comes and I realize it's not too bad I have my friends from my first School and I also made a few new ones too which helped.

        It's passed so quickly as if it had only been a few days. Things had changed for me well not changed changed, but enough to say something different about my life. I had had four boyfriends over my entire time at Middle School, but only two of them counted if you ask me. To learn about them and other stuff look for the next blog labeled Extras on WOW! (When I get around to it , though)

          Me and one of my friends, Victoria, got into the biggest fight in the history of our fights and it lasted the longest too, but we made up eventually agreeing that we would never be as close as we used to be.

          Jess one of my friends is moving she is supposed to be my locker buddy next year. At least she's not moving too to far away just far enough to switch schools.

          I'm very scared to go, sometimes I don't even want to go but I have to go. I'm frightened of being taken advantage of because I'll be smaller than everyone else like the other people in my grade. It's going to be harder with out a locker buddy to talk to who knows and understands me when ever I can. I might as well say it I'm going to High School and honestly I'm

Terrified.

It is in this moment that I realize.....some thing I haven't felt in a while.....or just haven't noticed..........but the painless truth is.......................

BEING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE FOOD CHAIN AGIAIN SUCKS!

8:32 AM - 7/11/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

New World

One Of  My Best Movies

4:01 PM - 5/19/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

Where Is Your Heart

                            Where Is Your Heart

                                          Song by: Kelly Clarkson 
                                                Story by: Megs

                                  Disclamer: I Do Not Own Anything

I dont believe
In the smile that you leave me with
When you walk away and say goodbye
Well I dont except
The world to implode beneath me but for gods sake could you try
I know that your true to me
Your always there, you say you care
I know that you wanna be mine
Where is your heart
Cause I dont really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all Im asking for
Where is your heart


I was shocked. I couldnt believe it. This cant be true Anakin would never kill younglings.

"This cant be true. I dont believe you!"

"Padme I saw the security recordings. He came in the council room which was full of young padawans and started slotering all of them!" That was the second time Obi-Wan had said that. The first time I thought he was lying, but the second time I almost believed him.

"But why would he do that?" I asked not sure if I wanted to know why Obi-Wan thought this.

"Because he has turned to the darkside." He said in a sad tone and I knew why. It was because if what he was saying is true then he must feel like he has lost his best friend or his brother. But I still couldnt believe what he was saying I just couldnt.


"So if what your saying is true then what am I supposed to do about this?" I didnt want to argue anymore. But I still couldnt believe this.

"Well if you know where Anakin is you could tell me." He said in a sorry full voice.

"No I dont know where he is. Wait your going to kill him arent you?" I said in a shakey voice and started crying unable to stop. I eventually stopped so I would be able to under stand what he was trying to say to me.

"Padme its the only way he must be destroyed! Are you sure you dont know where he is?"

"Yes. All he said to me was that he had to go somewhere and would be back as soon as possible. He never said where. I said trying to stop the next set of tears from falling. I just hoped he didnt know or find out I was lying to him. Because I knew exactly where Anakin was he had told me he would be at Mustafar for a while, but not when he would be home.
"Alright then I guess Ill have to find out where he is the hard way. Thank you for your time Senator." He had said this very strangely and it made me uneasy wondering what he met by "The hard way".

He then bowed and turned to leave. But before he reached to door I said

"May the force be with you Master Kenobi."

He stopped and turned to look at me. His eyes searching once more for where to find Anakin but he found nothing and said

"May the force be with you Senator." He bowed again and left the room.

I sat there for a while longer trying to sort my mind out. I was also waiting to make sure Obi-Wan had left. I wasnt sure what to believe. But I was going to find out what was going on. My plan was to wait a little longer until I was sure he was gone and then I would go to Mustafar and find out if Obi-Wan was telling the truth.

I told C3-PO that I was leaving and would be back soon. 3-PO who had heard everything insisted on going with me. A few seconds later I was strapped in my seat and ready to go. I set auto pilot for Mustafar. As the ship began to move I kept telling myself that everything would be ok. But for some reason something inside me said that every thing would not be ok.

I dont understand
Your love is so cold
Its always me whos reaching out for your hand
I always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal falling to the ground
A dreamer following his dream
Where is your heart
Cause I dont really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all Im asking for
Where is your heart
It seem so much is left inside
But you can say anything
Oh any time you need
Baby its just you and me

As the ship began to land I saw him he was walking out of a place that looked a little beat up. I guess he was walking back to his ship. When he saw my ship he looked confused to see it and he seemed to look different in an odd way. I had not seen him look that way since his mother had died. As I got off of the ship and he saw me and looked at me worriedly. Then he ran up to me and hugged me gently, and avoiding my swelling stomach. Then he looked at me in concern, I guess he was wondering if I had traveled alone, it was then I realized that his eyes were not blue anymore. They were dark and looked haunted.

"Padme what are you doing here?" He said this very strangely I think he thought something might be wrong with my pregnancy. He probably thought that because I had come from Corsucaunt and I had obviously come alone.

"Obi-Wan told me things"

"What things?" He asked He looked around as if he thought we were being spied on. When he looked back at me I guess that was the all clear signal.

"He said that you killed younglings and that you turned to the dark side."

"Hes lying. I would never do something like that."

"Thats what I said."

"So I guess the Chancellor was right."

"What do you mean?"

"The Chancellor said the Jedi would turn agents every one."

"So who do your loyalties lye with?"

"My loyalties lye with the Chancellor now."

"So how will you know who is and isnt your enemy?"

"Thats going to be the hard part. I have left the Jedi because I know they are my enemy now."

"What about Obi-Wan?"

"If he does not support the Chancellor the he is my enemy too."

"How do you know the Jedi are your enemy?"

"Because I saw it. Master Windo was going to kill a defenseless person. Who didnt have any weapons, and with out a trial."

His Voice had risen just a bit when he said this. I had also wondered who the person was and how Anakin had seen this.

"How did you see this, and who was the person Master Windo killed?"

"The person was the Chancellor and it was when I was in his office."

"But why did Master Windo want to kill the Chancellor and."

"Because the Chancellor told me he was a Sith Lord and I told Master Windo. But when I came in to stop the execution. I ended it and killed him. I was not about to let him violate the code. Which says: A Jedi will not kill a defenseless person ever they must stand trial first."

I couldnt believe it Obi-Wan had been telling the truth. Anakin had turned to the dark side.

"But why did you stop Master Windo from killing the Chancellor if he was a sith."

"Because I needed him to save you from dieing."

"What?"

I couldnt believe what I was hearing. I just didnt understand. What he was talking about? What did he mean when he said he was doing it for me?

"Padme Im doing all this to save you. The Chancellor knows powers to save the people you love from dieing. Dont you get it? Now I have the power to save you!"

"Anakin I dont want that power! All I want is your love."

"I will not let you die! I cant live with out you!"

"Anakin I Love you please dont do this." I started to cry. I tried to stop the tears but I couldnt not this time. My heart was broken and bleeding.

Then he yelled and then I felt the life being sucked out of me. Along with my dieing heart. All I could think about was "Why" Why did he do this to me, to us, to our child. Then it hit me the child, our child would never have the chance to live, or make friends, or even love someone else. I tried to stop him but I couldnt. I fainted as soon as he had let me go. My world faded and then turned black.


I know that your true to me
Your always there, you say you care
I know that you wanna be mine
Where is your heart
Cause I dont really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all Im asking for

I woke up to Obi-Wans face. He turned and told someone I was awake. I felt horrible I wished that it had all been a dream, a nightmare but I wasnt. I still felt a broken and bleeding heart that was still dieing. Then I realized what was happening. My child was being born.

"Padme Your giving birth to twins." Obi-Wan informed me.

Twins the word echoed in my head. I was having twins. The first child was born. It was a boy. Obi-Wan asked me what I would name him. I said the first name that I could think of.

"Luke." I said very weakly.

Then the second child was born. It was a girl. Obi-Wan asked again what I would name her. Like Luke I said the first name that I could think of.

"Leia." I said weaker than before.

" Hang in there Padme. These children need you." He said desperate to keep me alive for the twins. But I just couldnt.

"I cant Obi-Wan" I said my eyes darkening by the second.

"Padme hold on"

I pushed these words to the back of my mind.

"Obi-Wan," there is still "good in him" I know it."

Then my world faded and then turned to darkness forever.


Where is your heart
Cause I dont really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all Im asking for
Where is your heart

__________________

Ok be easy on me lol it was my first songfiction

10:24 AM - 3/25/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

Guess What

I have started this new series thing and i think im doing pretty good
u see they dont go in order like, ok here is the beginning and here is whathappens after and so on

no its like, ok heres one story and heres a completly different story and so oncatch my drift?

nothing new is happening here lol oh but i found this old fan fiction that i worote in summer school one of my teachers said it was

really good he even asked me if i wanted to read it i was just like uuuhhh no *thinking im why to shy to do that* then he asked if i

was sure cuz it was some good stuff and i was like yes im sure.LOL any way i found it and i look at it now and i just cant believe i

wrote it lol i am so proud of myself for that i'm going to put it on here actualy  because i dont wanna lose it again its a star

wars fan fiction and the time setting is in (the movie) ROTS (Revenge Of The Sith).

now i can only give you the web addresses to my movie series because i have it set to

disable embeding cuz i dont want my movie to be used by anyone at the moment.

so here are the web addresses to my three newst movies (Tragic 3 is my newst I just uploded it today :D)

Tragic Story Of True Love 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mTcQ6Ysfwbw

Tragic Story Of True Love 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKAs0F1cfi4&mode=user&search=

Tragic Story Of True Love 3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0_Itt5QrGHw&mode=user&search=

well i'll be back later go post up my storyIts a song fiction which means

its a song thats also a fan fictoionoh and please please please if u see a

mistake just tell me but dont be rude about it and i wont accept it if

someone is rude twards my story!

Love,

Megs

9:52 AM - 3/25/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

hey u all my newest video

There Last Days (Seyia and Usagi)

3:42 PM - 3/6/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

ssssoooo..........

sssoo im at my dads i helped my brothers open there star wars toys and im bored but watching this

1:35 PM - 2/24/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

Some Of My Favorites (including t.A.t.U.)

4:08 PM - 2/23/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

MY day at school :)

3:22

ok so from 4th perioud to 7th i wrote about my day and what was happing  so here it is but first let me do my homework.............

6:02 sry had to go to my tutors anyways :D

so heres how my day went from fourth period on :D:...........................anything in red is my comments to what i was doing

well im in 4th perioud science but this wont be up till i get home. we juse did a folder check paper thing and am very bored at the moment. i just looked at the bord to discover we have homework oh joy! :(......the teacher just said were about to check the folder check thing so i gotta go

Love

Meg (Megs)

Im back my score was 17 out of 20 and we just got more work so gtg

Megs

11:13

Im in english now i just got in here this is 5th period and also LUNCH TIME!!! YAY today were seculded to read "Children Of the Holocaust" i cant wait for some reason im so interested in it but i dont know much about it well the bell just rang better go for a while.

Love,

Megs

11:35

well im walking to the lunchroom litaraly :D. .................................so im walking wown th four flights of stairs i dont mind going down its going up that bothers meanyway so now im in the lunch room and i have already been throught the lunch line. i got strawberry milk, 2 pices of pizza, and grapes morew than what i uasialy get normaly i just get pizza and strawberry milk. anyway im gunna eat no k?

Love

Megs

ok so i just finished lunch, nothing special happend, now im in the commons waiting for them to let us go to class which wont happen for about another few min.

............................................

there is more but i got otrher things to do today. sry i'll try to finish this later k?

:D

Love,

Megs

3:19 PM - 2/22/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

im back

im back  it was jessica

i want u all to see my new sailor mars movie

Great Balls Of Fire

once again i will leave u untill i find more stuff to put up kk

love yas,

Megs

7:13 PM - 2/21/2007 - comments {0} - post comment

Punk Princess

I used to be HappyYetBrokenGirl Dont ask what happend because I really have no clue it just stoped working :D so i made a new one, I have succeded in getting the old one to work but I like using this one a little more so i'll just use both lol. I would tell you about me but i dont really want to. So I will end this with im 15.