Where Is Your Heart

                            Where Is Your Heart

                                          Song by: Kelly Clarkson 
                                                Story by: Megs

                                  Disclamer: I Do Not Own Anything

I dont believe
In the smile that you leave me with
When you walk away and say goodbye
Well I dont except
The world to implode beneath me but for gods sake could you try
I know that your true to me
Your always there, you say you care
I know that you wanna be mine
Where is your heart
Cause I dont really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all Im asking for
Where is your heart


I was shocked. I couldnt believe it. This cant be true Anakin would never kill younglings.

"This cant be true. I dont believe you!"

"Padme I saw the security recordings. He came in the council room which was full of young padawans and started slotering all of them!" That was the second time Obi-Wan had said that. The first time I thought he was lying, but the second time I almost believed him.

"But why would he do that?" I asked not sure if I wanted to know why Obi-Wan thought this.

"Because he has turned to the darkside." He said in a sad tone and I knew why. It was because if what he was saying is true then he must feel like he has lost his best friend or his brother. But I still couldnt believe what he was saying I just couldnt.


"So if what your saying is true then what am I supposed to do about this?" I didnt want to argue anymore. But I still couldnt believe this.

"Well if you know where Anakin is you could tell me." He said in a sorry full voice.

"No I dont know where he is. Wait your going to kill him arent you?" I said in a shakey voice and started crying unable to stop. I eventually stopped so I would be able to under stand what he was trying to say to me.

"Padme its the only way he must be destroyed! Are you sure you dont know where he is?"

"Yes. All he said to me was that he had to go somewhere and would be back as soon as possible. He never said where. I said trying to stop the next set of tears from falling. I just hoped he didnt know or find out I was lying to him. Because I knew exactly where Anakin was he had told me he would be at Mustafar for a while, but not when he would be home.
"Alright then I guess Ill have to find out where he is the hard way. Thank you for your time Senator." He had said this very strangely and it made me uneasy wondering what he met by "The hard way".

He then bowed and turned to leave. But before he reached to door I said

"May the force be with you Master Kenobi."

He stopped and turned to look at me. His eyes searching once more for where to find Anakin but he found nothing and said

"May the force be with you Senator." He bowed again and left the room.

I sat there for a while longer trying to sort my mind out. I was also waiting to make sure Obi-Wan had left. I wasnt sure what to believe. But I was going to find out what was going on. My plan was to wait a little longer until I was sure he was gone and then I would go to Mustafar and find out if Obi-Wan was telling the truth.

I told C3-PO that I was leaving and would be back soon. 3-PO who had heard everything insisted on going with me. A few seconds later I was strapped in my seat and ready to go. I set auto pilot for Mustafar. As the ship began to move I kept telling myself that everything would be ok. But for some reason something inside me said that every thing would not be ok.

I dont understand
Your love is so cold
Its always me whos reaching out for your hand
I always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal falling to the ground
A dreamer following his dream
Where is your heart
Cause I dont really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all Im asking for
Where is your heart
It seem so much is left inside
But you can say anything
Oh any time you need
Baby its just you and me

As the ship began to land I saw him he was walking out of a place that looked a little beat up. I guess he was walking back to his ship. When he saw my ship he looked confused to see it and he seemed to look different in an odd way. I had not seen him look that way since his mother had died. As I got off of the ship and he saw me and looked at me worriedly. Then he ran up to me and hugged me gently, and avoiding my swelling stomach. Then he looked at me in concern, I guess he was wondering if I had traveled alone, it was then I realized that his eyes were not blue anymore. They were dark and looked haunted.

"Padme what are you doing here?" He said this very strangely I think he thought something might be wrong with my pregnancy. He probably thought that because I had come from Corsucaunt and I had obviously come alone.

"Obi-Wan told me things"

"What things?" He asked He looked around as if he thought we were being spied on. When he looked back at me I guess that was the all clear signal.

"He said that you killed younglings and that you turned to the dark side."

"Hes lying. I would never do something like that."

"Thats what I said."

"So I guess the Chancellor was right."

"What do you mean?"

"The Chancellor said the Jedi would turn agents every one."

"So who do your loyalties lye with?"

"My loyalties lye with the Chancellor now."

"So how will you know who is and isnt your enemy?"

"Thats going to be the hard part. I have left the Jedi because I know they are my enemy now."

"What about Obi-Wan?"

"If he does not support the Chancellor the he is my enemy too."

"How do you know the Jedi are your enemy?"

"Because I saw it. Master Windo was going to kill a defenseless person. Who didnt have any weapons, and with out a trial."

His Voice had risen just a bit when he said this. I had also wondered who the person was and how Anakin had seen this.

"How did you see this, and who was the person Master Windo killed?"

"The person was the Chancellor and it was when I was in his office."

"But why did Master Windo want to kill the Chancellor and."

"Because the Chancellor told me he was a Sith Lord and I told Master Windo. But when I came in to stop the execution. I ended it and killed him. I was not about to let him violate the code. Which says: A Jedi will not kill a defenseless person ever they must stand trial first."

I couldnt believe it Obi-Wan had been telling the truth. Anakin had turned to the dark side.

"But why did you stop Master Windo from killing the Chancellor if he was a sith."

"Because I needed him to save you from dieing."

"What?"

I couldnt believe what I was hearing. I just didnt understand. What he was talking about? What did he mean when he said he was doing it for me?

"Padme Im doing all this to save you. The Chancellor knows powers to save the people you love from dieing. Dont you get it? Now I have the power to save you!"

"Anakin I dont want that power! All I want is your love."

"I will not let you die! I cant live with out you!"

"Anakin I Love you please dont do this." I started to cry. I tried to stop the tears but I couldnt not this time. My heart was broken and bleeding.

Then he yelled and then I felt the life being sucked out of me. Along with my dieing heart. All I could think about was "Why" Why did he do this to me, to us, to our child. Then it hit me the child, our child would never have the chance to live, or make friends, or even love someone else. I tried to stop him but I couldnt. I fainted as soon as he had let me go. My world faded and then turned black.


I know that your true to me
Your always there, you say you care
I know that you wanna be mine
Where is your heart
Cause I dont really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all Im asking for

I woke up to Obi-Wans face. He turned and told someone I was awake. I felt horrible I wished that it had all been a dream, a nightmare but I wasnt. I still felt a broken and bleeding heart that was still dieing. Then I realized what was happening. My child was being born.

"Padme Your giving birth to twins." Obi-Wan informed me.

Twins the word echoed in my head. I was having twins. The first child was born. It was a boy. Obi-Wan asked me what I would name him. I said the first name that I could think of.

"Luke." I said very weakly.

Then the second child was born. It was a girl. Obi-Wan asked again what I would name her. Like Luke I said the first name that I could think of.

"Leia." I said weaker than before.

" Hang in there Padme. These children need you." He said desperate to keep me alive for the twins. But I just couldnt.

"I cant Obi-Wan" I said my eyes darkening by the second.

"Padme hold on"

I pushed these words to the back of my mind.

"Obi-Wan," there is still "good in him" I know it."

Then my world faded and then turned to darkness forever.


Where is your heart
Cause I dont really feel you
Where is your heart
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I want your heart to bleed
And thats all Im asking for
Where is your heart

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Ok be easy on me lol it was my first songfiction

10:24 AM - 3/25/2007 - post comment

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I used to be HappyYetBrokenGirl Don't ask what happened because I really have no clue it just stopped working :D so i made a new one, I have succeeded in getting the old one to work but I like using this one a little more so I'll just use both lol. I would tell you about me but i don't really want to. So I will end this with im 15, taken, and loving every second.