WOW....

It's kind of amazing you know how life seems to just speed by so fast for some, but for others it drags so slowly you wish to control time itself and speed it up your self. amazingly I'm not one of these people. I’m the type of person that sees life pass ever so quickly for me though sometimes I grow scared of getting older facing the things that I will have to one day. Sometimes its great, other times its sad , scary, and slightly confusing.

         Most of the time I want to slow down time. Possibly even maybe go back a little. I get worried a lot about going to a different School and though I'm really not leaving I kind of am. You see maybe it'll be easier to understand if I explain it this way.

I'm realizing I'm not so little anymore I have to move on to Middle School but I would be lying if I wasn't in the slightest bit scared.

         First day of Middle School comes and I realize it's not too bad I have my friends from my first School and I also made a few new ones too which helped.

        It's passed so quickly as if it had only been a few days. Things had changed for me well not changed changed, but enough to say something different about my life. I had had four boyfriends over my entire time at Middle School, but only two of them counted if you ask me. To learn about them and other stuff look for the next blog labeled Extras on WOW! (When I get around to it , though)

          Me and one of my friends, Victoria, got into the biggest fight in the history of our fights and it lasted the longest too, but we made up eventually agreeing that we would never be as close as we used to be.

          Jess one of my friends is moving she is supposed to be my locker buddy next year. At least she's not moving too to far away just far enough to switch schools.

          I'm very scared to go, sometimes I don't even want to go but I have to go. I'm frightened of being taken advantage of because I'll be smaller than everyone else like the other people in my grade. It's going to be harder with out a locker buddy to talk to who knows and understands me when ever I can. I might as well say it I'm going to High School and honestly I'm

Terrified.

It is in this moment that I realize.....some thing I haven't felt in a while.....or just haven't noticed..........but the painless truth is.......................

BEING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE FOOD CHAIN AGIAIN SUCKS!

9:32 AM - 7/11/2007 - post comment

Punk Princess

I used to be HappyYetBrokenGirl Don't ask what happened because I really have no clue it just stopped working :D so i made a new one, I have succeeded in getting the old one to work but I like using this one a little more so I'll just use both lol. I would tell you about me but i don't really want to. So I will end this with im 15, taken, and loving every second.