| Insanity of my life |
I heard todayI heard that today is a beautiful day. I am told that the sky is blue, the breeze crisp and the sun warm.However, I know not of these things. I am once again blind in the fog. The air is thick and heavy. My chest heaves, shudders and spasms in pain with each breath I take. Why do I struggle so, I cannot say. Could it my my yoke? I, like many others am an indentured servant. Shackled and chained in my cave For the appropriate hours of the day. My master is a particular cruel one. Oh I am not the only one that suffers at his hand. Too cruel for words. Others have gnawed at the chains till they could flee but not me. I stay, serving my time. Not because I am weak or afraid, but because for now it serves my purpose. There is a means to the end. I wait... I plan. Could it be because I so foolishly gave my soul away when my hand was tied? Foolishly hoping for the security I never had. So silly a child can be in the dark. Wandering, wanting, lusting. My soul remains alone. To many things I think of... my invisible soul mate tells me. Oh how I wish he was near. I will never touch his hand, his face or lie in his arms. Again I am left alone Good day all May peace be yours 10:13 AM - 11/1/2007 - post commentShare and enjoy
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