I have a crush!!! a crush after GOD only knows how long? i feel like a little girl that has just gotten her first real kiss!! eventhough i did'nt get a kiss! i love kissing! but any way! no hes not one of the playboys i have been talking about at work! hes that charming sweet cute guy that holds the door open for a lady and all that good prince charming stuff! i couldnt stop if my life depended on it, to keep from smiling when i would pass by him and he would give me this look and this smile like "i like you i hope you like me as much as i like you!" and i do!! at least i hope thats what it was saying! well anyway... it all started when he was running some food to another servers table and i said,( Oh wait what should we name him? well lets just call him Crush for the moment untill he becomes something else! heres to hope) so i said " Oh crush you are so sweet!" i wasnt really serious, but i wasnt being rude either, kinda polite sarcasm. i didnt even think he heard me cause he just walked away. i didnt really care it was just me being well me! and when i first met him i thought oh ya know hes cute! i mean hes not like " OH GOD ITS ADONIS!!!!!" he just has that quiet spark to him that is like WOW!! hes just so charming!! and he has these beautiful eyes! and im gonna get back to the point of my story!! so then he came back and thanked me for my compliment and he really appreciated it and it meant alot to him cause he trys very hard to be a gentleman at all times! who talks like that now days? apparently Crush does!

and ever since that small chat, i'v been like, i just cant keep my eyes or my mind off of him!! im sooo giddy!!  its pathetic! but i feels great!! im so well... giddy!!  i had so much to write in here but i forgot basicaly all of it now!! well i'll remember later!! i really hope i found something good!  also when we were talking about our ages he asked me if i minded dating an older man! i just kinda blew it off and was like "oh yeah! i only date older men, younger men are too immature for me to handle!" i didnt want to show him how much i really liked soo soon!  i think i made the right move! but anyway when he was leaving, i was working on the patio and we were talking about work tomorrow, and i just work the day and him only the night!  but i said i wanted to pick up a night shift! and i did (really wanted to if he was working too) and he said he hoped i would be working with him tomorrow!! needless to say, i got a shift for tomorrow night!! oh well just 3 double shifts ahead of me! but oh well! at least i get to work with Crush! well got to go to bed now! sweet dreams everyone!! 

               ~Blessed Be~      MisCatt