I WORKED LIKE TOO MANY HOURS TO THINK ABOUT! BUT CRUSH ASKED ME OUT!!! SO DESPITE MY ACHING FEET IAM IN A VERY GOOD MOOD! THE DETAILS OF THAT PARTICULAR EVENT WILL BE E-MAILED TO CERTAIN PEOPLEAS TO NOT SAY ANY THING THAT I DONT WANT SOME PEOPLE  HEARING!( YOU KNOW I HAVE TO DO THAT WHOLE GIRLIE GIDDY THING!) SO YEAH IT WAS COOL AND I GAVE HIM MY CELL # AND THE LINK TO THIS JOURNAL. OK SO IVE DEDICATED THE LAST 2 JOURNALS TO EMOTION, LETS GET BACK TO REALITY, SHALL WE?

        OK, so work sucked! i ran around all day and served people mass amounts of seafood! no it wasnt as fun as it sounds, really!! i smell like it! i just now realized how much i smell like it! oh GOD i need a shower!and a beer! so my mother found an empty pack of cigs i had hidden to throw away a few days ago and forgot about and she told me about it and warned me that she would tell my step-father if she ever found anything again! and you know the shit would sooo hit the fan if she did!!so i made up some stor about how it was from a few weeks ago when i just got here, and i was really sorry abut it!she completely bought it! they also told me how proud of me they were because when im working so much its really good exercise and im making good money. im a fucking server!! im soo tired of the restaurant industry,it is reallly old, i cant wait to get out of it!! once upon a time i wanted to be a chef. i love cooking! and im pretty good at it but after the last 4 years....you couldnt pay me to do it!!its just not worth it! the stress, the drama, the overall bullshit of it! im just not. and my mother is like really intrigued by it and is all about it still!!! no! NO!! they are sooo annoying!!! i love them, but damn!!! slow your roll!!!the dog is snoring again! i wonder if he has some sinus problem? whatever! my step-father is like in love with that dog! dont ask me why!

                  gotta love Japanimeim watching cowboy BeBop right now! its like1:00 in the morning! whatever, its not like i was really gonna fall asleep any way! i have to work at like 10 am. Bitches!! well im just blah blah blah now so later.

                 ~Blessed Be~                  MisCatt