I give up!! Fuck it! I Wont deal with this bullshit with these retarded, crazy, sluty, stupid assholes!! i dont have the patience, the energy, or the extra brain power to deal with all of this bullshit! iam staying single and lonely!! iam so tired i just want to curl up and cry!! i would love to date someone! i would love to have a boyfriend! but im not a casual fuck buddy, im not a one night stand, im not some slut that you can fuck around with! im so lonely! i dont have any friends in Dallas! iam so tired of all of this bullshit with people! warnings about who is crazy, and not that i dont appreciate it... but when will it ever end!! will i ever be able to find someone cute, with a good heart, a sense of humor, and will be grateful of what we would have together! where have all the good men gone? or were there any to begin with? i just want to cry untill i have no more tears to shead, i dont have anything to cry for, just the memories of the thing i once had that i didnt embrace as tightly as i should have. im just so tired of it all. its supposed to be new but it all feels so old! i need a change, or just some new something! whatever i'll add to this later!

                          ~Blessed Be~                MisCatt