so what should we re-name Crush? not that hes not still a Crush.....but now it seems different somehow! maybe it was me being super Bitch and breaking our date. never the less! i think we should re-name him! but i dont know what? so any suggestions would be fab!

            so any wayz! i actually had a pretty good day! i opened a new bank account, cause i start getting a little worried when i have over 500.00 dollars cash in my wallet while i walk around! call me crazy! also i got choped up a this "salon" so now i look like a little boy for the next 3 weeks!our washer is also broken so i went to the washateria to wash some cloths for work. and i went to this shop called "Tuesday Morning" and got this really cool lilac purple clock for my room! it has this drawing of a lady in a martini glass from like the 40's! and also when i was there i found a card set that came in this nifty metal case, i thought i was cool so i bought one for Ms. J's son Mr.M! i think he will like it!

          work was cool! i made some more money and got away from my family for a good 6 hours, and i really like all of my co-workers! so it was a win all around!! me and this girl, we will call her candy cause for some reason she reminds me of cotton candy? any way... we are going to go out tomorrow and get our nipples re-pierced!! i have both of mine done, on the left twice, but on the right only once, cause the other one came out! and i could'nt find the ring! it was behind my bed and then it was too late to do it myself!! so i want the girls to match again! and i like the feeling!! i told you before im weird!!

          still listening to Sara Brightman! this one song sings on her new album "Harem" is so bad ass! its called "Its a Beautiful Day" i love it!!!

she also sing one of my favorite songs of all time!! its called "Con Te Paritio" english~ " Time To Say Goodbye" its sung in Italian with Andrea Bocelli! it soooooooooo beautiful!! it gives me goosebumps when i hear it!

          my step-father just walked into my room to say goodnight but said "are you loosing some weight?" yes retard iam!"yeah i think so" he replyed "good! i can tell!" go fuck yourself asshole! reality-" oh thanks. goodnight" what an ass! well im gonna shut up before i start bitching about him! not that i dont have a right! 4 files in child protective services gives me the right to bitch about him for a lifetime!! MoFO!!

       dont forget comment or e-mail me about new names for Crush!

Sweet Dreams!  ~Blessed Be~          MisCatt