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4/4/2005 - Tall, White, And Hansome!

I like someone! we will call him kisser! Because he is such a good kisser!! I really like this guy. Its not a crush, infatuation, or an obssession. I honestly and truly am attracted to everything about this guy!

so here we go with the full story..........

Candy and i were going to see Crush DJ at this club downtown after we got off work saturday night. For damn near an hour we searched for this damn place in deep ellm, and couldnt find a thing!! we even called the # on the card but it was just some dudes cell phone!! whatever! so then Candy and i headed to this guys house for a party. hes one of the guys we work with and everyone was gonna go to his house after anyways to keep on party going. So Candy and i roll up and everybody was on the porch drinking and laughing and just having a good time. And i had liked Kisser long before this but it took time to build up to something that i would actually do something about!

So the party goes on we started playing a drinking game, and Kisser was siting next to me...... Giddy anyone?

I was cool ya know whatever......then he ever so slightly caressed my leg with his hand. i had to look down and make damn sure it was'nt an accident. IT WAS'NT!!!! he meant to touch me and was suprised and happy when i returned with scratching his back and a warm smile. So then i decided i wanted a cig and went outside. it was pretty damn cold and so Kisser gave me his jacket. there were other people with us outside and so we hung out there for a while giving eachother looks that made me want to giggle and call Ms.J to brag about it!! after everybody went back inside we chilled for a while longer and then we just started making out right on the front poarch!!

the only thing that stopped us eas the echo of everyone inside laughing at the sight of us making out!!! not that either one of us cared too much! LOL! so when we went inside Candy told me that we were leaving cause she had an *appointment* at 3am!

When i told Kisser that i was leaving he was suddenly on a quest to keep me with him. we both ended up crashing at the house. we just slept on the couch. Yet i kept telling him all night that i wasnt the girl he was looking for if he wanted some 1 night stand, some ho, or even a fuck buddy. cause thats not me! he told me how cute and sweet i was, how he didnt want anything of the sort, and how much he had wanted to talk to me since i had started working with him! and what was my response? "we will see what you think in the morning!" so we cuddled and kissed for a good hour before i fell into the best sleep i've had in 6 months! entwined with him, his arms holding me tightly while my legs wraped around his.

i awoke to him rubbing my back and his breath tickling my neck! when i told him goodmorning, trying terribly to keep my dragon breath away from his face, he said "you look sooo beautiful in the morning" OMG! what? is he serious? then he said "you are sooo cute when you wake up in the morning! it feels so good to wake up with you next to me!"WOW WOW WOW!!!!! TELL ME WHAT THE HELL I SHOULD THINK? IM DUMBFOUNDED AT THE MOMENT!!!

Talk to me guys!!! Kay? Ms.J? i await your advice! Hes like 6ft2 brown hair beautiful eyes, huge hands! my whole fist dosent cover his whole thumb! he makes me feel tiny and i love it!! hes sooooooo cute, but quiet! which i dont mind. at least hes not some playboy freak!! more stories to come from the past few days! but for the moment......

~Blessed Be~ MisCatt

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4/4/2005 - New mystery guy??

Posted by Anonymous

Ok.....Back up a minute...what happened to your crush on Crush DJ? Why did you turn your back on him after only 7 days? 7 days ago you wrote that you still had a crush on him and now you say you like a guy named Kisser? What happened? I think you should think about how you really feel deep down inside about Crush and talk to him about it. See what happens, ya know? From what you've wrote about him so far, he seems like an awesome, sweet, and cute guy who is a total gentlemen. How can you go wrong with that? Finding a man like that nowadays is nearly impossible. From the way you talked about Crush so far, I think it would be a mistake to blow him off totally. Does Kisser work with you as well? I guess the main thing is you probaly should come clean with
Crush about your feelings and then see where you want to go based on your gut feeling and what your heart tells you. Crush or Kisser....No one can guide you to the best choice. Only you can. Take care

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4/4/2005 - continued from the last column I wrote to you

Posted by Anonymous

I BROKE OFF THE DATE WITH CRUSH!!!

I feel so bad about it too! i talked to him about it and he was so cool and nice and totaly understanding! i felt like a serious jerk!! here is this nice cute sweet guy that for some unknown reason likes me! (i would say smokin crack but i dont really think so) and here i go just not even giving him a chance! although if we did go out im sure we would have a fab time! but i also sure one of us would end up getting hurt, OK not one of us, just me! cause thats the way it always seems to go right? why change now?

but really, i do need to keep my mind on the first priorities at the moment. i really need to get into school, get my license and a car, my G.E.D., save money for my next place, and work on restoring my sanity.

im sure its for the best that i dont make any attempts with anyone at the moment. im just keeping my and his best in mind!
*********************************************************************************************** This a clip of one of your previous posts about Crush and what your outlook on the future is...why do you think that if you went out with Crush, that you would be hurt by him as a end result? You wrote that he is not the player type and is a good guy, a gentlemen! So, why the negative thoughts? Also, you contradicted yourself when you said that you now like Kisser alot but in this post from a week ago you said that you needed to not focus on Crush and all guys in general.

You said you needed to focus on your priorities at the moment which are needing to get back into school, getting your license, a car, your G.E.D., save money for your next place, and work on restoring your sanity.

So, the question you have to ask yourself and figure out is: do you want to accomplish these important life priorities that seem dear to you? Or do you want to find out if Crush or Kisser can be that guy that completes you and makes you happy! A guy that fills thaty void you have talked about in past posts. The awesome boyfriend that you've been longing for!

Alot, to ponder huh? Well...think about it all and I look forward to your next column on all of your insight and responses from my advice and questions that I asked you. Take care again!

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4/5/2005 - Hey Sweetie

Posted by Kaylbm0403

I think if this guy makes you feel good and he is being honest and sincere to you, than I think it may be great for the both of you. I think it is hard to ever know right from the begining what may happen in the long term but I do know if you "feel" it than it is probably worth a try.
You are young and have a lot of life ahead of you and it is always good to test new waters before you jump into each new experience head first. I am just happy that you have found something that makes you feel good, even if it is just for the here and now. When you find "the one" you will know even if you don't want to admit it, but you have plenty of time to do that. For know you just do what you feel is right for you!!!!!
Hugs and Loves,
K

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