To my dearest Bear,

            Calm down and remember to breath!!! OK, you are pretty  angry about my decisions concerning Crush!

       Also i have a new name for him, Crush dosent truly fit him properly anymore! So we shall dub him DJ! does that work for you? Please comment, you are obviously very emotional when it comes to DJ!

   but i promise you this i shall never again name someone else Crush!!and i always keep my promises!!! So to put your sweet heart to rest, and to satisfy curiosity, heres the story. since you obviously didnt read all the other stuff in my journal as carefuly!!!

         Do you remember what i told you about these men i will date for a week and be all kinds of infatuated and obssesed with for a good solid week, but after that i could'nt give a damn either way about them? they cant keep my attention and i get bored, or a warning from someone that they are crazy, or that all of their faults start to show and its too many to handle or we just dont have enough in common for me to really put in any effort with them and i blow them off or just ditch them? and they are hurt or sad and confused, but they dont seem to give up!! oh no i can move 5 hours away and still they call and want to talk and make that one "last" attempt at winning my heart or my body!!NO!!!

       And it dosent really matter if i work with Kisser or not! No he is not a fellow server! i have spoken to DJ about my planns and i dont belive there i anything left to speak of with him!! In my Heart of Hearts DJ is not a priority at this point! And neither is Kisser! and MM is definately not!! I have made friends at work and im not going to do anything to put those friendships in danger!  

           now if there is anything else you would like to know tell me and i will be more than happy to clear it all for you!! Great now im getting defensive! i'm gonna go i think i work with DJ tonight, i'll tell you all how the hell that goes over!! But i do hope i get to see Kisser tonight after work too!! (giggle with me right here Kay!) for now~

           ~Blessed Be~                       MisCatt