??????? I fucking hate this place!! I just want to get back to the ship and forget about these people for a few precious moments. I tried to talk to my mother about puting a music site on her computer and of coarse before I could even finish my sentence she just looks at me with that look! and says "NO!!" So I just said ok, fine. Never fucking mind. Fuck I dont want to talk to someone like that. I mean she can be such a bitch sometimes! And I know that Im not the easiest person to get along with and  I can be overly sensitive. But she has no idea what its like to be stuck here all day with nothing to do and stuff that I could do, I cant cause Im still getting paid from the ship! My Redneck babes went back to the ship and now I wake up cold as ice. When we were cuddling I would steal her fire and wake up hot as hell and she would be cold as ice. So when we woke up it was all fire and ice. At least that what it was like for me. I was so mad at my mother and like not even 30 seconds after it was over my babes called and let me vent for a min. and I was fine. She has a weird calming effect on me. When I get mad she gives me sanity I so lack. And  I hate my family! So fucking much!!

Im not crazy really I just have been writting this entry for way too long and my temper is blazing every time I attempt to interact with anyone in the family. So thats why this entryseems like Im bi-polar.

I have also been up for 31 1/2hours so far without caffeine, ShinerBock, Liquor, drugs, or legal OTC drugs.

What the fuck. Be Back Later                             I love you my redneck! If your reading this I miss you baby.........Miss Me Baby!

~Blessed Be~                               MisCatt