My Redneck and I have decided to take a break for a while. Actually..... I think I was driving her a little crazy. She was working 15 hour days and talking to me at night. So I think she is just getting withered down to the bone. It is really the best thing for us right now. She needs to concentrate on getting into med school. And I need to work on my future as well. Whatever happens between us no matter what I will always love her and care about her. We are going to stay friends. I only want her to be happy. As well as myself.  Dont get me wrong. I dont want this, but what we want isnt always whats best. But it still hurts.