Its been too long since my last post! So much has been going on yet nothing at all! I thought I was going to go back to the ship this week but the guy is so fucking stupid! I dont know when I'll be going back! I was going to try to go back to the Aloha ship. Because the redneck is there but I not anymore. I called her about a week ago, yes I was kinda drunk but I didnt say anything too retarded on her voicemail. Just "hey how are you just called to say hi. Blah blah blah" But she hasnt called back. So thats it. Im not going to call her anymore. If anything else is meant to happen it will. But Im not going to push anything. 
           Also I have been trying to call Jto go down to San Antonio to see her and get Rdnx money back to her. But Js phone has been turned off and she wont return my calls to her home phone. So I dont know what the fuck to do about that!
 My sisters getting married and Iam to be the maid of honor! Very happy for her! My brothers are back at school. One in OU and the other at A&M. The other is going on his mission in a couple of months. We dont know where yet. And my little sister is just tortured and unresponsive. The parental units are boring and fake.
   I want to leave the country. But I dont know where I want to go.