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8/28/2006 - Nothing is What I feel!

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Nothing. As though Im just watcching everything happening. But I dont care any longer to stop or change it. Idont feel happy about things that normaly make smile. But I also cant feel sad about anything either. I dont really know if that is somrthing wrong with me or im just done with it all. J wont return my calls. Our friendship is over. I feel sometimes like it is my fault. Becasuse I introduced her into the life she now lives. Yet I still just dont care. It wasfun when we did it, but I did away with it longago. She hasnot and it now controls her much more than it ever did before. I need to disappear for a while. Find a new name and new life again. I have done it before. I think its time again. But this one Ill do better than before. Run alittle farther this time around. Who the hell knows? I havent been drinking at all tonight for those that are wondering.

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8/28/2006 - Proud of you

Posted by kaymbl0403

I am proud of you for the lack of alcohol and I am proud of you for being able to see what is in front of you. The dealing with it is and always be the hardest part. If running helps, do it....but take it from a runner, it'll catch up eventually.

Luh ya K

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