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2/1/2007
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Back in Texas......Again
This time I resigned from the ship. 3 fucking months as a trainee while 7 fucking men get promoted over me and then demote me. Fuck that! I might go back to ships, but 6 months without a freakin day off is just sucking my life away! But in the meentime my ex boyfriend and I have been spending alot of time together. He met my parents, and I met his mother. That was so fucked up! Before he had told me that she couldnt wait to meet me and blah blah blah. Yet after I slept over at his house and went down stairs with him to leave.. we run into her!!!! She seems kinda whatever. Not really too pumped to see me in her house, much less meet me for the first time face to face. He tells me that she has never liked any one he has dated. And that she is a really mean woman when it comes to women in her sons life. But its ok cause she will be nice to my face but ask him when hes gonna break up with me or whoever!! Crazy!! I mean I love him and he tells me all the time that he loves me too. But you know how moms can be! And hes an only child! I just want to run the hell away! But hes leaving for 8 weeks to go to training for the coast guard!After that he will get stationed somewhere. And from our conversation the other night it looks like the plan is for me to go with him. Which is fing, great whatever but I just hope its not Alaska. Hell its too fucking cold in Texas. Im gonna die in Alaska. I guess its safe to say we are back together. But although I slept over at his house, we did not have sex. Despite his valiant efforts. I just couldnt have sex with him in his parents house! No matter how cool he said they were!! There was some talk about getting married too. Im not how to go about that. I dont really want to tell anyone, and yet I want to tell everyone! I dont know what to do. For now im just looking for a job so I can save some cash for school. Now I want to be a transulator. Russian and farsi to start with. I know Im crazy, but hey its not your problem! LOL! I cant wait to get the fuck out of Texas. I love Texas, but its soooo time for me to move on! And I know Ive only been back for less than a week, but whatever.
Kiss Kiss Catt
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