This is my crazy life. I have many ups and dows, sometimes all within a few minutes. I am writing this here because of privacy issues. Feel free to read and comment, but I like the idea of being anonymous.

I have a friend that I am trying to help. I met her onlline a couple of years ago and she has been in a bad relationship with no where to go. She lived out west and it's very expensive. There's no way she could make it on her own out there. My husband and I offered to let her live here with us until she could get on her feet. I am a pretty strong person. When I  make a decision, I make it quickly and stick by it. She is very whishy washy and I am going to have to work on learning to live with this. Frankly, it drives me nuts. She came here to MOVE here, then she starts talking to her "boyfriend" and all of the sudden she is on vacation and may go back. It huts my feelings because I have given this woman a free place to live and even got her a job at the same place that I work. It's a good job with great benefits and great people. She doesn't, and isn't going to, have that back west. She cries a lot.. and I mean A LOT!! I rarely cry and when I do, no one else knows it. We are just very different people. I have enjoyed having her here though. My husband is a long-haul truckdriver and is gone most of the time. It gets lonely. It's been nice having someone to do things with. I don't know how this will all work out, but I need a private place to vent. I get very anxious and depressed when I keep everything inside. That's why I am here. I am a happily married woman with no children. I have a wonderful husband and both of our families are great!

Well, that's it for now. Some days I may write in here several times and then go for days without writing. Ya'll take care.